sigh :(

Haren Aiyah|15|Pessimist

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“It would be too easy to say that I feel invisible. Instead, I feel painfully visible, and entirely ignored.”  ― David Levithan, Every Day

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things I can’t imagine

someone having a crush on me

someone randomly seeing me and thinking ‘wow she’s cute’

someone getting happy because I messaged them first

someone thinking about me, in general

someone wondering how I am

someone finding me attractive

someone doing something to try and impress me

someone asking their friend on what to say to me 

someone wanting to get to know me

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my hobbies include sleeping and disappointing everyone close to me

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Yung tipong lahat na lang nihate niya tapos pag may nanghe-hate sakanya niya ayaw niya. Luh?

[happinems]

She dropped her pen and looked directly at his eyes and said, “You know why I love sleeping? Because when I’m asleep, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not broken. I feel nothing.”

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T_T

Shettt. Nakakaiyak yung pending coffee chuchu. Di ko alam kung nakakaiyak nga ba o iyakin lang talaga ako. Ajuju. Basta naiiyak ako. :"(

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Kuhanan ng toga kanina tapos dapat practice kaso umuwi na kami nagkulay kami ng buhok. Mehehe. Red yung akin di gaano halata lalo na yung kay Mae. Yung kay Cristel halata kasi nagkulay na din siya dati. Tapos akala ko nawala yung ribbon ko eh pinag uusapan pa lanhg namin kanina yun. Binalikan ko pa sa school pag balik ko nasa bahay lang pala. Tas kanina pag sakay ko sa jeep sabi ko "Sta. Cruz" eh nasa Sta. Cruz na nga ako. Engot moments. Hahaha. Pero impernes galing ko tumawid at sumakay ng jeep mag isa kanina. Achievement yun hahaha

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Augustus Waters <3

asdfghjkl :( :">

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friend: there's a life outside the internet

me: send me the link

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sometimes human males have these nice faces and it’s so stressful

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Yung feeling na ayaw mo tapusin yung isang book kasi parang yung saya mo matatapos din.Like,yun na din yung naging buhay mo at pag tinapos mo yun di mo na alam mangyayari next. Parang ikaw natapos ka na din,ang masaklap pa ay wala siyang kasunod. Kaya hahanap ka na naman at ganun ulet.ASDFGHJKL paulet ulet. Pero di ko talaga kaya tapusin di ko kaya na palitan o higitan po yung nararamdaman ko para sa Loveteam nina Hazel at Augustus. Ajujuju.

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MALAKI ang pinagkaiba ng PAPANSIN sa AGAW PANSIN. Okay?

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Sa tanda kong to pag baba na lang ng jeep nadapa pa ako. Ang saya. Ajuju

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Hi. Are you following buhaybabae, kiefercelo, gutompalage?

Yes,except the one in the middle :) Why?

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tama mawawala din to panandalian lang naman to eh. Katulad lang to ng naramdaman ko sa ibang crushes ko. Nakachat ko lang siya then that's it. I dont have to worry about what I'm gonna ask him next time...... Feelings change just like people. I don't wanna be confused with this temporary feelings. I don't want to assume about what's gonna happen next be dissapointed and get hurt..........Not now please.....

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i want to be close to you but we don't even talk and the worse thing is that you don't even know that this awkward girl exist.

[rixnn]

if you yell at me or use a serious tone of voice around me i will get really nervous and scared and there’s a 99% chance i will start crying