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[desert-love]

[389]

Gerry (2002), Dir. Gus Van Sant

[leahberman]

where the silence settles; joshua tree, california

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[maureen2musings]

Saguaro National Park, Tucson, Arizona

thejoshuatreehouse

[riotd]

[echoesofsaturn]

I don't want my life to be a perpetual load of trying to recover from something after something and someone after someone. I don't want recovery to be all that I am.

[lilithhhm]

i hope one day i’ll finally have the courage to kill myself

[youaremyiris]

sometimes i wonder if i'll ever enjoy being alive

[echoesofsaturn]

"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

[agoraphobia-anxiety]

We’re searching for words to describe this pain that cannot be understood.

[agoraphobia-anxiety]

“But if I sit in the rain maybe I can drown in something other than my own thoughts.”

— j.w (via lostsoulsworlds)

[riotd]

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything

[notavampiretrustme]

I think chronic/ passive suicidal ideation is akin to the non descriptive feeling of homesickness while you are still at home. A sense of “I want to go home” without knowing what your brain means by “home”. All you know is you long for it

[d-i-d]

[mournfulroses]

Georgia O’Keeffe, from a letter to Alfred Stieglitz featured in My Faraway One: Selected Letters of Georgia O'Keeffe and Alfred Stieglitz: Volume One, 1915-1933

[imsoofuckingsad]

do i really have to be alive every day

[elliot-a]