"I want to start over..."

What is it that I'm living for? I asked the old stray cat at the side of the road. Not bothering to give a reply, he just looks up at me with those lost, hopeless eyes. [Accomplice Ending Yu Narukami that did ran away (Side blog to goldenheroyu)]

[miscellanyofmusings]

    I want to delete the secrets that I keep     I want to erase all mistakes that I made

[x-redballoon-blog]

[afoolishrunaway]

Ah, I can change I will change Here's the chance But I don't know

Ah, I'm just scared Unprepared What can I do? Ah, as I spin As I spin As I spin Until I just

Ah, can't breathe in Can't breathe in I'm giving in Yes, I'm the clown I'm the joke you've always known me as, so While I'm your puppet, would you kindly Please play with me again?

[exploring-ezreal-blog]

Since it’s Sinday let’s play a game:

How kinky do you think my muse is and why? Send me on anon (or not) what you think they may have a kink for.

[afoolishrunaway]

“I just want to start over…”

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📱  Multi-para(up to 7 almost)/Para/one liners

📱  This Yu Muse Is A What If Scenario Take On The Accomplice Ending

📱  Will RolePlay With Any fandom That The Mun Knows Of / OC friendly

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[justrpmemesandmusings]

Pssttt, I’m bored. Send my muse anons about anything you’ve ever wondered about them or the people in their life.

[canonressentiment-deactivated20]

She smiled brightly as if she knew what he was thinking about. “I was queen bee, one of the smartest in my class, aaaaaaaand I did have a boyfriend!” She purred before looking down, as if she seemed to have remember something that doesn’t seemed that the brunette wanted to remember.

Then it almost hit her, she looked at the male before smiling softly. “I’m sorry to hear about that but do you want to hear something kinda cool?” She smiled before looking around with a shifting look. “You gotta tell no one though! Our little secret.”

[afoolishrunaway]

He didn’t know to be glad that he was right on the money or ask the other fool if she was a mind reader. It was strange how Minako knew what he was thinking of. Then again, it might be some girl thing that he didn’t understand or whatever. So he let that thought go for now. “Sound like you had a really good life there. But what made you move here?”

“Um....sure I guess if you’re okay with telling a stranger something big...What is it?”A little secret? What was she going on about? Was it about the boyfriend she just spoke about? Or something that happen at her school? But why tell a random stranger about it? They just met and she is willing to tell someone like Yu a secret? This girl is either really strange or she trusts people a lot more then she should....

[afoolishrunaway]

Changing your location doesn’t necessarily mean losing your problems. They’ll show up wherever you are, changing to fit the situation. But until you break them down and deal with it, there is nowhere far enough for you to run away from them.

K.K. Hendin, Heart Breaths

[ilcomplice-dshfuisdhfui-deactiv]

“You are never free until you act,” Yu smiled, “And running away is not a proper act. What will you do when he catches up? Run away again?”

Yu had zero intention to leave the conversation as is. After all, he wanted to rip him off of his comfort zone before he introduced a new one.

[afoolishrunaway]

“I have no need to what you call ‘act’.” The foolish teen frown and glare the other more. It was like the other was trying so hard to pick at his brain. To know what’s lurking inside of it. Yu wasn’t some person who would go mad like this one sitting across from him. 

Then what the other Yu said next hit a nerve in every bone in his body. And the cold chill of fear ran up his back. Like what the other asked was a sin in it’s self. His left index and middle fingers slightly twitch at the thought of HIM finding the fool. He then qiuckly balled his left hand into a fist to have control over his hand. So It wouldn’t shake with fear. “He won’t. I made sure of that...!” No one had any idea how scary and deadly Adachi-no, that isn’t right. His shadow...was more scarier then anything Yu had ever seen. Scarier then a child’s idea of what the boogeyman is like. 

“I got rid of my cellphone and anything that he could use to track me down. I even put the TV in a box and inside of my closet. I know what the heck I’m doing! I’m not his puppet anymore! I don’t need some asshole like you telling me what to do!” The rude runaway was losing his cool at this point. He really didn’t want to talk this mockery who calls himself Yu anymore. He had enough!

[ilcomplice-dshfuisdhfui-deactiv]

“But I can help,” he smiled.

[afoolishrunaway]

“I ran away, isn’t that enough? Why would I want your help?”

[afoolishrunaway]

“I just want to start over…”

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📱 Four to Five Roleplay Experience

📱  SFW and NSFW Friendly 

📱  Multi-para(up to 7 almost)/Para/one liners

📱  This Yu Muse Is A What If Scenario Take On The Accomplice Ending

📱  Will RolePlay With Any fandom That The Mun Knows Of / OC friendly

📱  Mun Is A Dorky Penguin And Is Slow At Replies

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[canonressentiment-deactivated20]

Minako watched the male before smiling happily, rubbing at her head gently. “Well, of course! Everyone is my friend!” She cooed before tilting her head a bit. “Wait, used to? Why not now?” The female echoed, looking a bit concerned. “It’s official! I’m your first new friend!”

[afoolishrunaway]

Yu wish he could be carefree like that all the time. She must have at least a lot of friends and maybe even a boyfriend even. Maybe she was one of the queen bees at her school, but really super nice to everyone. “Somehow I believe that to be true.” It was almost familiar to him about this funny feeling he was having. But could she...nah, no way. When the other fool asked about Yu’s past friends, he stay quite for a moment before speaking.

“I just...Well, things change for me and my...old friends. And because of that, I wanted to start over again. Have you ever have the feeling of needing to start over again when something changes and you don’t like it?”

[somemusiings]

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[afoolishrunaway]

The rude fool was at the arcade in the city, playing a Hatsune Miku music game and hasn’t blink or miss any notes since he started playing. He finally finish playing when the song ended and he had a prefect score. He then look over as he felt like someone was watching him. “Oh, sorry! Did you wanted a turn on this?” 

[canonressentiment-deactivated20]

“Eighteen?! Gosh! You look so much younger!” She laughed nervously. Says the one that is over 18 and she still looked like a high school girl. But what he called her sent her on edge. “N-No… Don’t call me that, Kaname-kun. Call me Mina-chan, my friends call me that.” She smiled at the male, trying to hide the worry on her face. She couldn’t break this friendship. It was a big one in a very long time. She missed creating bonds like this.

[afoolishrunaway]

“Hahaha, you think so? I thought my height made me look older at least.” He couldn’t help, but laugh a little. It has been a long time since the runaway had laugh like this. It was a nice feeling. It remind him the old days back in Inaba when he was with his friends. And she did remind him of another girl back in Inaba. She too was also the bubbly type. “Okay, Mina-chan it is then. So you count a person you just met a friend now? I used to do that a lot when I was in school.”

[ilcomplice-dshfuisdhfui-deactiv]

“I’m not mocking you. I just want to know what makes you tick.”

[afoolishrunaway]

“...I rather if you didn’t. I’m just...If you want to know about the past, don’t even bother. I won’t talk about it.”

[canonressentiment-deactivated20]

She tensed yet again as she was questioned. Minako was terrible with a poker face, but that was her gift as a Fool- Well, former fool now. Sighing, she raised a hand to wave off any concern.

“No! I’m just… I’ve got an exam today… I’m a bit nervous about it but I know I’ll pass it.” She smiled. The brunette was smart after all. But her Crimson eyes widen as she glanced to the silver haired fool, shocked. “Wait, YOU would be a third year?! How old are you?!” She gasped before bouncing yet again. God, Minako was more shocked by the one that seemed so young… Yet she was closing in to about 22 now. Whining a bit, she shook her head before puffing her cheeks out. “No fair! I wanna be done with school!” She sighed then blinked, turning to bow to the silver haired fool. “Nice to meet you, Kaname! I’m Arisato Minako!” Minako greeted with a happy smile.

[afoolishrunaway]

“I’m eighteen years old now.” He answer truthfully to the crimson eye girl. If Yu was still in high school, he would be in the third and last year. He could have gone to collage next year or so. But since the ex golden hero move to this town, he didn’t go to the school here. In case there was a risk of him being catch by...someone. Someone he knew. So all he can do for now is being a waiter at a small restaurant in this city. And try to live a normal life as another person name Kaname. Not Narukami Yu anymore. That was all in the past now. That life of being an accomplice and a puppet to a shadow of a man was over for him. Then it was the foolish teen’s turn to lightly bow and show a smile on his face.

“Since to meet you, Arisato-san. I hope you do well on your exams today. I know how hard it can be when you first take them.”