Afraid To Fall @afra1dt0fall - Tumblr Blog

Sometimes I look at myself and think "wow, I'm really pretty." Then I hurriedly remove those thoughts from my mind fearing that they make me seem conceited. Then I get confused. Shouldn't it be a good thing to think yourself as pretty? Or is it wrong? Then I think of all the times when I've look in the mirror and be completely disgusted. And I wonder, " what has changed between then and now?" I am not by any means confident because of my looks but sometimes I can recognize that maybe I am pretty but other times I can't stand to look at myself. Why is that?

#confused #yet again

You can't lose someone who's already gone.

#gone #lost #AfraidToFall

It’s weird how lonely and broken you can feel even when nothing really bad has happened to you... Like, I rarely have nothing to worry about so why do I feel like this.... It just makes me feel like a spoiled brat, which makes me feel even worse. Why am I even posting this?

#broken

Just another one of those nights where I feel empty and sad for no reason.

One of those nights where you just want to vent and say something dramatic, but don’t really want to post it on facebook or somewhere that people actually know you cuz you don’t want to talk about it

One of those nights when your heart races and your body shakes

One of those nights when you want to be held in the arms of someone who loves you

One of those nights when you listen to sad songs

One of those nights when you know you could use a good cry

It’s just one of those nights…

#one of those nights

Feeling particularly empty today. Keep thinking about people who shouldn't be thought of. Should be doin my college homework so I can become a "valuable member of society" but fuck that right now. I just feel so stuck. I just want to feel like I am moving forward. You'd think I would. I'm in college, getting an education so I can get a job but I just feel so...... stuck. I'm not going anywhere. I feel empty. Like I'm suffocating. Drowning. Ready for something new. Something to make me feel different.

#stuck

I broke up with him, I'm not allowed to miss him... But I do. I don't understand things anymore.

#break up #missing you #confused

I wish I were enough to make you happy and whole like you make me.

I really hate those moods when you just want to tell anyone what you’re thinking and feeling, you think of Facebook statuses, and Tweets, clever tublr posts, insane snap stories. But you don’t post them cuz you can’t, And you don’t know why you just can’t. So you let those feelings just bubble inside of you and wait for them to pass…