I lived, bitch @aiglosasht - Tumblr Blog

my knight you have to live you have to get up you have to put your hand over your wound and hold it there. you have to keep walking and walking and walking because you cannot lay down yet, it’s not time. wipe the blood off your breastplate and look up into the sun. lean on your sword if you need to. lift one foot after another. get up. get up. this would be a pitiful grave.

e-mylius-c

What if I was so exhausted from battle I cannot think properly.... and what if the only goal was to get back to you.... and what if once I reached you to make sure you're okay, I pass out in your lap and you'd take off my helmet and pet my hair, telling me how well I did.... what then

bloodstainedgauntlet

okay but losing a duel and being pinned to the wall by a rival knight who’s blade is pressed to your throat. staring into their dark rage-filled eyes while you desperately try not wince or show your injury as the darkness splinters your vision…their look of triumph turning into horrified concern as you slump towards the sharp edge instead of away….your first name and not your title leaving their lips as they drop the blade to catch you, sinking to the ground under your weight…the desperation in their hands seizing every part of you they can reach….all smugness and victory turning into the one sole desire of keeping you whole….the only scars you can bear are the ones from them. mmmm

boylurer

when will it be my turn with the cathartic revenge? when will it be my turn to break down and lose myself after completing a quest for venegance, that consumed most of my life and became the most significant part of me as a person?? when will it be my turn to sit by a fire with my closest comrade and ask them to give me new scars that remind me i'm still alive and didn't die with the screams???

bloodstainedgauntlet

you’re such a dutiful knight. so obedient. so devoted. if you say too much you always snap your mouth shut under that visor and spill out apologies; you take every punishment without a sound, accepting every cruel or biting word. but wouldn’t it feel good to snap, just once? to show exactly how it hurts and where? to bite the hand that throws you to the ground? don’t you want to stop holding back, shutting up, always taking every piece of the blame? go on. unsheathe your sword. bite.

atomicgaystation

reminder that if you ever meet a sweet, morally good, chivalrous knight: it's your most sincere obligation to corrupt them. "but my vows," this, "this is against the rules," that. if you haven't completely fucked up their entire code of conduct and destroyed all ability to discern right from wrong without you being the one to tell them by the time you're done with them, then you need to up your game. inside that pretty, rule-following chained dog of a knight is someone yearning to be set free of their self-imposed shackles, and it's your duty to help them get there.

adalheidis

Slay thine enemies

lesser-flamingo

I love the old timey phrase "you forget yourself". bro that was so impolite like do you even know who you are rn

the-lonely-knight

You have to be careful with your knight. They’re not used to gentleness, and it might take some time for them to accept it. The first time you remove their helmet, they may not be able to meet your gaze. This is normal. There’s a lot more of you to take in than through a visor, and it can be overwhelming. Don’t expect them to make eye contact immediately. When you undress the rest of them, go slowly. You’ll be forced to because of the very nature of the armor they live in. Make sure you pause after every piece and allow them to get used to freedom once more. It’s especially important for them to breathe deeply once you’ve removed both cuirass and gambeson. Place your hand over their heart to ensure they take a few deep breaths from the chest before you continue. When you are finished playing the part of squire, be sure to give them something else to wear. They’ll feel far too exposed at first. Make sure it’s something light, they don’t need any more weight on their shoulders. Do not be surprised if their hands tremble when you take them. The feel of your hands is a far cry from that of their gauntlets, and it may take some time for them to adjust to the softness. Reassurance is your friend with a vulnerable knight. Encouragement can also aide you, but be cautious to avoid overuse. If your knight feels pressured, they will revert to their training, and you will never know their true self. If it is your wish to have a knightly lover, do not glorify the shell, but rather, cradle the creature within.

willjulep

Can you guys watch my fairy tale prince with the lamb motif and my jaded knight who sees himself as nothing more than a starving and desperate wolf while I step out for a moment? And DON'T 🫵 let them kiss.

laceration-d0ll

w-wait, what? you finally got me pinned and you’re sparing me?? why!! are we not true rivals? do you not think id look pretty enough gasping around your blade as you twist it into my flesh??

the-lonely-knight

Alright, FINE, my liege. I’ll take off my helmet and come sit on the ground by your throne but ONLY because you asked me to. And NOT because you scratch my head. That’s completely unrelated.