in it all the same

pax. est 1995. they/them. saint jude patron saint of lost causes give me the power to crush this bitch.

[crimson-chains]

Still thinking about these two sometimes~

[xnighten]

[stars-bean]

Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea (2008) dir. Hayao Miyazaki

[sprinkledsalt]

I know this might make people mad, but absolutely refusing to even attempt to treat your mental illness, and instead just endlessly inflicting your unmitigated episodes on the people around you, is abusive. Your loved ones are not stress toys that you can just squeeze every time you feel bad. It is bad if someone says your repeated behavior is hurting them, and you take no steps to change. I know damn well that you can’t always help how your brain acts, but I’ve also spent a lot of years trying to stop my spiraling brain in its tracks, work on strategies to calm down, and consider the impact I’m having on others, because I grew up in a household with people who have the attitude of, “I have the right to consume all the attention in the house and drain your energy every single day because I feel miserable, and you’re the bad guy if you say that I’m making you feel bad and that I need to get help. I can treat you however I want because of my anxiety.”

[bitchesgetriches]

Your mental health is not your fault, but it is your responsibility.

[dead-dove-ble]

Actually you SHOULD make problematic content. You SHOULD explore dark or taboo topics. You SHOULD have a space where you can cope with your traumas or explore sensitive topics in a way that doesn't hurt anyone.

[shiptillyoudie]

Also you should make problematic content for funsies. You don't need to have had trauma or need to be coping in order to explore dark creativity. You can just be a human who wants to explore dark and taboo topics because you want to. That's completely normal, btw.

Every single person on this planet thinks about dark and taboo things. It's literally the most normal thing in the world.

Go draw the horror porn and be free.

[tackypies]

we should all be more like david cronenberg and write fucked up stuff. For Funsies

[fandom-trash-goblin]

we've got a life to love living.

[netlench]

[zephyrine-gale]

consume | expel

[havingapoemwithyou]

the wild iris by Louise Glück

[tikklil]

Come hang out with the trio!!

I miss them every day 😩

Get this on a shirt !

[smolmilkyways]

jinshi and maomao 🎋

congrats on season 2!

[rabbiddyke]

don’t kill urself. get violently high and jack off at 11am. eat a really big burger. flirt with hot women online. jack off again at 1pm. take a fat nap. jack off again at 4,5,6pm. watch a movie. the world is your oyster

[mchlksr]

EPISODE 凪 ― ♨️

[setulose]

fujoing out again in margaritaville

[desultory-suggestions]

It turns out that you can become the person you’ve always envisioned but you’ll still have the person you were before inside of you and you have to treat them with as much forgiveness and love as possible

[riritzuu]

day 1: papamin 🤍

[queenrojpag]