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Hurt af

Yall what if kanye is gay and he acting like this because he can’t accept his reality turning to god and Sunday church having kids getting married to Kim then on top crying out for help maybe he’s on a denial spiral and he can’t come to terms with his sexuality a lot of black men go through this it just never occurred to us that could be a narrative and no I don’t believe that him and J******** whos name I do not utter ever did anything but maybe this is what has been eating up at his mind and he’s doing everything and anything to push it as far as he can get to the back of his mind I’m not saying this is the problem but what if. it has got me wondering I have followed his patterns for years trying to comprehend him or as much as he has let us and trust me I believe he is a genius in creativity I just don’t see how a man who has everything still can’t find happiness

#just a thought #dont come for me #makes me think

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I’m dying inside My brain is blocked and I can’t think of anything nice to say to my self I don’t want to lose this battle against my self and I really feel alone no one is understanding me and I can’t keep pretending I’m ok anymore I feel helpless and I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up