it was like watching an intricate piece of machinery, the way he slots every gear back into place. the precision with which he smooths each inch of his expression into something unreadable draws out an ugly desire in henrietta; it was the same urge she remembered feeling as a child accompanying her grandmother in an antique shop, faced with a china plate so perfect all she wanted to do was to smash it just to see if every tiny shard could be as brilliant as the whole. "i imagine especially not when the odds are stacked against you." another blade yielded in quiet swiftness, something feline glimmering in the depths of her gaze as she watches him. arrogance didn't exist in a vacuum, and she knew better than anyone that a hunger like that was often born from the perversion of more idealistic sentiments, like a sense of justice, or the innate human urge to find out just how much suffering you could take and still come out the other side. it was treacherous territory, wading in the muddled waters of what they had in common. acknowledgement like that always came at a price, one henrietta never seemed quite ready to pay. one foot was always off the balance beam in daniel's presence; somewhere deep inside of herself, she could admit a part of her thrilled just as much as it feared the idea that he might send her crashing down. the blade is slid against her rib, this time, his words raising the hair along the nape of her neck to attention, electricity trailing down her spine. "so it did bother you," she says, unable to stop the way her lips draw upwards, the ghost of a grin. but it doesn't hold for longāhis questions feel like tests, rabbit snares laid out at her feet, like he's hoping to catch some part of her she herself still wasn't acquainted with, yet. "sometimes i can forget what it feels like." the words are uttered like confession pressed into the palms of a faceless priest. shameful and bold all at the same time, like she was daring him to look. but her throat runs dry the moment he punctures her orbit, mind flashing with all the urgency of a siren to the last time he was this close. and maybe that's why she can't help it, eyes racking up his frame slowly. "strange," henri murmurs, finding his gaze. "usually it feels like you can read my mind."