Kat Sadsad

SoCal • Gayest person in my Family • 18

[agirlwantingtolove]

I miss you. God I miss you.

[nicoskarrie]

-“you were brilliant.”

 justwhaleit / wnq-writers

[agirlwantingtolove]

You steal my heart every time

[agirlwantingtolove]

This was the first picture I took of you after everything happened. Oh man you’re so beautiful. I still have the same eyes for you since the day we met. I have same the feeling in my heart every time I see you. I love you soo much with everything in me that I just can’t let you go. You are everything I’ve ever wanted and dreamed of.

[agirlwantingtolove]

You’re my everything I love you soo much

[keepit--rad]

She’s mine. I don’t want anyone else getting the same butterflies I get when she smiles or says my name. I don’t want anyone else making her blush or calling her “babe.” Call me selfish I don’t care. She’s mine.

[apolohgy]

things that make you go hmm

[teenagecrush]

[satanhaus-deactivated20220217]

yo does anyone else feel CONSTANTLY guilty? like you’ve always done something wrong but you don’t know what it is?

[why-am-i-even-on-here]

Yes, and I’ve spoken to my therapist about it, who offered an explanation:

She says that people who from a young age were made to feel like they kept doing things wrong - people who’s parents had impossibly high standards for them, people who were bullied, people who have special needs, people who didn’t develop crushes on the “right” people, people who didn’t act like the “right” gender - basically ended up being made to feel guilty so much that guilt became their default response to everything. Guilt became the emotional response to anything which the person didn’t already have a set emotion for.

People for whom guilt is the default emotional response are also more likely to have low self-esteem, doubt their own experiences, and experience impostor syndrome. So, watch out for that too guys

[britp0p-deactivated20210628]

sometimes self care is putting your phone down. sometimes self care is getting out of the house. sometimes self care is doing something you don’t want to do. sometimes self care is uncomfortable. sometimes self care is hard. that’s okay. it’s worth it.

[merelybeing]

Season of Love (2019)

[chloebeale]

(Post-PP3) Beca’s budding music career is just taking off, and Chloe is helping out as her assistant for the summer before vet school because Beca wanted someone she could trust. People keep crushing on the up-and-coming artist, but so far, Beca has been hitting them all with the “sorry, co-workers dating is against the rules” excuse.

Until now, anyway.

[seemsablur]

[agirlwantingtolove]

In love

You held me

Scooted in behind me

Held me in close

Our skin touching so gracefully

Feeling your sleepy breath around my neck

Then feeling your lips touch my skin

Gave me goosebumps and tingles are through my body

The way your sleepy eyes looked at me in some way of judgement

But still feeling all your love at the same time

I knew

I knew I was in love with you

[coffinfaun-deactivated20181206]

[commanderlexas]

Head vs. Heart

[agirlwantingtolove]

You

I want you. I want countless nights with you. I want pointless arguments with you. I want love with you. I want late night texts. I want late night phone calls. I want more cute pictures of us. I want to be sarcastic with one another. I want to hold your hand. I want to be your best friend. I want to tell you everything. I want you to tell me everything. I want to be myself with no holding back. I want you to be yourself with no holding back. I want to spill my feelings out to you. I want to be with you only. I want forever with you. I want everything with you.