modern hippie

babaeng mahilig sa ulan

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When you're 18, and you're so worried about being left out in life. Perks of using too much social media, watching how people live their lives everyday is like putting pressure on myself too much.

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4 pics 1 word.

I told myself I'm not gonna cry but it was from this moment when I knew I will.

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fire x lit x burn

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I don't know but I felt kinda weird kasi nakasakay ako ngayon sa Jeep and everyone's like "why aren't you wearing a mask?" on their faces. Sorry naman po, ubos nadaw kasi mask sa CDO. LMFAO! 😂

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's been too long since I last use Tumblr, and I'm so happy to be back.

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man, it's good to be with them again. it's so hard to catch up when u'r in different schools.

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i wear yellow on wednesday.

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noong unay wala akong plano dumating siya't may dalang plano gumawa kami ng plano ngunit papano, kung ang taong kasabay mong nagplano ngayo'y iba na ang pinaplano paano?

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Nakakainis lang ah? Ano bang ginawa ko? I know na mama ko siya kaya i don't have the right to question her pero i just can't help it. Hindi lang ako kumain ang rami ng sinabi. Bakit ganon? Sinabi ko ngang busog ako dahil kumain na ako on the way papauwi. Sinabihan na ako na sobrang talino ko na raw. Magagamit ko ba daw ito. Grabe konting pabor lang, wag akong disturbohin kasi ang rami kung projects na gagawin yun na sinabi sa akin? Ang saklap naman nito. I know dapat magpasalamat ako kasi there is this person na nagmomonitor kung kumakain na ako pero di ba pwede just for once e consider muna nila? I have reason why ayaw ko munang kumain. First, matagal akong matapos and second inaantok na ako pagkatapos kong kumain. I wanted to say sorry pero parehas pang mainit mga ulo namin.

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🚏Tablon, CDOC

Retreat 2k18

I considered it as the best retreat ever. Well, ang mahal mahal ng bayad but the memories are all worth it. First night with people who are really important to you. Especially the girl beside me in these pictures. I must say she has been my very best friend for a long time. My best buddy in almost everything. I can’t imagine myself in the present without her. I’m so glad i transferred school ‘cause i get to know this person. I know we’ll part ways but this person? I will never forget every memories we made. I know friendship will fade but she’s always a part of my soul, body, and mind. I’ll cherish this person ‘cause she has been one my inspiration to keep going. She’s been there, every step that i make. I just hope the feeling is mutual. I love her, always be and always will. She is the best bestfriend ever. And i couldn’t asked for more. She’s more than enough.

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That's how you rock the dance floor.

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Christmas escaped 🚊

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Bakit ganon?

Kahapon when i got home ni check ko ang messenger ko only to find out na may nag chat sa akin na hindi ko inaasahan. I mean bakit naman siya magcchat diba? So yun may tinanong lang pala and yung puso ko grabe bes para ngang tumigil ako sa paghinga. I don’t know why, i keep insisting na wala na talaga akong crush sa kanya pero why is it like this? Every time na nakikita ko ang pangalan niya i found myself controlling my breath. Bakit ganon bess?

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Spontaneous shots 📷

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Yesterday

So yesterday was our family day, ewan ko ba kung matatawag ko yun eh wala naman ang parents ko. Nangyari sa library ako nag stay along with my best friend. Ayun may crush siya, sobrang crush talaga. Crush niya na yun for almost 3 years. Ang nangyari sabi niya sa akin gusto daw niya sundin yung sinabi ko sa kanya na e let nalang niya ang feeling niya. I mean ang point ko kasi is gagraduate naman lang din kami why not e let nalang niya ang feelings niya. So we came up with the idea na susulat siya ng letter and medyo close ko kasi crush niya ilalagay ko sa locker ni guy. Gusto lang din naman niya mapalabas ang feelings niya. At anon naman. Di ko talaga yun malilimutan. Ang dami ding ginawa ng best friend ko para kay guy.

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Hindi ibig sabihin galit ang isang tao sayo, galit ka narin sa kanya. Hindi ibig sabihin na kinutya ka niya, kukutyain mo nadin siya. Hindi ibig sabihin di ka niya pinapatawad, di mo nadin siya papatawarin. At hindi ibig sabihin na sinabi ko sayo noon na mahal kita hanggang ngayon yon pa din.

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So yeah i was just there yesterday in our school’s playground playing on the swing. Eh so foundation day nga namin tas di pa ako sinipot ng mga bestfriend ko kaya lumabas ako sa library tas naupo sa swing. Ewan ko ba ang addict ko sa swing so yun nga. Tulala lang ako when someone sitted on the katabing swing. I look at my side and saw that little girl. She’s really adorable. Yun nag usap lang kami. Marami kaming napag-usapan, may nasabi siyang secret sa akin. Sa conversation namin i realized na iba na pala talaga ang mga bata ngayon. She was just a mere 6 years old and kung magsalita siya para na siyang 18 years old. Grabe na amaze talaga ko and at her age addict na siya sa K-pop and memorize pa niya ah? Grabe bess. Sobrang nga nga ako.