fleeting

figuring out the meaning of life

[afterthefirstfrost]

sometimes i look at the world around me and wonder what meaning we are all searching for in this life, and will i ever be able to find that meaning?

[afterthefirstfrost]

i yearn for a love i will never get.

[afterthefirstfrost]

i have come to the conclusion i am incapable of love

[afterthefirstfrost]

avoidant attachment

To be hyper independent, to be ready to leave everything behind before anything binds you down, to be able to walk away without turning back, to disappear for days without a care and call it freedom. Being avoidant isn't a sign of fear; it is a way to protect oneself from being hurt again, and again, and again.

[afterthefirstfrost]

To be loved To be loved like the lasting sun, like something that keeps breathing. To be loved persistently, devoutly, without question, without leaving. To be loved is to be seen, to be chosen without reason, To be loved like it is the last day on earth. To be loved, just because.