AGONY ™

let  there  be  pain .

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[melamemea]

couples & angst .

“ I know I’m not the best, but… ”

“ Why can’t you just give me a chance? ”

“ I’m nowhere near as good as them, but if you could let me try? ”

“ Why does everyone leave me. ”

“ I feel so… you know? ”

“ Sometimes it feels like my world is falling apart. ”

“ I feel so unlovable. ”

“ What’s it like being loved? ”

“ Are you trying to tell me to believe you? It’s not that easy. ”

“ I don’t think you understand what it feels like, hating yourself. ”

“ At this rate I’ll just ignore everyone and everything. ”

“ But you know what? Fuck you, that’s what. ”

“ It’s not like I care, you know. ”

“ Why do you always do this? ”

“ What gives you the right to do this to me? ”

“ Is this all I’m good for? ”

“ Your lips says one thing, your eyes says something else. ”

“ You dare come here and — demand such a thing? ”

“ You’re not good enough for me, face it. ”

“ I’m not good enough for you, I get that. ”

“ Am I good enough for you? ”

“ What is it about me that makes you hate me so much? ”

“ Why can’t you look at me? ”

“ It’s not that easy, ( name ). ”

“ Well, if you could just be HONEST with me then we wouldn’t be there. ”

“ Honesty? Really? Is that what you want? ”

“ You won’t even look at me. ”

“ I am trying my best here, (name)! ”

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i  read  cod  instead  of  god  &  just...

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hewwo my name is queen and my chihuahua is annoying.

hi queen!  as a dog owner myself,  i relate to this on a deep level  lol

@mythosborne        /        tell me about yourself !        /        always accepting

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AESTHETICS :    bikes,  bikes,  bikes !

[perrfectly]

I WANT TO GET TO KNOW YOU GUYS SO MESSAGE ME YOUR NAME AND SOMETHING ABOUT YOU

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[ravenresources]

send “you okay?” to find my muse sitting alone on a roof at night.

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                            She was starting to  SWEAT.  Cold  sweat.  Mainly because Agony was more  &  more penchant to appear  &  say  hello.  They were  screaming,  Leslie could not say how longer she would had been able to contain them...    ❛ Is there----  anything  wrong? ❜    she asked,  gulping in mid-sentence as she felt her throat dry.    ❛ If you’re looking for permits on this investigation,  I  DO  have them.  I’m a detective with the SFPD. ❜

@knowseverythingaboutyou        /        STARTER CALL

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                            ❛ Well...  this sucks. ❜    she whispered,  breathing way  harder  than usual.  Leslie was  sure  that she  &  Agony were beginning to  cooperate:  in the last few days,  it seemed that her condition  ( the sweating,  the constant hunger )  had improved greatly.  But that morning the detective woke up feeling  UNEASY...  &  her condition became worse throughout the day.  Could it be----  a  REJECT?    ❛ If I  die...  Kill this  bitch  for me,  okay? ❜

@nobullseye        /        STARTER CALL

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                             ❛ A pink  slimy  alien?  NEVER  heard of anything like that. ❜    a blatant  lie,  but what else could she do?  Compromising herself was out of question:  a detective with a dangerous being residing in her body...  First,  she would had  lost  her job,  &  then she would had found herself on an  operating table  being----  ugh,  heaven knew what.

                                                  ‹  Who  are  you  calling  a  slimy  alien?  I  am  not  SLIMY.  I’m  GORGEOUS.  The  peak  of  what  a  physique  should  look  like!  ›

@partiallystcrs        /        STARTER CALL

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                             ❛ I’ve----  WE  have done terrible things. ❜    she was  struggling  to get a solid hold on Agony.  Despite fighting the symbiote’s instincts  &  lethal  attitudes,  there were times...  There were times in which she just ended up  defeated.    ❛ Do you understand?  Please,  tell me if you understand. ❜

@symbitoxic        /        STARTER CALL

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                             ❛ I’m a  GOOD  person. ❜    was she saying it to him,  or was she talking to  herself?  Hard to tell,  at that time...  Because there were moments in which the lines between her mind  &  Agony’s  blurred  &----  her desires didn’t seem that  good  anymore,  not always.  So she cleared her throat,  repeating that one clause as if it would make it  TRUER.    ❛ I’m a good person.  Or at least I  try  to be.  Just...  Don’t let me  fail  to be. ❜    Everybody needs a little help sometimes,  don’t they?

@legacybroke        /        STARTER CALL

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                             ❛ SAY CHEESE  for me,  will you? ❜    the more the Klyntar was attached to the human,  the more they would learn from the host,  take in information  &  use them themselves.  Unfortunately for everybody,  Agony was  learning  from Leslie  ( whose sense of humor was quite...  lacking ).

                                                  ‹  You’re  creeping  them  out  with  your  weird  smile,  doofus...  ›

@androidxv        /        STARTER CALL

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                             ❛ Will you  excuse  me for a moment?  I need to---- ❜    but she was already gone before finishing the sentence.  Despite the exterior  ( the polite  &  cool  demeanour ),  Leslie simply needed a moment,  take a breath of fresh air.  It was something she couldn’t control:  some type of  anxiety  whenever she was in a crowded space.  Because...  She couldn’t even  hear  her own thoughts,  with Agony commenting on  EVERYTHING.  It was hard to focus on what someone was trying to speak with her.  &  now she was outside,  a pulsing headache emerging.

                                                  ‹  We  should  go  back  inside.  ›

                             ❛ I KNOW.  Let me just---- ❜    Leslie once again interrupted herself,  this time because of a noise behind her back.  She was not alone.  Fuck.

@soulstcne        /        STARTER CALL

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                             ❛ I might be  SHORT,  but don’t  underestimate  me. ❜    she would had continued  &  compared herself to an  espresso,  but  --  then again  --  the analogy would had discredited the  credibility  of her statement.

@rebelwithxpplause        /        STARTER CALL