flawless existence

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It didn’t seem to bother Sonic so much - frankly he just figured Shadow spaced out while running like the blue hedgehog did himself.

"Fair enough, it’s only a few zones away from here t’ the west right after Bingo Highway and Casino Park." Here the speedster grinned and nudged the darker hedgehog with his elbow. "You gotta remember those ones right~?”

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Oh, those weren't exactly memories Shadow wanted brought up. What made it worse was the memories were vague -- and most of it was simply negative.

"It was a while ago," he said to the other hedgehog, wincing. Trying to remember things made his head hurt, and he'd rather they just went already. He didn't feel like reminiscing at the moment. "But yes, I remember."

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With a chuckle Sonic wagged a finger under Shadow’s nose. “I know, all the more reason t’ fix that. We can kill two birds with one stone, even though the place isn’t too hard t’ miss if you’ve ever passed through Grand Metropolis.”

That was mostly thanks to the fact the speedster had taken up a sort of forced residency in the zone’s main - and therefore biggest - hotel in the center of the city. 

"Have you at least been in that zone before?"

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Shadow frowned. Grand Metropolis? He supposed he'd been there, but...

"I don't keep much track of where I'm going."

To be truthful, when he and Sonic separated, he just wandered aimlessly. With no purpose. That sounded really sad and pathetic, which was why Shadow would die first before he'd admit it to anyone.

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"Bless you~" Exchanging the nose poke for a kiss Sonic finally decided to fill Shadow in on his idea, though not without any small amount of suspense. "Well…I figured since we’re dating and all we could go back t’ my place and…

"Watch a movie and be a couple’a bums~?"

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Shadow blinked as Sonic kissed him, but it certainly wasn't unwelcome. Too bad some moments the black hedgehog was as thick as a wall -- so when Sonic made that "suspenseful" pause, Shadow barely reacted to it other than a headtilt as to why Sonic was hesitating so much... Up until he finished what he was asking.

What was that build up for again? That seemed pointless.

"Sure." Suddenly, he let out a startled snort as a realization hit him. "... I don't know where your place is."

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Sonic considered Shadow’s smile enough and was just about ready to call it a day when he thought of another possible activity that would make the day even better - because that was possible. Letting his smirk broaden mischievously the speedster tapped his boyfriend on the nose.

"We~ll, I have one thing in mind but it’s not something we’ve ever done before.”

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Well, Sonic was a lucky hedgehog, considering Shadow didn't smile for very many.

He didn't recognize it as much of a prize, though, and wasn't surprised when Sonic actually did think up an idea for what they could do. He let out a tiny sneeze after Sonic touched his noise, and then tilted his head curiously. "Oh?"

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Shadow’s smirk was met with that cocky grin and twinkling emerald eyes. “Well~ You’re here so that’s a pretty good day right there, but when it comes t’ what I wanna do…” A shrug. “Sittin’ ‘round doing squat is what I usually do today.”

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Shadow's smirk soothed into a smile at Sonic's statement. It was funny how casually Sonic complimented him like that... Perhaps Shadow should be making statements like that more. He ran his fingers over Sonic's arm. "We can do anything else that you would like to." He paused. "You deserve it." There, that was one. He could make a count in his head. Give at least five a week, that would be his new goal. He wanted to work on this whole romance thing.

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“Okay, I get it.” With an amused eye-roll the blue hedgehog gave his boyfriend a cocky grin. “So, since it’s my day and all, what’re we gonna do t’ celebrate?”

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At least Sonic was conceding defeat. At the question Sonic gave him, Shadow returned a rare playful smirk as he approached the blue hedgehog and pulled him into a gentle hold. "I don't know. It's your day -- what do you want to do?"

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"Big whoop. Just another day." Apparently some more explanation might have been needed but Sonic was already giving Shadow a concerned look. "Y’know you oughta work on a way t’ fix that, Shads."

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"It's the day you were born," Shadow repeated, with a sort of patience he never displayed with anyone else. Said patience was also to deride the conversation cropping up here that Shadow certainly did not want to take part of.

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"Good. I don’t want to chance missing it again." Shadow blinked down at him. "How are you?"

“Meh, it’s not that big of a deal,” Sonic assured, waving a blasé hand. “‘S not like I ever do anythin’ big for it anyway but other than that I guess I’m fine. How’re you~?”

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Shadow snorted. "It's the day you were born." He needn't explain it more than that, right?

"I'm fine. My head simply hurts." As always.

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Seeing as how he was enjoying it so much, Shadow probably wasn’t too happy when his boyfriend’s touch suddenly vanished and was replaced with a sudden disconcerted noise. With mismatched ears pulling back Sonic’s hand retreated back to its owners lap with the other, fists forming as the hero tried to stop the rapid fury growing in the pit of his stomach. Though gritting his teeth was doing nothing to hide his discomfort in the slightest. Sonic wasn’t sure what was bothering him more. The fact Shadow had announced this all so casually like they were talking about weather and nothing more or that it had even happened to being with. He had a vague idea of what had happened on the ARK but now he knew too much and couldn’t help but look over Shadow’s content form in silence with a mix of worry and doubt.

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Shadow definitely wasn't too happy. His back was beginning to itch and Sonic was no longer touching him at all, making the black hedgehog squirm a bit and open his eyes, which had closed again straight after his explanation, purring halting. He blinked at Sonic in confusion, then winced when the movement of his head caused it agony. "Why did you stop?" he asked in a small croak, settling his cheek against his arms as opposed to his chin. His head felt so heavy... He was tired and sleepy and just wanted to forget things for a little while.

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Sonic’s hand didn’t stop, even with Shadow’s odd reaction. His interest was nagging at him and his index finger went to tracing that rugged line along his boyfriend’s back, ears twitching about. A few second later those jade eyes went to Shadow’s, the hero’s head titling. “What is this?” To emphasize just what he meant the hero traced that mystery line again, coming to a stop in the middle of Shadow’s back. 

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As Sonic's finger began to trace that line, Shadow's eyelids grew heavy again, purring increasing in volume. Seems that even though it was clearly a scar, Shadow was happy to have it touched, though the trail Sonic's finger left behind left the areas itching, and the black hedgehog squirmed a bit as a result. At the question, he tried to recall past the fog-- Oh, that's right. That's what that was. Shadow yawned. "They must've forgotten to fully sew that up," he said casually and tiredly. "Or they used that glue instead... They were a little careless with those experiments sometimes." He mumbled something about the back of his head before speaking more clearly again, "They'd hook me up to machines, then cut me open a little. That one... That one was an accident, maybe? It's rather large. I must've...been out when they did that one, specifically." And then he returned to purring contentedly, apparently done with his explanation.

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Sonic was taking that as a green light and let his fingers pass over Shadow’s side and back with an affection that he didn’t often get to display. Usually it was Shadow doing one thing or another to the blue fur - a certain brushing incident was a good example of that - but now the tables had turned. Not that Sonic was going to do much with it, he just wanted Shadow to feel better. Leaning forward slightly, the hero let his fingers slide over the other’s shoulder blades before passing over his spine, a sudden unevenness under the dark fur catching his interest. 

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Shadow didn't shift for a while, simply letting Sonic's hand roam with easy purrs leaving his lips. It was only when Sonic brushed up over a specific part of his spine that Shadow shivered, his breath hitching in response to the contact, and his eyes fluttered open to glance at Sonic tiredly. His head was a bit foggy, so the only thing he could manage right then was a slurred, "Wha' was that?" The contact was too brief for his mind to catch up on what that was.

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Shadow’s word only seemed to help a little, but it still got a little smile out of the hero though it faded a notch or two when he remembered Shadow was in pain here. The speedster’s gaze travelled over the other’s body for a second before one hand reached out cautiously, brushing that dark fur gently as Sonic waited for some reaction from his boyfriend.

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When Shadow felt his hand on his back, at first the hedgehog stiffened, then he relaxed with a very soft purr passing through his lips, a lazy purr that only made its way out upon the last stretch of exhalation but one nevertheless. His eyes began to slip closed, ears pressed to his skull. "Nnh..." It felt nice on top of the pain, and while the pain was still there, it helped.