Pile 2: "Marianne... I'm not a religious person, but I do sometimes think god made you for me." (Three of Wands Reverse)
Pile 3: "If I commit suicide with someone, I'd like it to be you." (Nine of Pentacles)
It is through the intimate relationships we have with our beloveds that we unlock the true yearning of souls' desires.
Pile 1:
Cards: Queen of Swords, Judgement (Reverse), The Herophant, Ace of Cups, Queen of Pentacles (Reverse), Nine of Swords (Reverse), Ace of Wands (Reverse), & Nine of Cups.
Song: Drew Barrymore by SZA
Pfffft... This reading was probably clear as day. I haven't received a message so blunt like this in a while. Normally, I would never say this, but break up with them! I'm jk... but this is the first thing I thought of while pulling the first shuffle.
Queen of Swords energy represents a strong and passionate energy, and it's giving me the vibe that this queen's peace does not like to be disrupted.
Then we have a separate energy Judgment in the reverse. Six of Cups shows me that Judgment and the Queen of Swords have romantically interacted before. I'm not saying this is someone from the past, but the connection shows these two energies interacting with each other. I see something has been built, ultimately a source of trust and stability with a foundation, but I see this foundation has started to form cracks. Making both energies weary about the trajectory of this connection. Something isn't working, the queen of swords energy wants to move move move. However, this Judgment card wants to withdraw into themself.
The queen is feeling deep remorse, almost like a premature breakup period. With the nine of swords reverse, I feel there are many things this energy may say that will come from a real place of hurt and distrust. I really empathize with this because this energy feels a lack of emotional reciprocity from their counterpart, and becomes fearful of the foundation they've built. (may have some Gemini placements, specifically Mars, Venus, or Mercury). Side note, with the ace of cups here, they are showing me the outcome of this person's energy, creating immense opportunities for creativity. I don't know, there's also a message that whatever this queen energy says or has said in the past may be reiterated in a story that is passed down to others for advice. I think the message for that would be, you're not alone in this, and many people have or will go through this remorse in their life, and our experiences can be a catalyst to help others and ourselves grow.
The Judgement card in reverse shows that this energy may have ghosted the Queen of Swords. There's an energy of this person leaving someone hanging, but it's showing me there was a reason for this. It was a decision for this person to operate in this energy, possibly to reassess how they're feeling. I see that this energy deep down has a lot of hope for this connection, but doesn't exactly know how to make it a reality. They're afraid of the queen seeing them for who they really are. Maybe going through a depressive episode. I don't think they're very happy with the way they present themselves or the way they treat the queen here. This energy is big on the blame game. I can see them physically in their room, pacing. Big anxious. Lots of insecurities regarding how they process their emotions, they wish it came easier to them. They look up to the queen for being so assertive and knowing what they want. This person's energy is very indecisive, constantly comparing themselves to the queen, and I can see how I'm consistently judging them throughout this spread, because they are judging themselves.
As I wrote that last sentence, I heard a woman screaming in her apartment, "I cant do this anymore, I cant do this anymore, I can't do this anymore". (lol talk Ab timing), I felt compelled that this judgment card is the silent killer of this connection; this person's current outlook on everything will break the foundation that was once built.
The outcome of this is the Hierophant, meaning you will both gain something from this connection, as it was once built on morals and values you both believed in at a certain point in time. I'm seeing that whatever happens will be the best-case scenario. If this energy persists I assume that the queen will move on taking bits and pieces of the relationship they liked and expressing that towards the future. While the judgment card seems to be moving at a snails pace to get to the root of the problem here.
Hope this helped,
Love,
- Wind.
Pile 2:
Cards: Three of Wands (Reverse), Seven of Pentacles, Seven of Swords, Four of Wands, Ace of Cups, & the Lovers.
Song: I'd Rather Go Blind by Beyoncé
This reading is type A asf lol, in the meaning that it's clear as day, no clarifiers needed.
OOF, this connection is strong, honey. The Ace of Cups paired with the Lovers is a telltale sign of emotional yearning. Having a minor arcana next to a major arcana energy tells me this is coming from the heartspace. It is gushy and warm, but several layers of boundaries block this ace of cups from being explored. I don't see separate energies. This may or may not have a special meaning to you or a connection with another that you deeply associate with your heart space. Something tells me this connection is blocked, or you're yearning to see even a glimpse of light at the end of the tunnel.
This doesn't feel like a breakup or ending. No. This ending already happened. It feels like being on the edge of something new. The beginning of a new cycle. Maybe... you're shedding the layers, habits, and old patterns. A sort of renewable energy that is created from hardship and struggle.
There may be a new connection you're interested in, but it's really triggering. You're scared that you may ruin this. You won't.
What is being presented to you is a product of your own manifestation. There's a message from someone who has passed on, saying they're with you and that it is safe to express the love that is in your heart. They are with you when you write, especially when your words feel like music.
Your defense system and survival instincts are alive right now. However, it's blocking you away from the four of wands. That suggests that this connection has a lot of hope for returning what it is you desire.
Take this as it resonates, this was def a message from someone specifically. This person who has passed on knows how you are feeling, and they are begging me to tell you to surrender to creation.
"It is safe to play now."
Love,
-Wind
Pile 3:
Cards: Nine of Pentacles, Two of Cups, The Wheel of Fortune, King of Pentacles, Nine of Pentacles, Five of Wands (Reverse), Nine of Swords, Knight of Pentacles (Reverse), & Death.
Song: Don't Break My Heart by UB40
Ahhh, this is my self-sufficient – aka...BOSS pile.
Something has caught your eye. It's showing me this isn't something you necessarily asked for. Nonetheless, you don't mind it. Maybe you've been single for a while or dating, and no one has really sparked anything with you. You may have high standards, which is great; you know what you want, and these standards were built, not just taken out of spite.
Haha, I can see that this new person may have tugged on your heartstrings a bit. And you're like, "Is my heart growing?". It's giving the Grinch when his heart grows two sizes. No one has made you feel this way in a while. And you're nervous that this is just not worth the time and energy.
Listen, no one can decide for you if this is something you want. I do see this pile having a tendency to overwork itself, often to the point of purely avoiding anything to do with emotions.
With the wheel of fortune here, the world is your oyster. Channel your independent energy into your emotions. Give yourself space and time to just feel, and I mean raw feelings. Let it pour out. I see there's a lot you're keeping inside that you may not even realize is bothering you. You're due for a big, ugly cry alone.
I see that after a big release of energy, this situation will become clearer to you. You will see it for what it is and remove any of the thoughts or emotions that are clouding your judgment.
All jokes aside. I think there is someone who wants to connect to you, but they're a little unsure about how to approach you. They don't want to get hurt. I don't think you will hurt them, but I can see this situation having three different outcomes based on how you approach them.
Guarded: Closed off energy, confusion, unsure, aggressive, defensive. Likely to stop talking despite attempts to communicate.
On reserve: Friendship energy, mutual agreements, keeping each other at arm's length, slow burner, getting to know each other.
One Night Stand: Passionate, likely under the influence, restless energy, feeling of "wanting to get it over with", mixed feelings, arguments, intense love, coupled with intense sadness.
It is all up to you. With the wheel of fortune, anything can happen here, but it starts with a choice. Take some time with yourself, alone, to figure out what it is you really want in a connection. I'm seeing this connection being a catalyst for becoming exactly the person you want to become.
Hope this helped.
Love,
-Wind
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Fifteenth century tarot cards, possibly the oldest known deck. Look how beautiful they are! These are from way back before they were used for cartomancy.
Enjoy this quick pac, have a lovely summer, everyone! I hope this helps.
Controlling anger is directly linked to our intimate emotions and past traumas. It is the brain's way of defending itself from feeling pain. We can become blindsided by our defenses and attach ourselves to the real experience of misalignment. With the power of free will, we can turn our hurt into light. Helping yourself first before others is sometimes the best decision for everyone.
Pile 1: "I WAS NOT EATING SAND"
Pile 2: "I had nobody to go out with tonight so I borught Daniel"
Cards - Ace of Wands (reversed), The Wheel, Nine of Swords (reversed)
There is a signal to pay attention to your illusion of control. Something did not go your way. It could be many things, a single instance, or maybe simply being disappointed.
A reminder that we can create our own cage of mental suffering when affirming negative thoughts. It can be a borderline addiction sometimes. The ego finds pleasure in engaging with mental pain, it can be just as stimulating as an adrenaline high.
You were born with the divine right to free will. Create the world you want to live in. That begins with internal peace. Do what brings you peace. If you feel paralyzed by your thoughts or stagnant emotions, remember that the best thing you can do is NOTHING; take a deep breath and prioritize your comfort.
The intimate energy here could be romantic or platonic, but it’s connected to your heart and root chakra, which tells me there’s a lot of passion regardless of how this person relates to you.
You may feel a strong sense to release these emotions. To let it all out so you may transform. Air, fire, and water energy. There’s been some sort of conflict, and it feels like it’s in the past, and you know it’s time to let go. I also sense a strong urge to act impulsively, but I see you not taking action because you’re mentally exhausted and don’t have the energy to do so.
You’re already on the path of love, but instead of looking at the ground, pick your head up and look at the sky. Breathe. My heart keeps racing for this pile because I can feel a sense of urgency, a key signal that there needs to be a slowdown. Think before you do. I see the universe physically trying to get your attention, to stop you from acting impulsively out of exhaustion.
I see that as time passes, you will be thankful for taking these emotions with a grain of salt while embracing your platonic relationships that uplift you. Emotions and thoughts flow like water; it won't be long before you can feel more like yourself again.
This is a strong message to be with your friends, connect to a community where you can express yourself without judgment, and find comfort in your friends. In short, laugh, life is a game, and it's too short to sit around and be stumped over something that did not work out.
Song: Blue Bayou - Linda Ronstadt (Music Video Below Enjoy :)
Pile 2: "I had nobody to go out with tonight so I brought out Daniel"
Cards - The World, Nine of Pentacles, and Three of Swords
Haha, I like this energy. I don't think you're the type to get that mad over things; you're usually very clear about your boundaries with strangers, friends, and family. You prefer it this way and feel it keeps the peace in most situations.
However, there is something that's been bothering you. You may feel like you're mad at yourself? Maybe you brought down your walls or let someone cross a boundary for the sake of being vulnerable, and you're deeply regretting it. Usually you're really responsible about making sure no one fucks with your feelings. It pains you to see this person walk on about their day like nothing happened. Whatever this person said or did to you meant a lot to you. You feel like they manipulated you into opening up.
Your anger actually motivates you to get things done and to feel better. You don't like to feel stuck, so you compensate for this with physical action. But at a certain point, you begin running away from the problems. If you don't deal with unsettling emotions, they will come back. I do see a strong desire for transformation; you definitely want to make light of this situation. I see no personal grudges towards another person, just an individual who wants to see the situation for what it is without being blinded by their emotions. But you must be aware of those emotions before you can know it for what it is.
I want to give you a hug. You have such a beautiful heart, you can't stay mad for long, even if you tried. But don't push down feelings that are important to you. You can honor them through your ability to speak. It would give you clarity if you told this person they deeply hurt you. I don't know how this person will react. But I see that regardless of how they take it, you will be genuine. A genuine sentiment provokes a genuine response.
After you tell the person who crossed you how you feel, I see that you will get your answer on who they really are. Then, you can let go of this past situation and move on in whatever way is better for your inner peace.
Song: Casual - Chappell Roan (Music Video Below Enjoy :)
Pile 3: "On My Puter"
Cards - The Empress, Four of Cups (reversed), and Ten of Cups (reversed)
Oh no no no no mama! I see you spiraling into a dark tunnel of confusion, self-pity, and detachment from your higher self.
"SCH-nap out of it!" - Cher
This was only a three-card pull, so I could not clarify. There was a life-changing aspect of your life, which is now over. [Some of you may be going through an intense breakup.] Whatever it is, I see it forced you to look at your inner conflict. The reality you see is very different from your feelings, which can cause you to dissociate. Just wanting to escape from reality, because it doesn't match how you're feeling inside.
Maybe this was something you thought you wanted, but it turned out to be quite disharmonious with how you feel. Whatever action you took, you don't regret it, you know it was the right thing to do.
There's an internal conflict, confusion about where you are and where you want to go. You're stuck running from the past. There is a saying that if you're not in the present, you're either in the past or the future. And I see right now you're in limbo between the present and the future while running away from the past. You're in a million places at once mentally. Don't burn yourself out now.
Be confident in your decisions, be grateful for every circumstance, tear, and sense of hope you had in your past. Use that energy to give you momentum in your present state. Disconnect from what is making you more anxious for your own good. And connect to yourself, I would say "connect to nature," but there's a reminder that you are stardust. Everything you need is stored inside you, the nature of your body with over 39 trillion microorganisms living on you; You're breathing life, a walking tree, a thousand-mile river, and you have the power to embrace your Empress energy.
An ancestor of yours is saying, "Get a grip, girl." Don't talk yourself out of the decisions; have faith that your intuition is powerful. Trust that you wouldn't act impulsively toward others, and use that respect for yourself. This is definitely a priority "self-care" pile.
You may only turn your anger into love by forgiving yourself first.
Song: There Must Be a Better Way - Friday Saturday & Sunday (Audio Video Below Enjoy :)
If you do go to Stockholm, you must check out the Vasa Museum. It is amazing. Basically, this ship sank 20 minutes after launch in the 1600s and then in the 1970s they pulled it out and that's the whole museum. And this ship was FANCY! Like painted wooden sculptures all over it (left is the real ship, right is a model with the original colour)
(middle some Roman style carvings, bottom left is a repainted relief based on colour analysis, bottom right are the materials and colours used to paint the ship)
They also had some sailors trunks that were sealed for all those years and opened in the modern day. They contained, among other things, board games (left) and this very warm looking pair of mitten (right)
This ship was an absolute disaster, but if it hadn't sunk when and where it did, we wouldn't have this amazing example of a historical wooden ship today.
How do people see you? Pick-A-Card with Pokemon! ✨
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Pile 1: Three of Cups and Togademaru! People see you as a fun person and a great person to party with! I see that a lot of people like you, but only a couple of people are close enough to know you completely. But you prefer it this way! I also feel like people may see you as weaker or less capable, but they are wrong! You surprise people with your strength and capabilities, and you are so much more than the friendly face people see!
Pile 2: Justice and Meganium! This tells me that you can come off as a bit quieter, and that you can sometimes be underappreciated if people don't know you well. I also see that people may see you as a rule follower or that you see things in black and white. You come across as a very intelligent person, but also you have strong opinions on what is right and wrong. Once people get to know you though they see your true beauty and loyalty as a friend!
Pile 3: 7 of Pentacles and Remoraid! This tells me that people see you as a dreamer, and that you have big plans for the future. People may think that you are dreaming too big, or that you need to be more realistic, but you know what you can achieve! People also see you as a hard worker, and a lot of your spare time and energy is directed towards your future dreams. People may also catch you day dreaming a lot, and you do not mind being alone with your thoughts! You have a clear goal in mind, and everyone around you can see your passion for this!
One of the greatest tragedies in life, is that you will always be loved more than you will ever know.
Someone in your class finds your presence inviting and warm, even if you only exchanged few words with them, or maybe none at all.
Someone on the street loves your smile and it brightens their path for the next few blocks.
Someone you used to be friends with, still wishes to fondly call your name. Even someone you were friends with five years ago, would give anything to be in the same room as you today.
Someone who regularly comes to work, is disappointed when you aren't there to brighten their day.
Someone is still listening to the music you've showed them. Someone is still using the phrases and words you used. Someone still smiles when they remember a moment with you. Someone learned how to love from you.
Someone missed you today.
Someone noticed when you were gone.
Someone loves you when you are there.
Someone loves you when you are nowhere to be found at all.
You may think that you have always disappeared when you are no longer in the picture. But you've never left the frame.