escaping the bars that bound.

I'm AJ Nameth, a 21-year old lesbian who was born and raised in a place I like to call hell. I'm addicted to sports, women, sex and beer.

[brookejfc-deactivated20130614]

Dude, you’ve been training for this for.. ages. I’d be an ass not to support you.

[aj-nameth-blog]

Watch near the finish line, then. So we can just get the hell out of there after I win.

[brookejfc-deactivated20130614]

Can I come with you? I mean, what kind of girlfriend would I be if I didn’t cheer you on at the sides? 

[aj-nameth-blog]

One that doesn't want to stand around for an hour to see five seconds of me running?

I won't mind if you don't want to go.

[brookejfc-deactivated20130614]

Damn, you got my hopes up for nothing.

— wait, today? 

[aj-nameth-blog]

Yep. In about a half an hour I'm leaving the house to go do it.

[brookejfc-deactivated20130614]

That better be an invitation. 

[aj-nameth-blog]

You'll have to wait. I'm running my marathon soon.

[brookejfc-deactivated20130614]

Is it me or is it ridiculously freezing in this house?

[aj-nameth-blog]

Clearly it's because you're not in my bed.

[fcknzaynmalik]

Thanks but no thanks.

[aj-nameth-blog]

Might wanna rethink that.

[anandarobinson]

Well...

[anandarobinson]

These girls don’t understand the responsibility to fuck isn’t that easy to maintain.

Sometimes you just want a normal conversation. Not a plot to see how great you are in bed.

[aj-nameth-blog]

I know, right? Fuck their expectations.

[forevermeowingg-deactivated2013]

Um.. I don’t.

[aj-nameth-blog]

Never mind.

[fcknzaynmalik]

Alright. Good to know.

[aj-nameth-blog]

I got your back.

[fcknzaynmalik]

Pretty sure we just tolerated each other.

[aj-nameth-blog]

Hm, whatever, Either way - I care.

[anandarobinson]

Well...

[anandarobinson]

I mean… you make is sound a little like a curse. Does it bother you?

[aj-nameth-blog]

Nah, girls just come to me with expectations. I always fulfill them, but sometimes I just want to lay down.

[fcknzaynmalik]

Probably not, I wasn’t happy before so..but I was okay. Why do you even care about me all of a sudden?

[aj-nameth-blog]

Pretty sure we became friends a bit ago. Just because you hate me and throw that away, doesn't me I will.

[anandarobinson]

Well...

[anandarobinson]

I know, right?

I’m fucking stunning.

[aj-nameth-blog]

I'm the go-to fuck now, though, that you're out of the way.

I suppose I should thank you.

[fcknzaynmalik]

I could live without Vanessa…if I really had  to.

None taken.

[aj-nameth-blog]

But would you be happy? I just want you to be okay, if she doesn't end up being what you think she is -- I want to make sure you're really happy.

[fcknzaynmalik]

When other people look at you and say you aren’t happy, that nothing matters to you anymore, yeah you get upset.

Vanessa isn’t going to go away…she’s going to be with me until she decides she no longer wants me. Warn me of what exactly? That you’re planning to take away my girlfriend? 

[aj-nameth-blog]

The point isn't that she isn't going away. The point is, you should be looking for a happy Ally that will survive with or without Vanessa.

No offense, Vanessa isn't really my type.

[forevermeowingg-deactivated2013]

Wait.. what?

[aj-nameth-blog]

You know.

[fcknzaynmalik]

I’m not happy because you made me upset.

I’m hardly lying, I am happy when I don’t talk to other people then stuff happens and it makes me upset. Maybe I shouldn’t be here…it’s not good for me. I don’t know but all I know is talking to people makes me upset.

[aj-nameth-blog]

If you were happy, then other people shouldn't matter. 

You have a false sense of happiness. Take Vanessa away and you're back to square one. Fucking everything that moves, drinking like a fish, and being unhappy. I know it may seem like I'm being a bitch, but I'm not trying to be. I'm trying to warn you - and if you hate me because of that then whatever. I tried.