KDS

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Baby, don't talk to me, I'm trying to let go.. Not loving you is harder than you know..

Harder Than You Know by Escape The Fate

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My all time favorite song. R U Mine?

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A little piece of my self

I'm an introvert. They might think that I'm careless, but it's okay. I used to be a humble girl, friendly, and usually make friends with any kind of people. But now, yeah, things have changed. I'm not talk that much. It's like I wanna save my energy by being quiet. But wait, I could be very fun, cheerful, humble, friendly, even I could be the happiest girl on earth while I'm with the people that very close to me. Sometimes the first impression is very influenced my decision to be closer to them or not. I love to think. Thinking about everything, anything. I love to see by many point of view. I love to analyze things. Sometimes I just wanna be a detective or CIA's agent, even FBI. But beside that, one thing I can't ever deny is I loved music since I was born. Hahaha. Yes! Like when in the elementary school, I was joined the marching band group, the vocal group, karawitan (traditional music of java, instrumental), and traditional dance. Yes, those things I did when I was a little kid. Also, since I was 3, I used to sing karaoke of childhood songs, also my first favorite english song is No Doubt - Don't Speak. Yeay! Hahaha. I used to listen it on the radio and I would be very happy and singing along. It was fun. Until I found a guitar when I was on the first grade of highschool, thats very attractive to me. I love to learn some chords and finally my friend taught me some chords like; C, Am, F, and G. Yes. I was very happy so I could playing guitar while I was singing. I dunno. It seems like I'm the coolest girl on earth LOL. Then it took a quiet long time until I finally wrote my own songs. I feel soooo satisfied. I could play guitar, I could write some lyrics and boom! The song is finally written :) its still unbelieveable. Beside that, I always adored Taylor Swift, Christina Aguilera, 30 Second To Mars, Paramore, they're sucha great song writer, mighty musician hahaha they influenced me a lot. Especially Taylor. Her song is really catchy, stucked in my mind, she chose the words into lyrics perfectly. Flawless! She also played guitar. Soooo we had so many things in common Tay! Yeay. Well I just have no idea why do I keep writing, well, with no goals, I just wanna say all these things to you. You, I dunno. I mean, whoever who read this. Feel free to judge me. This is just a little piece of my self :) xx -K

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#love #couple #boyfriend #anniversary #080910 <3 thanks and love you :)

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Pengen yg merah ditengah-tengah itutuh, PRS SE Orianthi.

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#selfie #photooftheday

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Hello Keith Urban!

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YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL AMAZING PERSON AND I LOVE YOU! Have a fantastic day.

Thank you :)

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Thoughts.....need to be written. Haha!

So, here I am again. Have no idea why its suddenly so attractive for me to write again on Tumblr. Hahahaha well, its 12.44 am and I'm still awake. I just met my boyfriend one hour ago, got a late dinner and we've talked about my new songs which is will be arranged by him! And yes, I'm so excited :) he's sucha great musician, great guitarist, well he told me a lot about how to write a song, especially about the dinamics of the tune, over all, he knows it better than me but he said I'm able to make a song like dat cause in fact he's always make a metal song, I mean kind of technical death metal, he's very good at it. I've been listening to his music which is made by him, his melodies, thats pretty awesome :) it reminds me about Orianthi (girl-guitarist/shredder) which is I adored so much when I was on high school hahaha he told me that he adored Steve Vai while I told him about Orianthi :D Yeah, those conversations I'll never forget. LOL. Almost all about music, yeah.... We had the same dream. Musician. Thats why from the very first time we had a conversation, I feel so connected to him, I mean, about our love to music, its more than an addiction, way more than that. Its like music is sucha neccessary thing for our life hahahaha yea, thats why it was fun to talk with him. Until now..... We've been together for about 3,5 years. I keep writing songs about us and its always a love song, sounds like glad, happy, in love, something like dat, until I decided to write a new thing like my latest song, I was inspired by my bestfriend, Wulan. Actually, by her love story. Hahaha break-up song but its filled by anger. Well... This is very fun, keep writing songs again and again, I was inspired by my idol too; Taylor Swift. HAHA. She influenced me a lot. Thats why so many ppl thought my songs are belong to Taylor -___- I didnt mean to copy that, but it sounds like the same harmony. Whoaaaa sorry for talking that much. Cant describe how much I miss to write on tumblr :3 XOXO, -KDS

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Kucing aja bisa so sweet gini yaa..

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😥😪 – View on Path.

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BUMI MARAH!

ya, galau. saya dibuat galau sama semesta. abisnya bumi sekarang lagi angkat bicara, bicaranya lewat fakta.

andai mereka bisa bicara, mungkin saya udah di hujat. maaf, bukan saya aja, tapi kita.

semakin tua kita di dunia, sadar gak sih udah seberapa tua juga dunia ada buat kita? yang nusuk di hati tuh sebenernya, perasaan gagal.

ambisi udah besar, kemauan udah kuat, cuman sayang.. kesadaran selalu jd masalah utama buat hal ini. :') ->ceritanya senyum berlinar air mata ini tuh.

entah apapun itu namanya, modernisasi, westernisasi, globalisasi, apapun itu yang sekarang fenomenal buat perubahan dunia, sosial-budaya, sampai ke peradaban yang sedikit2 bakal terkikis dari permukaan.. kayanya kita udah terlanjur terlena semakin dalam deh akan hal itu, bahkan tanah yg kita pijak pun kita lupakan. air yg kita minum juga kayanya udah pasrah liat kelakuan penggunanya yang kaya gini.

saya gak nyalahin loh. itu kemajuan. tapi... dont u see? theres a huge disaster. --made by us. 

gausah terlalu menyeluruh, liat aja yang lebih spesifik, dimana kita berada. saya juga nyesel sih, nasionalisme saya kurang. kalo ada yang tidak sesuai emang seharusnya bukan diabaikan, bodohnya saat itu introspeksi lagi gak eksis. jadi siapa yang bodoh? biar hati aja yg jawab ya :|

jadi gini loh. perasaan saya sekarang tuh lagi apa ya... emm.. bukan prihatin, dan bukan sekedar sedih. ini tuh bisa dibilang "sekarat". yaiyalah, 19taun saya di 'sini' tapi saya masih gatau diri. terlalu memanfaatkan mereka, si pelengkap hidup, yg seharusnya jd sahabat kita. mereka, alam. alam semesta yang lagi marah sama kita. yaiyalah, dimanfaatin tapi gak diperhatiin. pacar aja gak diperhatiin bisa marah2. apalagi mereka. 

hahahaha saya disini cuman nulis isi hati aja, dapet inspirasi dari berita bencana dimana-mana. saya takut. karena saya takut, saya jadi malu. yagitudeeeeeeh semoga mereka yang membaca bisa ngerasain apa yg saya rasain hahaha galau yang sesungguhnya tuh ya galau-in ini. kalo kata basa sunda mah "matil" euy bro. 

semoga ini awal ya. dari sadar aja dulu deh. bakal berarti kok. 

"sesungguhnya, hal kecil itu yang paling berarti." JGN ANGGAP REMEH MAKANYA!

remeh mah nasi atuh. hahaha naon. udah ah skip. yuk ah bangun. 

-KDS, udah 19thn, yg lagi galau gara2 bumi-nya marah. 

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Kalau memang terlihat rumit lupakanlah. Itu jelas bukan cinta sejati kita. Cinta sejati selalu sederhana. Pengorbanan yang sederhana, kesetiaan yang tak menuntut apapun dan keindahan yang apa adanya.

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seperti biasa..

hey halo readers, (emang punya readers? i dont think so, uhm)

akhirnya aku menulis lagi disini. sambil nyengar-nyengir sendiri. seperti biasa; alasan utama dan terkuat adalah ga ada kerjaan. dan.... sebenernya sih niatnya mau curcol. curcol apa coba? 

gini loh.. ada something huge yang pengen banget terucap dari mulut tapi otak saya ga berhenti ngelarang berikut pikiran saya juga udah gak terbendung lagi.. dammit. what should i do now?

ini tuh namanya galau, tapi see? i'm ok, really really fine. masih bisa ketawa ngakak kok hahahaha entah itu bahagia atau terlanjur gila. ya ampun mulai deh lebay nya keluar -_____-

ngga kok, ga sampe gila laaaaah alay banget ih :))

bentar lagi puasa yaaah yang konon katanya mulai bsk hari kamis, tp ada yg bilang jumat, dan lebih parah lg ada yang bilang tgl 21. and..... memang beginilah, tanggal penentuan puasa sama nunggu hilal nongol buat lebaran tuh slalu jd kontroversi -,- 

yaudahlahya.. intinya maafin kalo aku banyak salah :') 

kalo kamu udah aku maafin dari dulu kok. HAHAHAHAHAHA 

meureun.

eh gatau kenapa ya hati lagi super duper mellow selow marsmelow

dengerin lagu yang kealayan nya udh tingkat runner up dunia, ya ampun..

gini ya, rasanya bungkam seribu kata, cuman bisa senyam senyum kaya org bego, dengerin lagu udah macam apapula di shuffle, random dan sebagainya, berharap ada lirik yang pas buat isi hati.. yihaaaaa~

dan solusi terbaik adalah bikin lirik dan lagu sendiri :')

nah kan jd keingetan, tiba-tiba obsesiku untuk jd musisi tergugah lagi dan membara sekaliiiii uwowoowowowowow

dimana jaman sekarang wanita berjilbab masuk dunia entertainment itu sulitnya udah kaya introgasi minta visa USA. -_-

sedangkan angan-anganku menjelma sbg generasi penerus manusia semacam orianthi sbg shredder kelas dunia, christina aguilera yg melegenda, atau mungkin punya suara kaya hayley williams or taylor momsen..

dan........... cita-cita baru muncul lagi, ingin kuliah di yale :( atau columbia, atau princeton lah.. harvard lah oxford lah.. university of cambridge lah.. 

udah ah. tuhkan curcolnya parah. loncat kesana kemari topiknya. maafin ya. kan bentar lagi lebaran. huahahahaha. byebye <3

-KDS

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hahaha

boy: how do you spell love?

girl: l-o-v-e.

boy: *disappointed-face* *sigh*

girl: well, ok. Y-O-U.

boy: wrong.

girl: errrr how could you?!

boy: you don't spell it. you feel it. *lovestruck-face*

girl: well, you used the wrong question then.

boy: -___________-

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crap. again.

hi. i'm writing again. and still, have no idea to talked about.

today i'm just felt like stabbed by something strange. actually, my feelings. yup, kinda hurt. you know?

ok skip.

today is saturday and we agreed (me and my bestfriend) to make saturday as our english day. lots of fun! practicing like we're native english speaker. even sometimes we couldn't get our words. goofy :P 

i still couldn't explain why do i love english so much. i'd prefer to use english to speak what's on my heart rather than use indonesian.

hey by the way.. i've got a self crisis nowadays. it's confusing me and really sucks! then that's why i wrote this like there's no a real topic to talked about. i lost my words. lost my mind. 

and i'm sorry cuz using this blog as my diary. LOL 

-KDS

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you keep hiding this friendship just because you're avoiding your feelings.

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