Lydia

Guys I just have anemia that’s why I’m so pale and drink blood stop being ableist

[glowcowboy]

where my fellow crybabies at

[glowcowboy]

crybabies make some fuckin noiiiise

[notavampiretrustme]

Anger? Crying. Depression? Crying. Hope? Crying. Love? Crying.

Ts never stops

[willgrahamscock]

you’re always posting about some faggot shit

hell yeah brother

[transgenderization]

i love this gif im posting it everywhere today

[cracklet]

Punching Him Thursday

[loveridden1999]

i’m a drunk, lord. i’m a liar. i am a thief, lord. i profit off the miseries of other men, and i do it easy. drugs, liquor, women. i-i-i lure them in and grab what they got, lord. i take daughters with no homes and i-i put em out on the street, lord, and i lie to myself saying i-i’m giving em roof and food and dollar bills in they pocket, but i look in the mirror, i know what i am. the big man in the big house, stuffin cotton in my ear so i can't hear their cries. and, lord, i dragged my family into this mess with me. I SHAME MY FATHER. i failed my brother. i lost my mother and sister, and rather than fix it like a man should, lord, i run like a coward. i run to the bottle. i run to the grift. i run to bad beds. i laid down with a MAN. i laid down with THE DEVIL. and he has ROOTS in me. all his SPINDLY ROOTS in me. AND I CAN'T THINK NOTHING ANYMORE BUT HIS VOICE AND HIS WORDS!! please. HELP MEEE! I AM WEAK!!! i wanna die.

[voidpostings1]

[rustblogging]

[notavampiretrustme]

I think chronic/ passive suicidal ideation is akin to the non descriptive feeling of homesickness while you are still at home. A sense of “I want to go home” without knowing what your brain means by “home”. All you know is you long for it

[notavampiretrustme]

I know people don’t think of me as a particularly generous or selfless person but what they don’t realize is that everyday I make the conscious, painful decision to stop them from feeling a lifelong grief. And part of this sacrifice is never letting them find out what exactly I fight off for their sake.

[stood-onthecliffside]

[grrwoof-woof]

"but the text never explicitly stated it!!!" hey, so that's actually what they tried to teach you in those english classes you barely passed 😁

[aliferousmetal]

[deathgasmic]

“are you okay” no bro i constantly feel like i am too much but simultaneously not enough

[orpheuslament]

open wound friday #openwound

[notavampiretrustme]

I try so hard to get back to the person I never was

[voidpostings1]

[narutwitter]

[oshidorifuufu]

i think a life like mine will just fade away

[notavampiretrustme]

Clicked to see the OP’s other posts and was brutally attacked

[notavampiretrustme]

If I don’t get at least 7 hours of sleep tonight yall will be seeing me on the news