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Beautiful people

From our highs to our lows to when our self-esteem needs a tow. A tow from breaking down in the middle of the race, oh how I look at at how far I’ve come from that place. I used to see splashes of black, streaks of red, how waking up is what I used to dread. Living is breathing, dying is to dream and depression is a little in between. Between a nightmare and a breath, living only to expect death. Death at my door, let me put on lipstick it’s time to score. I tried to pull myself up and slowly I grew out of this rut. I became a rising tree from a slowly dying, but alive little seed. I grew from my pain knowing that what I went through wouldn’t be in vain. I push and I push, here I am close to who I need to be, no longer hiding behind the OLD me. This is just the beginning of my recovery!

#poems on tumblr #pushon #recovery #wegotchu

Dear Anxiety

Why won’t you let me be, you came with sadness making a home inside me. You rearranged it so happiness was hard to reach, I opened up my door and there you both were depression and anxiety standing in front of me. I face my fears, I’ve been running for too long can’t you see, I got bruises on my feet, scrapes all over me. At times I wanna be six feet under away from the voices that sound like thunder, I hide underneath my bed from the monsters inside my head as I sleep with the misery I cuddle in my bed. Can’t you see it’s hard for me yeah it’s hard for me,it’s hard to be me, it’s hard to be me. I try to lock my door but you slip beneath the cracks as my screaming brakes the glass, now it’s all over I can’t hide no more. I try and run again, but I lost all my friends so I have no-one to run to. Dear anxiety can you give me a break I promise to play with you on all of my breaks. Breaks from reality in to my little world cuz your my only friend can’t you tell.

Hope you like or I hope this helps someone somewhere.

#anxitey #nevergivingup #deep thinking #extraordinary you