what would you do if i break free and leave us in RUINS ? took this DAGGER in me and removed it gain the weight of you then lose it believe me, I could do it !if it's all in my head tell me now. tell me i've got it wrong somehow. i know my love should be celebrated. but you tolerate it.
AHHHH IS THIS REAL LIFE? IβM SO EXCITED TO BE HERE WOW ! hello friends ! Β iβm so pumped to get to know all of your children, and i hope you like my painfully irish angel bby aislin. her app did get a bit long so i tried to type up a tldr version, but shutting me up is practically impossible so forgive me if thatβs long too. i do have a few wanted connections listed below as well, but if nothing tickles your fancy iβm super open to seeing where the cat drags us or plotting out something else entirely ! @opalsmediaβ
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[ HALEY LU RICHARDSON, CISWOMAN, SHE/HER ] shh ! AISLIN WALSH, the TWENTY-ONE Β year old SECOND year FILM & PHILOSOPHY major from WATERFORD IRELAND, is known as a SAPPHIRE around here. SHE was invited to join because OF HER AWARD WINNING SHORT FILMS, and now, theyβre here to stay. SHE reminds me of PICKING FLOWERS ON HER WAY TO CLASS, WRITING LOVE LETTERS IN FOREIGN LANGUAGES, THE ART OF SETTING YOURSELF ON FIRE TO KEEP OTHERS WARM.
A Very Brief History:
Aislin grew up a very wild child, which her parents did not like at all. They chose to pay more attention to her brother who muted himself for their approval, and followed them blindly. She took solace in books, and making her own little movies or music videos with her friends. Think of those cringey MVs made by seventh graders.Β Very imaginative as a child as she spent a lot of time alone. She learned how to entertain herself no matter the occasion, and played a lot with the nannies, maids, gardeners, and cooks on their estate.Β
She comes from old money, as the Walshβs own a long line of car manufacturers throughout the Republic of Ireland and the United Kingdom. Her family praises her older brother for being responsible for getting a deal to import their cars to the US and asia. He was also a member of the society, and her parents never expected Aislin to be invited to join. Especially her mother who doesnβt believe her interest in Film and Philosophy isnβt attractive for aΒ βyoung eliteβ
βTalk less, smile more.β ( shoutout to hamilton ) a phrase she commonly heard as she always has a million thoughts running through her mind. Each one she deemed important. There was so much to the world she didnβt understand, and had yet to see. Itβs what made her so passionate about exploring it through film. To insert her own philosophy and start discussions around whatever thought was plaguing her the most. But her mother wished she would just shut up and let important people feel important.
The lack of attention from her parents made her a strong people pleaser. Searching for the approval she didnβt get from home no matter how hard she tried. Sheβs always there to lend a helping hand no matter how late, will be the ear someone needs and offer her best advice. Believes that her loyalty and devotion will earn her the love she so often felt she didnβt receive from her parents. Aislin knows what itβs like to feel neglected and like sheβs not being paid attention to and she never wants people to feel that way so she showers everyone in the love she wishes her parents will show to her.
Aislin has a mind for wonder, and an imagination that knows no bounds because she canβt do the things she watches the protagonists she writes do. Itβs her only form of escape from her life and she wishes she could live freely as her protagonists do but watching them in films would have to be enough. A passion that shows through as she as three award winning short films sheβs known around the film community for. Those films being:Β βFor the Love of a Daughterβ,Β βThe Problem with a Promiseβ,Β andΒ βThe Ways in Which Footprints Lieβ.
Personality:
She puts others before herself always no matter the situation. She isnβt a prideful person, so sheβs typically the first to apologize whenever any sign of conflict arises even if she wasnβt the reason the conflict started.
Β Itβs really hard for her to stand up for herself, and will usually just allow people to take advantage of her or walk all over her. Sheβs scared of disappointing people so she does her best to keep the peace at all times.Β
Aislin wishes to be selfish, and put herself first but canβt bring herself to do it. So she takes out her wishes through her works. Her protagonists are always free spirited, strong willed, and openly opinionated because she feels like she canβt be.
She romanticizes every aspect of her life, and tries to find joy in the little things. Sheβs quick on her feet, and performs well under pressure.Β Also tries her best to give everyone she meets the benefit of the doubt even if they come with their fair share of bad interactions. Even if they treat her poorly she tries to find the good in them.
Wanted Connections:
her muse. this person is someone she longs to be like. they inspire her most ambitious of characters because of how selfishly and carefree theyβre able to live. she notices how they put their wants first without showing shame, and aislin tries to mimic their speech, and the way they interact with others but she always folds. she wants to be close to this person in hopes their habits will rub off on her. sheβs afraid to ask how they got so assertive because she doesnβt want them to pity her or be annoyed but theyβre remain a dream to her all the same.
the one that got away. itβs aislinβs fault these two didnβt work out. she couldnβt get out of her own head. they werenβt ever a couple but this muse was very sweet on her, and aislin wasnβt use to that. she was constantly thinking it was only a matter time before she disappointed them. she was hot then cold, clingy then distant and it made her feels seem like mixed signals. this muse could only take so much and eventually stopped pursuing her all together. something aislin knew was coming yet couldnβt bring herself to stop.
her comfort crowd. this could definitely be a few muses ! these people would be her group of donβt ask donβt tell. theyβd have their own code, and hold each other secrets to their heart and take them to the grave. they all have access to each otherβs places, know their favorite foods, and spend all night sharing secrets, reciting dreams, and being their most authentic selves. in the days that follow their stress relief they donβt speak of that night, pretending like it didnβt happen until they need another night like it again.
her midas touch. this person manages to always get her out of her comfort zone, and do things she normally wouldnβt for herself. they can see the way she struggles with doing for others and doing for herself and want them to choose herself. they sometimes get into arguments over it because no matter how many steps she takes forward she always ends right back treating others in the way she should treat herself.
her skeptic. this person thinks her treat people with kindness attitude is nothing but an act. they believe sheβs working some kind of angle, whether it be within the society, her department, her inner circle, etc. they just donβt trust the way she acts. fully believing thereβs more to her sweet persona than meets the eye.
status : closedΒ βββ ( @gvrnetsββ )
continued from : the discord nye thread bc im a garbage person and completely forgot to reply so anyone donβt perceive move along i love u riley pls love me back
Β try Β as Β she Β might, Β aislin Β couldnβt Β rid Β her Β mind Β of Β intimate Β paragraphs. Β each Β time Β she Β saw Β hollis Β or Β thought Β to Β reach Β out Β to Β him, Β the Β words Β never Β meant Β for Β anyone Β else Β would Β engross Β her Β thoughts; Β playing Β back Β each Β detail Β as Β if Β she Β would Β listening Β to Β it Β on Β audio. Β the Β guilt Β was Β alwaysΒ swift Β to Β accompany Β them. Β it Β seemed Β what Β she Β wanted Β to Β forget Β the Β most Β had Β every Β intention Β of Β sticking Β around. Β she Β was Β once Β certain Β that Β despite Β apology Β hollis Β would Β want Β nothing Β more Β to Β do Β with Β her. Β the Β invasion Β of Β privacy Β sheβd Β committed Β would Β have Β warranted Β him Β that Β much; Β yet Β he Β sought Β her Β out. Β whether Β he Β was Β searching Β for Β answers, Β or Β searching Β for Β assurance, Β aislin Β wanted Β to Β give Β him Β both. Β she Β definitely Β owed Β it Β to Β him. Β β Β you Β have Β every Β right Β to Β be Β mad, Β though. Β if Β you Β want Β to Β be, Β i Β mean. Β iβd Β deserve Β it...ββ Β i Β didnβt Β read Β all Β of Β it Β though Β ! Β once Β i Β figured Β out Β it Β belonged Β to Β you Β i Β shut Β it Β immediately, Β and Β i Β still Β feel Β really Β bad Β about Β it. Β i Β promise Β i Β wonβt Β tell Β anyone. Β those Β are Β your Β things Β to Β share Β whenever Β you Β get Β ready Β βββ Β if Β you Β get Β ready, Β i Β wouldnβt Β everΒ cross Β a Β line Β like Β that. Β especially Β after Β what Β i Β did, Β which, Β again Β ββ Β iβm Β so Β sorry. Β β
β why would it ever be weird ? i donβt think opals should be seen as inaccessible or difficult to talk to. from my understanding, theyβre people we should feel comfortable enough to get close to. weβre all connected, and i like to think weβre connected for the better. isadora has only ever shown me kindness from the moment i met her. to me, she exemplifies what a predecessor should be to prodigies; open, comforting, helpful, honest...ββ donβt get me wrong though, i donβt think sheβs the only opal whoβs like that. but our friendship does go beyond the society, i think. we wonβt always be members in the end. one day sheβll graduate and move on, and if iβm accepted in, iβll also graduate and move on; but weβll be friends forever. it was like i realized a part of me was missing my entire life when i met her, and when you find something like that you donβt let it go so easily. β
excuse me i wasnβt gonna say anything bc i didnβt wanna start shit or make you feel bad but i think itβs really unfair that you are so beautiful and warm and amazing and i think u need to remember that abt urself always
β oh my god...βββ thank you ? i ββ iβll do my best. β
[ 4:23 PM ] : i had no idea there were so many different kinds of yellows
[ 4:25 PM ] : i went in to that boutique to find a yellow top
[ 4:25 PM ] : thatβs it, thatβs all i asked for. and she started shooting of color variations, names i never heard of, accents???
[ 4:27 PM ] : i had no answers so i panicked and left
[ 4:30 PM ] : all it tells me is that i can never go shopping without you
What was my muses 5 last unsent texts yours?
[ 2:29 AM ] : i donβt get what you see in me
[ 2:32 AM ] : i really do try to see myself the way you do
[ 2:35 AM ] : but i just donβt get it...
[ 2:40 AM ] : iβm not trying to be mean to myself by the way !
[ 2:43 AM ] : iβm just... again, i donβt understand it
What was my muses last snapchat to yours?
just aislin being obsessed with alejandra as per usual
What my muse saved your number as?
sunshine oβ mineΒ βοΈ
What contact photo my muse has set for yours?
here we have another aislin snapshot and she is very obsessed with this one
What ringtone my muse has set for yours?
everybody gets an individual animal crossing ringtone !
How many times my muse has called your this week?
like seven??Β
How many calls has my muse missed from yours?
absolutely none. aislin answers immediately when alejandra calls.
brandon and aislin for the brotp meme (we can pretend they can hold a single functional conversation <3)
BROTP MEME !
who steals french fries off the otherβs plate : brandon would steal fries from her, but like stealth mode so aislin didnβt even realize he was taking them.
who jokingly moves in for the kiss when someone asks if theyβre a couple : neither. jeopardy music plays in the background and they both kinda side step away from each other UHIFJDEBFUDIJSKO
who has to bust or bail the other out of jail : aislin would pick brandon up, and be so happy that he called her the whole timeΒ
who gives the other advice/comfort about dating issues : more than likely it would be aislin coming to brandon for advice but not meaning to. like she was just rambling as she does and accidentally spills her life story.
who shamelessly cheats at games by reaching over to cover the otherβs eyes : oh brandon for sure
who immediately calls dibs on the top bunk : they say it at the same time, and aislin letβs him take it
who starts and who wins the pillow fights : i feel like aislin would try to start one but brandon is simply like no <3
who says βyour pants would look better on their floorβ to the otherβs potential crush : brandon <3
who steals french fries off the otherβs plate : they spend more time slapping each otherβs hands away from their plates than actually eating.
who jokingly moves in for the kiss when someone asks if theyβre a couple : literally neither. rhys definitely keels over laughing, and aislin fake gags and stands like thirty feet away. probably blames him for people thinking theyβre a couple.
who has to bust or bail the other out of jail : aislin is the one picking him up from jail and is either making fun of him or scolding him the entire time.
who gives the other advice/comfort about dating issues : rhys knows he can go to aislin with anything, but i feel like aislin goes to him a lot more frequently than he comes to her. but its a mutual vibe.Β
who shamelessly cheats at games by reaching over to cover the otherβs eyes : rhys. but also aislin. itβs a lot of screaming when they play games together.
who immediately calls dibs on the top bunk : rhys, and then they end up racing for it.
who starts and who wins the pillow fights : aislin starts them, and she also wins them. not because of her strength but because of her persistent she is. like heβll think the fight is over and sheβll sneak another attack in.
who says βyour pants would look better on their floorβ to the otherβs potential crush : a million percent rhys as payback for aislin mocking the way he flirts <3
[ 3:21 AM ] : are you sleeping?
[ 3:21 AM ] : hello? wake up please, i miss you
[ 3:30 AM ] : pls donβt make me devour this bag of gummy bears by myself
[ 3:45 AM ] : im messaging you again in fifteen minutes and if youβre not up iβll leave you alone
[ 4:00 AM ] : okay i lied iβm actually gonna come wake up you, sorry. i want a hug. and also i love you.
What was my muses 5 last unsent texts yours?
these texts do not exist ! she tells isadora quite literally everything.
What was my muses last snapchat to yours?
in which aislin finds unflattering candids taken by isa <3
What my muse saved your number as?
β¨ isadork β¨ πππππ₯Ί
What contact photo my muse has set for yours?
she absolutely told isa not to move bc she looked cinematic and then took this pic
What ringtone my muse has set for yours?
i refuse to change the animal crossing vibes
How many times my muse has called your this week?
over 15 probaly
How many calls has my muse missed from yours?
probably like 5 but only because they call each other so frequently.
who steals french fries off the otherβs plate : oh they one hundred percent order different dishes and then just put them in the middle of the table and share their meals with each other like the platonic lovers they are.
who jokingly moves in for the kiss when someone asks if theyβre a couple : both of them, a thousand percent.
who has to bust or bail the other out of jail : they are absolutely in jail together. probably for accidental public intoxication.
who gives the other advice/comfort about dating issues : they both do ! there isnβt anything they canβt tell each other, and are always there with open arms and warm hugs.Β
who shamelessly cheats at games by reaching over to cover the otherβs eyes : both of them, and at the same time too so theyβre both losing
who immediately calls dibs on the top bunk : they just go round and round in circles likeΒ βno you take it.βΒ βare you sure?βΒ βyou can have itβ
who starts and who wins the pillow fights : isadora starts them, but it alternates on who wins them. they usually give up at the same time because theyβre laughing too hard.
who says βyour pants would look better on their floorβ to the otherβs potential crush : both of them tbqh
[ 12:32 PM ] : i was reading this really cool article about the use of unconventional materials within art earlier
[ 12:35 PM ] : they had this girl who used the ink from highlighters, and like crayola markers as watercolor !
[ 12:35 PM ] : just thought it might be fun to try out !
[ 12:52 PM ] : i mean not together or anything ! i mean we could, if you were open. but i just meant like a new medium for you to try, if you need my help though iβm here !
[ 1:05 PM ] : just a thought, anyway hope youβre having a good day
What was my muses 5 last unsent texts yours.?
[ 3:20 AM ] : i hate that i donβt know how to talk to you
[ 3:25 AM ] : i always managed to say the wrong thing somehow
[ 3:28 AM ] : i always mess it up
[ 3:52 AM ] : iβd only screw up our friendship too. i have a knack for screwing things up
[ 3:57 AM ] : you never deserved how i hurt you and iβm so sorry
What was my muses last snapchat to yours?
just this very generic pic she probably sent to everybody but still had a shaky hand pressing on his name too
What my muse saved your number as?
eliot rivera . ( that physically hurt me to write :/ )
What contact photo my muse has set for yours?
more pain ? more pain ! she took this on one of their dates and just canβt bring herself to change the pic.
What ringtone my muse has set for yours?
iβve started an animal crossing trend i canβt stop now
Aislin would never answer this honestly so iβm answering it for her. She breaks her own heart tbh. She doesnβt mean to, but she sets up standards for herself so very high, and obviously when it doesnβt meet them sheβs crushed. In her mind she expects things to be easy, no complications, and nothing bad ever happening. So when things get hard she gets gone, and just doesnβt confront anything ever. But itβs definitely fixable, and sheβs is trying to work on it. I think the first, and one of the hardest steps, sheβs had to take so far is starting over with Eliot. If she can accomplish being friends with him after the heart break their break up caused ( again her fault ) i think sheβd feel a lot more confident in having the hard conversations.
do you think your mother will ever look at you in a different way?
β of course ! Itβll just take some time...ββ iβm quite alright once you get to know me. And sheβll want to get to know me, sheβs my mom after all. things are just...ββ busy. thatβs all. lots to do at home, and i have a lot to prepare for too but weβll find the time eventually ! β
