- Are we ever enough? -

We lose ourselves in the things we love. We find ourselves there, too.

[ainachina]

Chia later 😘 #brekkie #chiapudding #notasunset #notaselfie (at Bangkok Metropolis, Thailand)

[ainachina]

So in Khmer, you say "suostei" to greet people. In Malagasy, it means "this sucks". Languages are so fucking beautiful. #cambodia #khmer (at Cambodia)

[ainachina]

In the midst of organizing my (newly-acquired-from-Pattaya) wardrobe, I decided to try on a couple of jeans I hadn't worn in a while - because come on, who wears jeans in this weather right? Well, after the second pair, I stopped. I felt and looked horrible. Didn't feel like anything suited me anymore. Wanted to throw everything away. [I didn't though. I'm a hoarder. I don't throw stuff away.] Anyway, much like last time when I felt like the laziest piece of shit on earth, here I am again...feeling like the ugliest piece of shit on earth. But hey, good thing I've learned to relativize. There are days when I feel like a boss ass bitch and NOTHING's gonna stop me (actually that's most days 😏). And then there's today: I'm tired and thought playing dress up was going to be fun. But it wasn't and my morale's gone down the gutter, right next to my ego. And you know what? I think it's okay too. There are days when you feel like shit and think you look like one too ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Life, ups and downs and all the blah blah. For the record, I'll just leave morale and ego down there for tonight. No selfies, no pictures of me. Humility is good too. Peace out ✌🏽 #dalaiAina (at Huai Khwang District)

[ainachina]

"I saw that." Karma 🔄 #whatgoesaroundcomesaround

[ainachina]

Autumn vibes 🍂 #fall16 #france #snapchat 👻: ainabanana (at Montpellier, France)

[ainachina]

I have no idea why there's a lumberjack in the kayak next to mine. I think he got lost...#🚣🏽#🌲 #tioman #island #kayaking (at Tioman Island)

[ainachina]

Sunday blues. #🌌 #sunrise #pattaya #promnight #5:35am (at Pattaya City)

[ainachina]

"At the end of the day, confidence is the best hairstyle." #💁🏼 #💁🏽 #bangkok #tbt #cuties

[ainachina]

"Triumph is just TRY with a little 'umph' added to it ." And there are at least half a dozen more of these in my camera roll haha (or just me using another metaphor to post another beach shot) #😁 #beach #triumph #bts #thailand #kohsichang (at Koh Sichang Island)

[ainachina]

"Deep summer is when laziness finds respectability." — Sam Keen #summer #thailand #kohsichang #🌞 📷: @rh1annon94 (at Koh Si Chang)

[ainachina]

Carpaccio & co. #foodie #pumpuis #thailand #tuesdayblues (at PumPui's Bar and Grill)

[ainachina]

#TBT to the best Ramen noodles I've had. And because I'm home alone and didn't do any food shopping and am starving AF. Japan (& especially @jxt914) you have given me soooo much I can never repay - so at least, I'll keep the extra weight I put on 😭 #Japan #ramen #noodles #ichiran #beastmode #🍜 (at Ichiran Ramen Osaka)

[ainachina]

I know we so cute 😍 #japan #sakura #lunchdate #bffgoals #lostsnaps #ainabanana (at 清水寺 - Kiyomizu-Dera Temple)

[ainachina]

Chapters: 23/? Fandom: One Direction (Band) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Josh Devine/Original Female Character(s), Niall Horan/Original Female Character(s), Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles & Original Female Character(s) Characters: Josh Devine, Original Female Character(s), Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Zayn Malik, Sandy Beales, Jon Shone, Dan Richards Summary:

The one where Josh has premature arthritis in his wrists and needs time off to heal. And he's got someone to replace him for rehearsals and the WWAT Tour. Which is great really. Except when it's his best friend. And when it's a girl. Lilo knows very little about One Direction. There are 5 of them. They lost X-Factor but they won at life. But Josh adored them, especially the blond one. So they should be alright if her best friend liked them. Plus they needed a drummer. And Lilo knows a lot about drums.

[ainachina]

Chapters: 21/? Fandom: One Direction (Band) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Josh Devine/Original Female Character(s), Niall Horan/Original Female Character(s), Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles & Original Female Character(s) Characters: Josh Devine, Original Female Character(s), Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Zayn Malik, Sandy Beales, Jon Shone, Dan Richards Summary:

The one where Josh has premature arthritis in his wrists and needs time off to heal. And he's got someone to replace him for rehearsals and the WWAT Tour. Which is great really. Except when it's his best friend. And when it's a girl. Lilo knows very little about One Direction. There are 5 of them. They lost X-Factor but they won at life. But Josh adored them, especially the blond one. So they should be alright if her best friend liked them. Plus they needed a drummer. And Lilo knows a lot about drums.

[ainachina]

Chapters: 20/? Fandom: One Direction (Band) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Josh Devine/Original Female Character(s), Niall Horan/Original Female Character(s), Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles & Original Female Character(s) Characters: Josh Devine, Original Female Character(s), Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Zayn Malik, Sandy Beales, Jon Shone, Dan Richards Summary:

The one where Josh has premature arthritis in his wrists and needs time off to heal. And he's got someone to replace him for rehearsals and the WWAT Tour. Which is great really. Except when it's his best friend. And when it's a girl. Lilo knows very little about One Direction. There are 5 of them. They lost X-Factor but they won at life. But Josh adored them, especially the blond one. So they should be alright if her best friend liked them. Plus they needed a drummer. And Lilo knows a lot about drums.

[ainachina]

Chapters: 17/? Fandom: One Direction (Band) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Josh Devine/Original Female Character(s), Niall Horan/Original Female Character(s), Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles & Original Female Character(s) Characters: Josh Devine, Original Female Character(s), Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Zayn Malik, Sandy Beales, Jon Shone, Dan Richards Summary:

The one where Josh has premature arthritis in his wrists and needs time off to heal. And he's got someone to replace him for rehearsals and the WWAT Tour. Which is great really. Except when it's his best friend. And when it's a girl. Lilo knows very little about One Direction. There are 5 of them. They lost X-Factor but they won at life. But Josh adored them, especially the blond one. So they should be alright if her best friend liked them. Plus they needed a drummer. And Lilo knows a lot about drums.