Iris

it'll be better

[youaremyiris]

Hey, you okay? Sending lots of love <3

Hi!! Yes, I’m fine. I had a really hard time, but this week has been great. I think my depression is back, so I’m going to see a psychiatrist in two days. I hope she changes my medication so I can feel better. Thanks for asking! That’s really sweet of you :))

[youaremyiris]

What am I without my urge to disappear?

[youaremyiris]

is it only me who thinks that kys when you're an adult is not as "spectacular" as being a minor? Like when you're 13 they'd go "omg she was so young, she had a bright future ahead of her!" And when you're an adult they're like "oh she died lol"

[youaremyiris]

every day i feel even uglier than before

[youaremyiris]

sometimes i wonder if i'll ever enjoy being alive

[youaremyiris]

thinking about kms daily

[youaremyiris]

im really confused about my sexuality. I was in a relationship with a girl once and it was my biggest love, i've never loved someone more than her, i was 14 at that time. Now im 18 and i dont find girls attractive anymore, and i feel like the only girl that i could date right now is my ex. Im scared that my friends will judge me for it, that me being bi was just a phase bcs everyone was queer at that time. I cant stop think about it and i dont know if a should tell someone about it or not. I dont want someone to think that im queerbaiting

[youaremyiris]

i feel like all my friends secretly hates me and they just pretend that im their friend. Idk maybe they talk shit behind my back, or im just paranoic at this point