We all sang the songs of peace

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i try really hard to wait on you. even if you only talk to me once in a week. my brain tells me "just let him go. he will never actually love you. he might say "i love you" but anyone can say that. but only some people mean it. but he does not mean it. he is just keeping you on this rope. just hanging there. with no other destination. thats it." but all my heart is telling is "wait for him. even if it takes a long time. wait." i always keep my head up and look at the brightside. but latley its been harder and harder each day. im a good girl. a sweet girl. a caring girl. a girl that deserves love. i fix everyones problems. but i wish i could fix my own. i do love my life. but i hate my love life. i just want a guy. that i can give all of my love to. a guy i can make smile. a guy i can make happy. just to know i have somone there to talk to late at night, even if its about nothing at all. to know i have somone who will hold me and i will hold him. for anyone who reads this, do you seee what i mean? can anyone understand at all? or am i just crazy? i feel kinda trapped in my own mind. my brain beats me down, but my soul and my heart bring me back up. i guess all i can do for now is give time some time. right?

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