merin~ [hiatus]

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[agi-ppangx]

𝘩𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝘩𝑎𝑛𝑑 '𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑒'𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓𝑓 ⋆˚✿˖°

🥯 merin, 20, she/they, intp, genderfluid lesbian, european

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[agi-ppangx]

hi loves !! because of the upcoming academic year and lots of family problems i need to close my requests for now </3 thank you to everyone who requested a fic, i really appreciate it🫶🏽 hopefully i'll have some free time soon to reopen the requests, but for now i just wont be able to keep up with everything :( also dont worry, im working on the last few requests and im sorry its taking so long, i promise i'll post them as soon as possible<3

i love you all and i promise i'll try to write some fics in the meantime🫶🏽

[agi-ppangx]

Can you please do Stray kids Lee know and the 9th female member member dating in secret and on of them find out or notice something off pls, and thank you if you have done it

hi my love, i really appreciate you requesting a fic !! although if you read through the request rules you'll see that i dont write idol au, which means i cannot complete your request </3 im sure there are plenty of great writers who do write idol au and will be more than happy to write your idea for you !! i hope you understand🫶🏽

[agi-ppangx]

hi babyy!! for the ask game : 9 , 11 , 18 & 23!!

hii love<3

9. a song that makes you happy;

i think it would be hot to go by chappell roan or maybe believe & patbingsu by billlie ^^

11. a song that you never get tired of;

neverending story by skz !!!🥹 literally one of my fav songs ever, i could listen to it non stop

18. a song from a year you were born;

i believe kelly clarkson's since u been gone came out in 2005 ?? not sure tho

23. a song that you think everybody should listen to;

angel of my dreams by jade !!! its such a fun&addictive song pls listen to it; also any other solo from perrie and leigh anne bc my little mix are so talented<3

music asks game !

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MUSIC ASKS these are actually pretty fucking hard but why not.

1:A song you like with a color in the title

2:A song you like with a number in the title

3:A song that reminds you of summertime

4:A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about

5:A song that needs to be played LOUD

6:A song that makes you want to dance

7:A song to drive to

8:A song about drugs or alcohol

9:A song that makes you happy

10:A song that makes you sad

11:A song that you never get tired of

12:A song from your preteen years

13:One of your favorite 80’s songs

14:A song that you would love played at your wedding

15:A song that is a cover by another artist

16:One of your favorite classical songs

17:A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke

18:A song from the year that you were born

19:A song that makes you think about life

20:A song that has many meanings to you

21:A favorite song with a person’s name in the title

22:A song that moves you forward

23:A song that you think everybody should listen to

24:A song by a band you wish were still together

25:A song by an artist no longer living

26:A song that makes you want to fall in love

27:A song that breaks your heart

28:A song by an artist with a voice that you love

29:A song that you remember from your childhood

30:A song that reminds you of yourself

[agi-ppangx]

My dear friends 🫂🫂

When we resorted to asking for urgent help, we resorted to it because of the difficulty of the life we ​​live, whether psychological, physical or material 💔

We are a Palestinian family of seven people. We were living a decent and stable life and we had our dreams. Suddenly our situation changed due to the devastating war that caused us to lose everything we owned and negatively affected my children psychologically, educationally and otherwise 😭😭

Therefore, we are in dire need of help 💔

Today, after nearly 330 days of war and five months since the start of the fundraising campaign, we have reached 22k€ thanks to your support, participation and donations. We hope that you will continue to support and participate until we reach 65% of the goal, as there is less than 750€ left to reach it 🙏

Thank you very much

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[agi-ppangx]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out 🩷🫶🏻

marsss youre so sweet im gonna cry☹️☹️☹️

[agi-ppangx]

OMG HI MERINNNNN HOW ARE UUUU 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭💗💗💗💗

JUWON MY BABY HIII I MISSED YOU SO SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO IDEA☹️☹️☹️ IM GOOD !!! ENJOYING THE LAST WEEKS OF MY VACATION😋 HBU BABY, HOW ARE YOU ??<3

[agi-ppangx]

Hello dear, I am Mohammed, a Palestinian from northern Gaza. Urgent appeal to help me undergo a bone graft operation. I was injured by an explosive bullet and the building of my destroyed house and the evacuation to safety. My family consists of 13 people, most of them are young children and women. My father is sick and is receiving a dose of chemotherapy. Please contribute by donating, sharing, and reblogging the pinned post. Every donation has a great impact on me. This is very kind and generous of you. Thank you for your interest. My campaign has been documented by @90-ghost

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[agi-ppangx]

Could I please request established r/s chan x reader where they're both producers/songwriter and like are excited to work together but end up in a fight or something and like could you end it w extremely domestic fluff???

hii anonnie, here's your fic !! please let me know if you liked it and thank you so much for requesting<3

[agi-ppangx]

love song (bang chan x gn!reader)

angst with a fluffy ending, both chan and reader are producers/songwriters, chan is kinda an asshole for a while but he quickly apologises, not proofread; 1,3k words

author's note: a little fic requested by a lovely anon !! i kinda wrote it in one go and didnt have time to properly correct the mistakes so i apologise for typos and any other stuff >< please remember that feedback and reblogs are highly appreciated🫶🏽

“time for a break,” you announced with a smile as you entered your little homemade studio holding two bags. “i got us some food and coffee.”

chan looked up at you from his laptop and mirrored your smile, taking both bags from you with a soft thank you. you sat down on the couch with a loud huff and chan handed you your food. 

“you wanna listen to the song? i made a few touch ups to that part we were struggling with,” he asked, sipping on his americano and you nodded, mouth full of the pasta. 

as soon as chan played the song you closed your eyes, letting yourself be completely engulfed by the music. 

it was a rather upbeat melody, but when you were writing the lyrics a while ago you tried to make it really emotional and, what’s most important, true. some might think it’s cliché to constantly write songs about your lover, but it comes naturally to you. the emotions you pour into the lyrics, the memories and wishes, everything is about you and chan. and even as you sell your songs to various artists, you always know exactly who it’s about when they sing it. 

you snapped your eyes open around the middle of the song as one fragment of a few seconds did not sound as it should. 

“wait, let me listen to it again” you said with a frown and he wordlessly rewinded the song for a few seconds. “why does it sound so weird?” you mumbled to yourself as that one part was just not right. you took a sip of coffee from your cup, trying to understand what changed about the song. you two were talking about that part a few days before and…

“channie, did you change the melody?” you asked in disbelief. he turned around to look at you, but your irritated expression didn’t make any impression on him. 

“yeah, it sounds better now, right?” you huffed loudly, getting up from your place on the couch to walk your anger away. 

“i told you i want this part to sound specifically as it did before! why would you change it? we talked about it,” you let out, your voice getting louder with each word spoken. 

“relax, baby, it’s not a big deal,” he explained calmly, trying to reach for your hand, but you were quicker, taking it away and putting it in the pocket of his hoodie that you were wearing. 

“no, it’s the fact that it’s the first time we finally work together and you already don’t listen to my advice.” 

it was chan’s turn to huff, he was visibly getting annoyed by your words. “this wouldn’t be a problem if you wouldn’t make one of it.” 

“this wouldn’t be a problem if you wouldn’t ignore my opinion.”

“alright, yn, let’s just stop this. i’m getting tired of this conversation,” he said, turning around and putting his headphones on, pretending to work on some other track just so you wouldn’t bother him anymore.

you stood in the room for a while longer, staring at chan in pure shock. he may have pretended to be busy, but as you finally decided to leave the studio he noticed how you wiped your face and he sure heard the loud thud the door made as you slammed them. you went straight to your bedroom, wrapping yourself in the blanket and trying to stifle your sobs. 

hours passed as you finally sat up, grabbing your notebook to write some ideas for new songs. your eyes were still puffy as you scribbled down random words and rhymes, desperately trying to take off your mind from the argument, but no matter how hard you tried the situation came back to you like a boomerang. you weren’t sure if chan did it purposely or if he simply forgot about your conversation - you knew he was busy, so it might’ve slipped out of his mind. but it didn’t change the fact that it hurt you. 

both of you dreamed of working together for a long time - someone might think that you two could easily just write some songs for each other in your home studio. isn’t that enough? people say, but you always say that it’s different to play around on a saturday evening with a glass of wine and to write and produce tracks for other artists. it is a big deal to you - the fact that the song you both worked on will be featured on another artist’s album, heard by thousands, if not millions of people, and they all will hear about your love for chan and only you will know who it’s about.

a soft knock on the door pulled you out of your thoughts. you put down the notebook, keeping a firm look on chan as he quietly closed the door behind him. he was already in his pyjamas, ready to sleep, and you fought the urge to send him to sleep on the couch.  

“you still mad?” he asked with hesitation dripping down his voice. you didn’t say anything, waiting for him to say something other than the obvious. “listen, i feel really bad.”

“as you should.”

he sighed, scratching the back of his head. “i know. but i don’t wanna go to sleep without talking.” he said desperately, taking a few steps onward and carefully sitting on the other side of the bed. 

you exhaled loudly. you also didn’t want to leave it like this. “it really hurt me, y’know?” you started, feeling as the tears started to well up in your eyes. “we literally talked about the song a few days ago and i told you how i want that particular fragment to sound like and you agreed. then why-” your voice broke a little as a few tears ran down your cheeks. chan was quick to wipe them off and this time you didn’t stray from his touch. “-why would you change it now? i just don’t understand.”

chan took a moment to think before he spoke again. “i have nothing to say in my defence,” he started quietly. “i was just bored yesterday when i couldn’t sleep and decided to change a few things about the song and i just forgot to leave that part be. i’m so sorry, baby, i know i shouldn’t have behaved like that earlier, i don’t know what had gotten into myself,” he confessed, his cheeks now cherry red as shame filled his body. he didn’t look at you, he couldn’t, because he knew he fucked up.

“let that be your first warning,” you said firmly after what felt like eternity to chan. “i’m not that experienced as you when it comes to producing songs, but i would really appreciate you actually listening to my ideas. just talk to me whenever you want to make changes like that, okay?” chan nodded quickly. 

“i will. i’m really sorry, my baby.”

“i know you are.”

“are we okay now?” he asked hesitantly. 

“yeah, we are.” you smiled softly as chan’s body visibly relaxed at your words. “but i’m still hurt though.” 

“will a kiss make it better?” he proposed, a bit bolder now as the atmosphere around you wasn’t so tense anymore. you didn’t respond, leaning over to place a peck on his lips with a smile. 

“maybe a little bit,” you giggled. chan captured your face in his hands, looking you deeply in the eyes. 

“by the way i changed that part,” he confessed. “it sounds exactly how you wanted it to.”

you grinned, whispering a soft thank you, and chan finally kissed you, making the world around you disappear. you didn’t know how long it was before you finally broke the kiss, panting heavily.

that night you held him in your arms, letting him rest his head on your chest so he could hear your heartbeat and to his surprise it was his favourite love song that you ever created.

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[agi-ppangx]

heyy i just wanted to let you know that i didnt forget abt your requests and im working on them !! pls be patient with me and dont worry, every fic will be written and posted<333

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reblog if you’d like one of these in your inbox

- ask me things you want to know about me

- why you follow me

- what’s on your mind/what you’re thinking about

- a compliment

- make me choose between two things

- ask for advice

- tell me a secret

- things you associate me with

- anything!!!!

[agi-ppangx]

*knocks down everything in my path* *trips over my own feet a thousand times* *bursts through your door looking like a deranged, panting mess* Merin, I heard you opened your requests! I just read your Binnie drabble :( it was so so cute, I adored it so much and I’ll definitely be back for it. That being said, can I request something with Hannie and (gn) reader where both of their social batteries are drained and they just seek comfort from each other while they recharge? I think you’d be able to make this so so cute 🥹 this is the first time I make a request from you omfg

It’s fine if not! I hope you’re doing well and drinking water and eating 🫶

yess, my requests are finally open !!!

im so glad you enjoyed the binnie drabble, i thought the idea was really cute so it makes me very happy to see people like it as well🥹

and omg youre right, its the first time you request something :0 feel free to send more ideas tho !!!<3 here's your sungie drabble, i dont think its my best work, but i really enjoyed writing it, especially bc i could totally relate to it🫶🏽

take care my green, eat well and drink lots of water !!<3

[agi-ppangx]

low battery (han jisung x gn!reader)

no warnings, fluff/comfort, just two lovers comforting each other after a long evening; 0.5k words

author's note: this was requested by my lovely green, i hope you'll like it although its not my best work<3 also its not proofread so i apologise for any mistakes and typos🫡 please remember that feedback and reblogs are highly appreciated🫶🏽

“baby?” jisung called out as soon as he heard the door open, followed by your heavy sigh. you remained silent as you took off your shoes, happy that you don’t have to wear them anymore that day. dropping your bag on the floor you dragged your feet to the living room where jisung was laying on the couch, a fluffy blanket draped over his shoulders as some anime was playing quietly in the background. 

“hi,” you muttered, giving him a little peck on the forehead, and decided to grab some water from the fridge. “i thought you were supposed to go out with the boys tonight?” 

he sighed at your words, pausing the show. “i joined them for a while, but they invited their girlfriends and it felt too crowded after a while.” 

“did you at least have fun?” 

“i mean, yeah, we went to that new restaurant down the street. i have to take you there sometime, the food was amazing,” he responded with a small smile and you mirrored it. “i had to give up karaoke though.” 

you let out a little mhm, sitting down next to him and hugging him. for a moment it was silent between the two of you, you didn’t really know what to say more, you knew exactly how he felt after the night out.

“how about you? how was the dinner?” jisung broke the silence. 

“boring, tiring… do i have to say more?” you whined, taking a sip of your water. you put the bottle on the coffee table in front of you and without a word laid down, placing your head on jisung’s lap. “my boss was so annoying, he kept making those weird jokes about dogs. he was so drunk, you wouldn’t believe it,” you giggled as you recalled your memories from a few hours ago. he laughed at your words, trying to imagine your boss in that state and soon after the comfortable silence once again settled between you two. 

when jisung and you started dating you were afraid he’s gonna think you’re weird for being so tired after nights out. it’s not that you didn’t enjoy it, but social interactions simply exhausted you. as a kid your family used to make fun of you for wanting to leave any types of family parties, thinking that your weariness was a sign of disrespect. that’s why when jisung happened to not only understand you perfectly in that matter, but also feel the same, you were relieved. some might think it’s nothing, but you finally felt seen and validated.

“i’m so exhausted, sungie…” you yawned.

“i know, baby, i know,” he whispered, running his fingers through your hair. you closed your eyes, relishing in the quiet moment, glad that the day was almost over. “you can rest now, i got you.” 

“i love you,” you mumbled quietly, but he managed to catch that, smiling to himself before leaning over and placing a kiss on your temple. 

no more words were said as you melted into jisung’s lap. soon your soft snores and the anime on the tv were the only noises in the apartment as you recharged, feeling the most comfortable in each other’s presence. 

taglist ! @astraystayyh @laylasbunbunny @l3visbby @like-a-diamondinthesky @hanjsquokka @xichien @xocandyy @minhosbitterriver

[agi-ppangx]

Hi Merin! Firstly, your Channie fic was so cute 🥺 I really enjoyed it!

Secondly, for the Ask Game, maybe: jasmine and bird of paradise?

Hope you’re doing well! 🫶💕

hii green !! im really happy you liked it🫶🏽

jasmine; what mythical creature do you wish actually existed?

maybe mermaids/sirens, they just fascinate me sm and i'd like to be one lol

bird of paradise; what was the best thing that happened to you this month?

sooo nothing really happened in september yet, but the best thing that happened to me in august would be the interview with the street artist i did, he is such an interesting person and he showed me and my friend his studio and all of the sketches he made for the mural we were talking abt ^^ really cool guy, a bit eccentric, but incredibly talented🙂‍↕️

i hope youre doing well too !!<3

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