im extremely devout but nobody can figure out what im worshipping

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im extremely devout but nobody can figure out what im worshipping
to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.
my body is a machine that turns normal situations into psychological horror
you're not quite an emergency, is the thing. you're just having a bad spell. so what if you can't ever really catch your breath. can't ever really feel at ease. a buzzing, terrible feeling.
but emergencies are loud, and passionate, and hit the floor. you are not a lion or a hurricane, you just live in a pretty okay apartment and your back hurts. you wake up and drag yourself out of bed and banish what if i was dead thoughts like cobwebs. you pick out your clothes and try to stay active. you apply for jobs on the internet.
the anxiety is a wave, and the depression is a spiral. the other stuff keeps things "colorful." you mitigate your symptoms and take your meds when you have them and you try to hang out with friends. you go home and your head is full of riverwater. no matter how much you sleep, you still stay tired. you journal and practice gratitude and build from the bottom upwards. and still, the haunting.
you're not a 911 call or a shriek. you're just staring up at the ceiling and feeling the house settle into your bones. you feel you are playacting as a wolf when you're only a sheep. not quite dry and not quite drowning.
over and over, you slog through the creek.
religion is so fucking funny the world is just too beautiful there must be a higher entity behind all this. lets oppress women
(absolutely haunted expression, 1000 yard stare) Do yuo want to play with me this weekend
the most masculine quality in a man is his ability to be soft and gentle with you
parents be like “i know my erratic anger is terrifying and traumatizing to you but you going to your room to feel safe is making me feel like shit”
The sign many left wingers have subconsciously accepted moving right on covid and embraced lowering public health standards is when people seem to think “masks should be mandatory in healthcare settings /airplanes “ is somehow a radical position to take in an ongoing pandemic
its so fucking weird because "masks in healthcare" should be the default all of the time. Doctors and nurses are literally employed to go from sick person to sick person, treating immunocompromised people especially often.
It should have been mandatory BEFORE covid
i don't CARE about ACCEPTANCE, or COMING OUT, queer people are not gonna be able to get representation, if you don't CLOSE THEIR ROMANTIC ARCS
actually yk what i cant wait for. the fucking cancelling. "cancel culture sucks" yeah sure! but i want to see the duffers get dragged. i want queerbait to be bought up in each and every interview they ever do. i want this to taint their careers forever. not even just byler, #wheredidvickiego
They said byler part of the fandom is too loud and they had to shut down the noise. To write their story the way it supposed to be.
And now byler theory based on your shitty ending all over the news.
So. How's shutting down the noise going, assholes?
It's almost poetic
Okay again, I don’t believe in conformitygate but I’m obsessed with it as a concept. The fact that Murray said you have to water a story down if you want to sell it to the masses, but that all it takes is one person calling bullshit and then everyone will fall in line. The fact that this is what has happened with the theory and the general audience doesn’t even know why it’s call conformitygate. Will saying it’s like a scary movie that you can’t turn off. The finale being played in the theaters. I wish the Duffers were as insane writers as us.
I'M FUCKING CRYING WHAT TIMELINE ARE WE IN
mike wheeler, the straight man who looks absolutely delighted in the presence of heterosexual flirting
homophobia so bad you ruined the number one netflix show