there was a time when she thought being a surrogate was a great idea!!!!!!
she was struggling financially and when she heard that the magnusons were looking, she volunteered!!!!
she knew it wouldn’t be ~easy~ to be pregnant but she thought that it would be worth it b/c they are fronting all of her bills and she’s able to actually start to save some of the money that she makes working at charlotte’s
but the longer she’s been pregnant, the more attached to her unborn baby’s she’s becoming
she knows that she can’t keep it
she had the baby with the intent to give it away to roman and his wife
plus she hardly has enough money to feed herself let alone a kid
but she already loves it so much!!! and part of her has started to imagine how she would raise it and how she’d made the single mom thing work
but she does also want the!!! best!!!! for it and perhaps that would be with the magnusons?
none of them seem especially happy to her plus w/ roman and lucia potentially divorcing she’s not sure what kind of future it would have
she knows that it would never have to worry about wanting for anything but she’s not sure if that situation would be best to bring a kid into
but looking at her own life -- it isn’t the best situation for that, either
has always!!! wanted to travel and see the world!!!!
hasn’t seen much of it yet but she plans on changing that someday
has been saving up for all of her travels but always has to break into it for a more ~ important ~ expense
enjoys life on the island but also often feels a little trapped here, too
rarely ever drinks and when she does she’s a total!!! lightweight
fluctuates between talking a mile a minute and being really quiet
tends to be reserved but isn’t shy
loves!!! to read!!!!!!!!!!
sense and sensibility is her favorite book and she’s lost track of how many times she’s read it
reads it aloud now to the baby b/c she thinks her voice helps to soothe it
also loves to take pictures!!!!!
she has an old polaroid camera that she got when she was a kid that still works!!! snaps pictures with it constantly and has them all hanging up in her room
her walls are filled with memories and fairy lights
drinks a kate aa amount of tea
likes to garden but isn’t great at it
trusts people until they give her a reason not to
will do anything for a friend!!!!
the person who will drive to ur house at 1AM if you are feeling lonely
but she can often get a little too caught up in her own feelings and emotions and doesn’t always notice if something is wrong if there is a lot going on in her own life
smiles a lot!!!!!!!! <333
honestly just wants everyone to be happy
recently has developed feelings for blaise but knows that he does not feel the same way about her
can tell that he is just super in love with his gf andrea and tbh she is rooting for them
that being said, sometimes def catches herself thinking about him a lot
definitely always wants people to be honest with her but sometimes takes criticism a little too personally
overthinks it when someone says she’s doing something wrong
super hard working tho and will always take extra shifts at work!!!
had a lot of plans for her life but none of them have panned out
tbh part of her problem was wanting to do too much and see too much and she’s been too scatter brained with her life plan to really pursue one avenue or the other
got her AA in general studies from the local community college two years ago but hasn’t done much else
tbh a little frustrated with herself that she still isn’t sure where she wants her life to go
definitely wants to be more than just a barista for the rest of her life!
tbh has just always been super passionate and creative and part of her wants to be a photographer or an author or a travel writer
but also part of her wants to be something like a teacher or a social worker or a nurse
plus she’s certainly felt stuck though, b/c it took her so long just to get through two years of college w/ work
part of her thought that w/ the extra money she’d have from being a surrogate would help her get her life together
but the longer she carries the baby, the more she just wants to keep it and all of her grand plans for her life are taking a backseat to that
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