Shooting my proverbial "does anyone else experience this" shot
Anyway happy pride month
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸

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"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
Not today Justin

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@agentfuse
Shooting my proverbial "does anyone else experience this" shot
Anyway happy pride month
yeah okay Project Hail Mary is really good, people were right
A movie full of so much hope and fun and whimsy while also being cosmically horrifying should not have worked as well as it does
My only wish is that I wasn't spoiled about a certain major plot element by all of the fan art for the film. I didn't look up anything about the film, but it was impossible to miss all the fan art about a certain character, so unfortunately I was never going to be surprised by it. alas!
It's the 25th of May, that means it's time to wear my special pin.
2026 Book Review #11
This one took me a bit longer, and it's certainly more difficult to read than some of the others. Today, I'm taking a look at Annihilation by Jeff VanderMeer, the first book in the Southern Reach series.
This book was very... interesting. That's the best way I can describe it - interesting. It wasn't the most engaging book to read, and it wasn't always fun, but it was consistently *interesting*. The exploration of Area X is such a weird mix between surreal and grounded - its characters and narration are mostly grounded in hard scientific realism, but the actual events and story is surreal. It makes for something oddly confusing but interesting. A description I had for it was like if Lovecraft's stories of cosmic horror were told without any flowery descriptions to amplify the horror, just pure, grounded observation.
I did learn about halfway through the book that two of the main creative directors on Control, one of my favorite games, cited the book as a major source of inspiration. I can see the inspiration partially, and I imagine the connections will get stronger once we learn more about the Southern Reach in later books, but I didn't really get the same vibes as Control from this book. Every now and then something would crop up, like how the behavior of the Hiss does feel like something that would fit in with Area X, but other than that, I struggle to see much of a connection.
Sadly, I don't think I have much else to actually say on this book. It didn't leave much of a solid impression, but weirdly it doesn't feel like a fault - not sure why, but it almost feels correct to come out of this book vaguely confused and with a mild headache. Like the psychologist was hypnotizing me while I was reading it.
Overall, I think I'd give this a 7/10 - the book is certainly very interesting and I want to keep reading the series, but it didn't really leave much of a lasting impact - just a fading imprint, even minutes after finishing the book. I'm interested to see if the next book in the series explores the Southern Reach organization more in depth, because I am interested to see what the hell is going on there.
damn I should've saved that post about Human for today
oh well, happy agender pride day!
wanted to make a post about how much Human by Flavor Foley matters to me and why it has impacted me so strongly
for a few months before I found the song, I had been silently struggling with my sense of identity. I was considering the idea that I might be agender, looking at my past and feeling things fall into place, but I was scared to fully commit to it in case I was wrong or lying to myself to feel special or something.
I didn't seek out this song - I had just recently gotten into vocaloid music and was listening to the Flavor Foley catalogue after my friend introduced me to the group. I was working from home, just starting my day, when I started listening to the song in the background.
and the lines "Could I try? Could changing leave me gratified?" played
I don't often cry. it's something I'm trying to change about myself due to years of emotional repression and fear of losing control. when those lyrics played, I fully broke down into tears. I had to regain control of myself because I live with others and was afraid of what they might see or hear, but that instant, debilitating emotional reaction was enough for me to finally realize that what I was feeling was real and true. that I wasn't making it up, that it wasn't a lie I was telling myself.
after that, the whole song became recontextualized for me. it felt intimately familiar to my own sense of hesitation and fear of change, of embracing something new about myself. and seeing this feeling expressed and ending with acceptance and self-love was incredibly profound and impactful.
I'm still working through my own identity and still struggle with impostor syndrome and the feeling of lacking a sense of self. but every now and then I return to this song to remind myself of that moment, to prove to myself that it's coming from a genuine place and that I'm not secretly lying to myself and others.
all that to say, this is the most important song to me and always makes me cry. which sucks because it means I can't listen to it casually even though it's a really good song.
05.10 - Tower II
Delighted to report that, as part of upcoming tech-priest cosplay, I now have a set of nails in circuitboard green which contain tiny LEDs.
The LEDs and their circuits are too small to have integrated power, so instead they light up based on ambient electromagnetic fields; aka, if I wave my hand across a Near Field Communication or Radio Frequency Identification field, my nails sparkle and flicker depending on field strength.
It seemed very admech, to me, to have interchangeable talons that can check the strength and range of electromagnetic fields.
This is rad as hell but the first thought that came to me when reading this was ghost hunters using these instead of EMF detectors, just waving their sparkling nails around going "ooohhhh we got a lotta activity over here"
WARNING do NOT start reading books and comics or watching movies or looking at art!!! you will start wanting to create art yourself. or god forbid. writing.
2026 Book Review #10
This book was very good. I read it in 5 days. It was not a particularly short book. Today, we're looking at There Is No Anti-Memetics Division.
So, first off, this is an SCP story. Not even "oh it feels like SCP", it's straight up just a story from the SCP wiki basically 1:1 from the original author, with names swapped around to avoid the murky legal territory of SCP works. The "Organization" is the Foundation, the "Unknowns" are SCPs, and all of the characters are just renamed from the original story. Hell, the Unknowns in the book even use the same SCP number designations - this book isn't trying to *hide* that it's SCP, it just filed off the names and left everything else intact.
This book got its grippers on me within the first few pages, and it never let go. It's an incredibly engaging story that uses its unique concept to the greatest effect, playing with a lot of dramatic irony and deliberate confusion. In any other book, I'd find this annoying and frustrating (in fact I have - see my post on Night Vale), but the effect here is done in such a specific way and executed so well that I love it.
Naturally, the book is all about supernatural entities that destroy and corrupt information. As a result, the story has a lot of vague time skips which can feel confusing and arbitrary at first, but as the rules of the world are established, they instead become engaging and mysterious. The audience is trained to think like the characters in the book, recognizing strange and vague gaps between scenes and realizing that *something* happened that we're not aware of, and part of the mystery is trying to piece together what that something was.
I won't spoil the story, but something I really admire about the way it's written is that no element of the book is wasted or disregarded. If something's mentioned, it'll play a part in the story. This is especially interesting in the SCP setting, where it would be easy to offhandedly mention SCPs as a way of going "look at how weird this world is! anyways", but it doesn't do that, every SCP that's mentioned becomes directly relevant to the story. And that's cool.
This is one of the most engaged I've been while reading a book in a long time. I'd easily give this book a 9/10 rating - it would be a 10 if not for some minor complaints I have, like how two characters with the same last name are both referred to by that last name, so it can be a bit unclear who we're following at certain points (which doesn't fit as well into the vague vibe as the other storytelling elements, in my opinion). Other than that, it's an incredibly well written and engaging story that genuinely surprised me with its quality. If you like SCP, cosmic horror, and stories that actively make the reader participate in the same thoughts as the protagonists, go check it out.
Next up, I'm beginning the Annihilation series by Jeff VanderMeer, which I discovered from a video essay on decay that my friend shared with me after learning about the word "ruderal".
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Unipin fineliner on paper
god I LOVE ELECTRICAL INFRASTRUCTURE SO MUCH RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
2026 Book Review #9
This one was pretty short, only ~180 pages, so it's no surprise that it only took me a little over a week to read through. Today's book is We Don't Hear Crickets Anymore, a collection of 6 short stories written by Kel Byron, author of the A Lonely Broadcast Series.
There's not too much to say about this book, since it's a bunch of short stories rather than a full length novel, however that's not to say it's bad. If you like Kel Byron's writing style in A Lonely Broadcast, you'll enjoy these short stories. They're full of the same delightfully decaying atmosphere as the rest of Byron's work.
As with A Lonely Broadcast, these stories are at their strongest with their settings and environments. Each story embodies a different kind of ambient decay of small, rural Midwestern towns, each one preying on a different kind of feeling - the liminal state of abandoned towns, the sense of fraying community, the decay of the familiar, and the nostalgia for a past that has long since overgrown.
The worst thing I can say about the book is that none of its stories were particularly memorable or stuck with me after reading. Not that they were bad, just that they didn't really leave much of a lasting impression. When I finished the book, I had to check the table of contents because I fully forgot one of the short stories.
If I had to rate the stories from worst to best, it would probably be something like this:
6. Saint Lily; not a bad story, but the monster is a bit too bland for my tastes, and I'm just not that big of a fan of stories with religious themes.
5. Trail Camera; this one meanders a bit but is able to tell a fairly compelling story with the hallmark gruesome descriptions that Byron is known for. Good monster too.
4. The Mist Over Superior; a fun story that meanders a bit too much for my liking. The meat of this one is at the end when the monster is fully revealed, which makes for a great, tense set piece.
3. Before the Last Stop; this one is the least horror of the six, but I don't think it's to its detriment. Its a story about nostalgia and the desire to escape the past, and it tells it in an interesting and honestly emotional way.
2. The Shoe Tree; if you like Byron's work for the visceral descriptions of violence at the hands of horrifying monsters, this one is for you. That's all I'll say about this one.
1. Wide Open Spaces; the strangest of the bunch but the one I found myself the most interested in. It's the only story that didn't feel as drenched in Midwestern rural decay as any other story, feeling more suburban in tone, but I don't think it's a detriment for this one. This is probably my favorite protagonist of the bunch, a character who is plagued by paranoia but still relatively reasonable. The ending is a bit vague and unclear, but that can be said for most of these.
Overall, I would rate We Don't Hear Crickets Anymore a solid 7/10, same rating as The King In Yellow (except I fully read through this one). It's good, but not too memorable. If you want a quick read with an intense dose of folk horror vibes, it's a good book to pick up.
Next up, I'm going sci-fi with There Is No Antimemetics Division. (Not) SCP-time, baby!
I'm a big Chandelure fan
that's it, that's the post. I just like Chandelure.
Happy Birthday to Terry Pratchett, my favorite author. In your honor, I will continue trying to make everyone around me read Discworld by any means necessary.
She must get an A in gender. or else.
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Silly comic context:)
At work I managed to get my coworkers to play a "Guess the Song" game, and the first song was "How Bad Can I Be?" from the Lorax
and the moment the lyrics started, one of my coworkers cried out in agony as they were dealt immense psychic damage.
and I knew what that cry of pain - nay, terror - meant.