chronically ill, liscenced to chill

[ahumanlady]

he truly has it all figured out

[ahumanlady]

I feel so guilty, wasting my summers inside and becoming nocturnal. But this weather is unsafe unbearable, heat and smoke, poison rain. Then I reminisce about summer camp, trips to the beach with my best friends, playing in my backyard. An entire childhood spent in the woods with my dog. There’s so much I’ll never get back. I can’t shake the feeling that I’ve already had my last good summer, climate change and greed doing their irreparable damage. Struggling to grieve a slow painful death

[pomegranateteeth]

The e in email stands for evil mail

[ahumanlady]

In the stage where everything is an opportunity for play

[ahumanlady]

My life is everything I’ve dreamed and worked so hard towards. Knitting in parks talking to babies and old ladies, raising stray kittens, building a community garden, working in an art studio, my own beautiful apartment with porches and craft room, loving pets and neighbors that build community with me. My father’s bitterness can’t reach me here, I’ve crafted my own beautiful life out of love.

[ahumanlady]

My friends and neighbors have been so helpful this weekend. I can’t possibly express my gratitude to them, brought to tears by their kindness with no way to repay. I finally have relationships with people who invest in their community

[freakoutgirl]

"all you ever do is complain" that's not true. I also resent.

[freakoutgirl]

and love..........

[ahumanlady]

Hanging out with stray mama, making sure she’s hydrated during this heatwave, I wish she’d show me where the kittens are

[ahumanlady]

Cleaning with adhd is ridiculous, it took me 3 hours to make my bed. 3 HOURS! Because I decided to sew myself a new pillowcase. Then, before I could mop the floor, I started a wood working project, so my studio is covered in sawdust

[ahumanlady]

Secured phoebe bridgers tickets, we’re so back

[luthienne]

girl help i’m starting over again for the 1000th time & i’m beginning to think that life is a never-ending cycle of starting over & i actually have to make peace with that in order to move forward

[vinceaddams]

I like it when leaves have really funky edges.

[ahumanlady]

Listening to the birds and watching the sunset

[ahumanlady]

My favorite shade of blue

[ahumanlady]

Trying to convince myself this is a period of change and loss is inherent to the process. But really just feels like a string of bad luck/profound sadness since my birthday. Did I get cursed again?

[eggsdoodz]

sending my love…it’s apple shaped

[ahumanlady]

Too heartbroken over my haircut to focus at work, just want to cry in bathroom. Everyone who says it looks great doesn’t understand that I’ve been growing my hair out for years as a personal thing and self expression of femininity. This is years lost

[ahumanlady]

I’m also upset that the hairdresser gave me this trendy alt hair after we spent so long talking about being anti conformist, how I didn’t want it to feel like a hat placed on but instead carved around my features. It’s too short to even put in a bun which was my main requirement. I’ve see her other work, she’s done what I originally asked for. So it feels like she gave me this “queer” haircut and not a ME style. Not all gay people want a mullet! Sometimes we want to be a fairy with baby bangs

[ahumanlady]

10 minutes later stoned and realizing she did me a service because I was obviously still holding on to what it represented. That it WAS weighing me down, now I actually have that fresh start I’d been pretending not to need