down to my skin & bone

   still remember you as a little girl who overwaters plants because she doesn’t know when to stop giving

[sighsf]

snapchat // open.

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lizzie: haappy enw year!!! lizzie: *hasappy lizzie: duck this

alessia: snapchat is a lying cunt where was my notification for this alessia: duck it alessia: a very belated happy new year to you too liz

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[adele voice] hello its me

im alive can u believe. going home for the holidays kind of threw me way out but im slowly but surely getting back into things. right now im kind of stressing tf out about all of the shit i have to catch up on at the office but my good looks and sparkling personality will definitely, finally grace the dash again later tonight, i SWEAR

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her new year’s eve plans, her original new year’s eve plans, had included a quick call at her favorite mongolian restaurant, a freshly made bed, netflix, and a, hopefully, fast asleep baby in the upstairs bedroom. she hadn’t put much value -- or ANY at all, really -- on the holiday for years, rather holing herself up on her own, keeping her mind occupied with whatever new television show was the latest hype. -- but plans didn’t last very long in auckland. alessia should’ve known she was to surely end up at one of her local go-to bar at some point into the night. whatever sort of magic her study group practiced on her, it worked, always. “cheers, EH,” her laughter rang through the crowded bar, a few heads turning in confusion, surprise, bewilderment. alessia herself threw her head back, drowning her sixth shot of cotton candy flavored vodka in a row. it was addictive. licking her lips, her lazy eyes fell onto the now empty dozens of shot glasses they had ordered no ten minutes before, her face immediately falling into a disappointed frown. her mind reeling, wrapping itself around the fact that they were out of alcohol for the moment being, eyes glued onto the stacks of sticky shot glasses, she missed her friends throwing their hands up to form a triangle above their heads, boop their own noses, or simply putting one of their index fingers down; a simple game they had taken on to play to elect the next person whose turn it was to get them a refill -- more or less fairly. a chorus of laughter rang her ears, and her eyebrows knit in obvious confusion, alessia raised her head to be met by expectant eyes and proud grins all around. an instant groan rolled off her tongue with ease, her head falling again, defeatedly, and she threw her hands down, connecting with the table top and causing a chink of glasses; taunting, and she automatically turned to glare at the inanimate vessels. “alright, alright,” alessia threw her hands up, easily defeated, and added an overly dramatic sigh as she pushed herself up, and out of their booth. “but if i’m paying, i’m choosing.” she left the mild warning hanging in the air, back already turned towards her friends, and her feet quickly carrying her towards the bar. ( @noellejpeg )

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“please, please, please ignore that mistletoe.”

eyebrows knit in obvious confusion, a shake of her head, she automatically threw her hands up, reeling backwards. “i wasn’t–” she spluttered, her hands in front of her chest waving back and forth, up and down. an immediate defence. weak, laughable, but defence nonetheless. out of the corner of her eye she spotted a glimpse of green; said mistletoe dangling above their heads dangerously. half a step back, two steps forward again, swaying back and forth and into the other girl. golden locks cascaded down her shoulders, reaching just below her collar bones, and alessia couldn’t quite help her hungry eyes from following. from dipping just an INCH further. – she WANTED to, oh how she did, her tongue peeking through dry, parted lips in an attempt to wet them, the taste of smoke and salt lingering, and forest green met sky blue. and the rest happened as if on autopilot. another step forward, selfishly disregarding the other’s personal space, leaning further and further into her. she didn’t dare to break their eye contact, couldn’t bring herself to. she was being held captive by the swirling colors of the raging sea, and she was so eager to drown in them. it wasn’t until their faces were a mere inch apart, plumb lips hovering above a dimpled cheek, that her own eyes fluttered close. a breath she hadn’t noticed she’d been holding flooded from her lungs, caressed the blonde’s skin and tickled alessia’s sensitive lips. a soft giggle, barely a humm, rolled off her tongue, and with the brush of barren lips against prickling skin, a content smile found its way onto alessia’s face.

“but it’s tradition.” ( @noellejpeg )

[lucidlvst]

25 christmas themed memes **

here are just a bunch of christmas themed starters that i could come up with. they’re all kinds of genres. they can be interpreted as angsty, sad, smutty– whatever you wish.

1. “please, please, please ignore that mistletoe.” 2. “did you make the eggnog or did grandma do it?” 3. “this is way too strong! there are children here, you know?”  4. “will you help me get the tree from the attic? i hate it up there.” 5. “this is the first christmas without (…..). it’s weird, isn’t it?” 6. “i could use some extra hands over here.” 7. “thank you for letting me celebrate with you guys.” 8. “isn’t it weird, not celebrating with your family?” 9. “will you come sit on santa claus/mrs. claus’ lap?” 10. “have you been naughty?” 11. “you have been very nice for me, i see.” 12. “come on! give me a hint for what my present is!” 13. “i want to spend every christmas of the rest of my life with you.” 14. “this is the worst christmas party ever.” 15. “where is everyone? am i too early?” 16. “you seriously want to order in tonight? are you an idiot?” 17. “merry christmas, asshole.”  18. “try not to behave like a slut this time, alright?” 19. “um.. who’s this present for?”  20. “please don’t make me remind you of the christmas of 2009.” 21. “how do you know santa isn’t calling everyone a hoe in here? for all we know there’s an ‘e’ behind it.”  22. “i’m so jealous of you. you have the perfect family.” 23. “alright, let’s go sit around and tell each other our most embarrassing stories of last year.” 24. “i have something to announce..” 25. “this is the best christmas ever!” 

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text message to: open.

alessia: so

alessia: when do you want to come by to drop off my present 🎁✨😍

alessia: pick up your presents is what I meant to say of course

alessia: MERRY CHRISTMAS 🎄✨🎅

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helo helo im alive and well and i landed savely and got home savely and YES. i had to meet like half a million people yesterday and only got home around like 4 am v nice v nice and today it seems ill be equally busy meeting the other half million BUT beside that and dinner with my family theres nothing else on my schedule for christmas eve so ill most likely be around tonight !!! sorry for keeping all of yall ive started threads with waiting for so long ily :///

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a liquid diet of caffeine and tequila shots, nights spent at the library, days in lecture halls, she’d been surviving on naps between exams, crashing in random places all around campus, her notebooks increasingly covered in make up stains and coffee splatters. around ten she’d given up, her brain a mushy jumble of chemical formulas and the human anatomy, her memory jam-packed and refusing to absorb any more information, and the only thing that had been on her mind for the past hour, after days of returning home some time in the middle of the night, if she even had come home at all, was her BED. she was ACHING for it, her body surely near its limit, the brief thought crossed her mind, her eyelids heavy, fluttering close, open, and close again with the steady, soft rhythm of the moving train, surely, easily lulling her to sleep. alessia had tried to fight it, with every roll of her head, with every time her eyes fluttered close, SO READY to welcome the much wanted, much needed embrace of sleep. she’d tried to fight it, tried to stay awake for the remainder of her ride at least, but it was a fight destined to be lost by the second her back had hit the padded seat. she faintly noticed her head rolling to the side, connecting with something, someone. bringing herself to care however, alessia couldn’t muster, the warm, grateful embrace of sleep overcoming her within seconds. ( @oliveffs )

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i spent all day catching up on fics id started like half a year ago and some time halfway through the last update my muse was on fire and i had planned to do replies as soon as id finished the chapter but then i stumbled upon a line that reminded me of my best friend and long story short i just spent like three hours on the phone with her and our conversation was basically just me telling her how much i loved her and how grateful i was to have her in my life and now its late af and i only got like three hours of sleep last night and am tired af and i have to get up at the dawn of day and what im trying to say here is that im trash. im garbage and none of yall can hate me more than i hate myself for my flanky activity but this is who i am as a person and i love yall regardless and i will better myself i promise i really am trying v hard to do better :( but speaking of my shitty activity -- i will be going home for a couple days coming wednesday so itll probably remain rather flanky for another week or so but my new years resolution is to do better and i refuse to go on hiatus for those ten days because knowing myself i wont be around at all even though ill most likely have the time in between catching up with family and friends BUT ANYWAY

LONG STORY SHORT i love this rp and all of you guys are v dear to me and im just v v sorry

BUT im on twitter sometimes and time spent at the office which is like 80 percent of my day im also on skype and i have snapchat so if any of yall want to add me anywhere ill list them below and lemme know if you do so i can add you back !!

twitter: alyciajsmin (additionally my tumblr is alycia-jasmine) skype: phoebetonkn snapchat: s.evzrd

[sighsf]

Talk about us

what they define their relationship with your muse as: friends ?? acquaintances ?? ex girlfriend whom she sees more than what might be considered normal ??

something they like about your muse: she has always been good at making you feel better when you felt like crap.

something they dislike about your muse: on the flip-side, alessia has always been good at making her feel guilty, but that’s more her fault than alessia’s.

their first impression of your muse: “ same fandom?? we’re friends now. ”

their impression of your muse now: she’s an adult now, as she is, and it’s strange. they’re both different people now.

how they feel about your muse: she doesn’t quite know. remorseful for breaking her heart, but the slightest bit relieved  that she doesn’t hate her.

something they are hiding from your muse: a few things.

something they wish they could to tell your muse: “ i’m sorry i broke your heart. ”

[carolinacoastt]

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??

[kdramastuff]

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So lmfao for whatever fucking reason my wifi at home isn’t working so I guess there’s not much to expect from me for the rest of the night – if I don’t get it to work again soon, but if I actually don’t I’ll try to get online for a bit at work tomorrow morning. Jfyi

alright quick update

someone – that is honest to got not me, wifis essential for my survival – forgot to pay the phone slash internet bill resulting in my internet having been cut i just found out and apparently it can take up until friday for it to be back. disadvantages of living on a bloody island i guess, everything works a lot slower around here but eh ill try to get online at work if there isnt much to do around the office but ya if it once again takes me like fifty days to reply to our thread this time i actually have a valid excuse and alright, this was supposed to be nothing but a quick update but if you know me you know that– gosh, okay, BYE

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So lmfao for whatever fucking reason my wifi at home isn’t working so I guess there’s not much to expect from me for the rest of the night – if I don’t get it to work again soon, but if I actually don’t I’ll try to get online for a bit at work tomorrow morning. Jfyi

[jewelhess]

You tend to go back to who feels like home.

ten word story, j.h.

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“are you saying i shouldn’t be an asshole only on your birthday?” the brunette shot back, almost unable to hold back the laugh that rose in her throat. jaw dropping at alessia’s next words, she shook her head, still grinning. “were you planning on ratting me out? — ‘yeah, she was drinking and everything, she was the designated driver, lei, can you believe that?’” lizzie attempted to impersonate alessia’s voice, but she was an octave off. “you are truly sinister, miss jude. i never would’ve expected.” the brunette joked, settling into the banter as her expression fell oddly sober. “don’t you dare finish that sentence,” lizzie warned, pointing a finger in the other’s direction, eyes rolling when she took the cold bottle of vodka in her hand. — she watched as alessia got the plastic shot glasses, her eyes failing to fall anywhere else, until, however, the other nodded to the bench behind her. she considered it for a moment, then returned her gaze to the other, nodding once. “— sure.”

a playful roll of her eyes turning pretend glare, alessia crossed her arms in front of her chest, shifted her weight from one foot onto the other, thrusting her hip sideways. two could play that game, she’d thought, huffing, “elizabeth,” knowing well how much the other didn’t like being called by her full name rather than a minimization of said. facade, however, falling just as quick as it had been put up, her lips curled into a humorous grin. “i forgot how much of a pain in the ass you could be. – what even is that voice, elizabeth?” alessia asked, whined almost, grimacing at lizzie’s poor impersonation of herself. with an affirmative nod, however, she confirmed it regardless. “lei, your daughter is a bully. elizabeth is bullying me. me! can you believe that?” her own voice a comical one or two octaves higher than usual, causing a lighthearted laugh to erupt from alessia herself. “well,” she shrugged, her bright smile turning into an almost devilish smirk, “don’t underestimate me, liz.” at the other’s next words, alessia threw her hands up in pretend surrender, expression as innocent, as clueless as she could muster, and shot, “well, but did i?” a mischievous sparkle glimmering in her emerald eyes. the following roll of lizzie’s eyes earned the other an amused grin, and alessia put the remaining few cups back down, on top of the freezer. with lizzie’s affirmation, her feet were quick to carry her to the bench, sitting down with a satisfied hum. expecting expression plastered on her face, eyebrow quirked, alessia held both their shot glasses up for her ex girlfriend to fill up.