feckless cuddle slut

(me)

[ailoda]

aimee. 25. pisces. isfj. she/her. perennial romantic. professional daydreamer. writer that doesn't write. emotionally unavailable but also maybe unwell. fic librarian by trade, soft idiot by nature. the parasocial relationships containment zone exists for scientific purposes. sebastian stan shows up occasionally--he's fine, just ignore him (unless you're weak like me). blog of mostly fics--often soft, a lot sad, sometimes feral. please note; 18+ content lives here (you've been warned, minors 👀).

great! now that we've been introduced, mind the tags, borrow what you like, and don't spoil the endings ;)

status: semi-inactive (messages & asks always open!) <3

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[ailoda]

Just read every potter!reader x Barty crouch jr fic you have and I can’t get enough! Your writing is brilliant 💗

hi, my love!

i wish i could take credit for the amazing work, but it's not me who wrote them. i basically have a curated rec library of my favourite fics - all of which are written by some truly talented writers. if only i had half the creativity 😂 (😭) i believe each fandom has a list of my favourite writers, so please do go and have a look at their other work :)

but i'm so happy to hear that you enjoyed them! barty is my favourite of the marauders characters ;)

please share the love to the respective writers! 🫶

aimee x

[ailoda]

Hi Aimee, it's been quite a while so I wanted to check in and just see how you're doing. Hope this season has been treating you kindly.💓💗💓💗

hi, my lovely!

thank you so much for asking. that's so sweet of you 🫶 so sorry for not replying sooner; for some reason, your message didn't pop up in my inbox when i've been checking. i'll be sure to keep a better eye out for you! :)

i'm doing a lot better, though! i've finally managed to get a job after so long, so i'm really happy. it's not within my area of expertise, but it's still very interesting. today was my first day, actually, and it went well :)

i've also been really into book reading these past few months. i've hit a bit of a wall as of late, but it's translated into some minor dabbling back into fics, which is amazing. not quite at the level to rec, but i'll likely reblog any fics i've enjoyed. oh! and if anyone uses storygraph, please lmk! it's an amazing (and independent) book tracking app :)

but i hope you're doing well too, my darling. please feel free to reach out more, as i promise to better monitor by inbox (i tend to pop in every other day or so). i love when you reach out 🥰

all my love, as always,

aimee x

[ailoda]

AIMEEEEE I miss u!!! Hope u are doing good bb!!!

HIIII g <3

it's been too long (my fault), but i'm doing okay! i've actually managed to get a job!! so lots of changes and things :)

i hope you're doing okay, darling. will be sliding into your dms 🫶

aimee x

[ailoda]

aimeeee missed u!!! (It’s pizza I made a new blog) sending lots of love 🫂🤍

GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE RIGHT NOW, YOUNG LADY.

I HAVE BEEN LOOKING EVERYWHERE FOR YOU. DON’T YOU DARE SCARE ME LIKE THAT AGAIN *forehead kiss*

the nerve of you to send me into a panic after i’ve been absent. I thought you’d left me 🥲

anyways, i missed you too, darling 😘

aimee x

[ailoda]

ames, the theme looks so gorgeous ! i am loving the arty vibes. i was 🤏 this close to doing one myself ! but yours is so pretty don't mind if i stare at it for too long

pfft, ivy, come on. be real. i’m perpetually jealous of your creative lil brain and the wonderful aesthetics you create on your page.

also, congratulations on your new account ;) i may not be very active, but i made sure to follow as soon as you blessed us 🙇‍♀️

much love, munchkin <3

aimee x

[ailoda]

BABE I LOVE THE NEW THEME (i think its new?) ITS SO PRETTY I COULD EAT IT

thank you so much, sweet pea, but i’m afraid mine has nothing on yours. i LOVE your header image 🤭😮‍💨

aimee x

[ailoda]

hi everyone!

it’s been such a very long time since i’ve come on here. i’ve missed you all.

things haven’t been too great for a while, and my love of fic reading has naturally taken a nose dive, quite frankly, and i’m not too sure when-or if—it will return.

but i did just want to quickly make it clear that my messages and asks are always open. sometimes comments and reblogs are lost in the depths of my tumblr notifs, but asks and messages always pop up on my phone, so feel free to say hi if any of you are still around :)

lots (and lots…and lots) of love,

aimee x

[calliopeprelude]

ER fightmaster’s promo video for best guess by lucy dacus! [x]

[killer-beans]

*removes headphones to make sure random ass noise was part of the song and not psychosis*

[chaumas-deactivated20240115]

getting fired from my position as the emperor’s food tester because I keep taking too large of bites

[chaumas-deactivated20240115]

“all clear my liege it appears to be safe”

“it appears to be fucking gone you mean”

[ailoda]

Hey Aimee, just wanted to say that the point of my last ask wasn't at all to make you feel rushed to come back and I am sorry if you felt like that's what it was. I hope everything goes your way and sending you sooo much love, take as much time as you need we will wait as long as it takes!!💓💓

hi, my darling!

absolutely no apologising; there was no feelings of rushing or hastening my return at all. i found your message so genuinely thoughtful that i just wanted to provide a bit of an update/explanation (that got a bit long-winded, oops). you never need to apologise for being considerate and kind—having you in my inbox is a wonderful thing ;) people like you are why i’m excited to make my return, even just to chat and have a catch up 😚

many cuddles and kisses to you, anon 🫶 i hope everything is okay with you too, my love!

aimee x

[ailoda]

Hey Aimee, I can't help but notice it's been a while since your last update and I wanted to check in and make sure you're alright since you were having a bit of a tough time. Hope you're doing well and sending much love 💓💓

tw: eating disorder (ed), depression, ocd, mental health

hi, my lovely :)

thank you so much for checking in. you have no idea how much it means to me. the fact you noticed and remembered is so sweet, so i hope you can feel just how much you brightened my evening :) i hope you’re having a wonderful day/night, wherever you are 🤍

i’ll also take this as a chance to apologise for the radio silence these past few months. i was fully expecting to get back into the swing of things after graduation, but things just took a massive nosedive for me that i haven’t yet bounced back from.

everything just seemed to hit me at once. hearing about uni friends beginning their careers or travelling or otherwise just doing something while i’m still unemployed after a year really knocked me mentally. i’ve never been able to get a handle on my ed, even after all these years, and times of stress or depression naturally don’t help, so that added to the metaphorical battering ram too—alongside my ocd really kicking it up a notch for a semblance of control. to anyone currently battling the uk job market: chin up, soldier. anyways, needless to say, it really did a number.

so, trying to find any job and giving my head a wobble has been my priority. things aren’t really any better, but hopefully there’s a job on the horizon (thanks, father dearest).

if there’s anyone still interested, as soon as things start looking up, you best believe my lust for fics will return with a vengeance. it’s been so long that i wouldn’t be surprised if you’ve all fallen off the wagon, but hopefully some long lists will tempt you back! (come back, my pretties) in the meantime, feel free to check out my tbr side blog if you want: @ailodaforlater . any fic i’m inclined to read ends up there.

thanks to anyone and everyone who’s been sending me love (including you, dear anon 🫶) and waiting. while I’m not necessarily active, i do pop in (not really that difficult when the app’s on your phone), and i see all the messages and asks and reblogs. i will return soon—just please forgive my unstable mental health 😂

sending all the love and hugs and cuddles to you, anon ❤️

aimee x

[ailoda]

hello, lovelies!

apologies are in order for my slight bought of silence this week. i intended to post an update last week but graduation just picked me up and flew off. i also had the very fortunate timing of my period starting too (never an uneventful experience for me), and to top it all off, i came down with the flu – thank you to my uni friend’s boyfriend 🫶

i’m still not feeling 100%, but as soon as i am, an overdue update will be coming 🤍 asks and messages will also be replied to shortly!

i’ve also noticed i’ve been getting a few requests for specific fic recs. i didn’t consider that a thing people would want from me, but please feel free to continue as i love getting them!

much love, everyone <3

aimee x

[ailoda]

Hi aimee this is currently what is killing me so I'm asking for some period comfort fic recs if you have any. Hope you're having a marvelous day/night💜💜💜

hi, lovely!

hoping shark week isn’t hitting you too hard. i’m in exactly the same boat, so this was quite soothing for myself too 😂

i’m not too sure if you have a preference for a specific fandom or character, so please feel free to let me know if you do and i’m happy to provide more specific recs! but these are some of my favourites :)

his sweet girl by @brnesblogposts

tasm!peter drabble by @moonstruckme

tasm!peter drabble by @luveline

poly!marauders drabble by @moonstruckme

remus drabble by @bruisedboys

chefs do house calls, apparently by @ellecdc

if marauders is up your alley, i’d highly recommend checking both @moonstruckme and @luveline for more, if you haven’t already. they’re usually my go-to’s for period comfort.

sending you all my love and hugs, lovely <33

aimee x

[ailoda]

AIMEEEE THE THEME IS GORGEOUS !!! I feel like I’m in a painting rn

thank you, my lovely. came about purely by accident, but very happy with the way it turned out. originally had pastel blue vibes going – we both seem to have very similar tastes there 😚🤍

aimee x

[chryza]

We will literally never progress past biphobia until people realize that bisexuals in het relationships are still having a queer experience by virtue of being bisexual, we do not magically oscillate between gay enough and too straight. I’m going to maul someone to death.