YOUTOPIA

Acky is 21 years old a ND student @ Polytechnic University of the Philippines. Calls her blog an existing utopia. A romance ninja and a collection of paradoxes. BLUEPRINTS

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Time is an equal opportunity employer. Each human being has exactly the same number of hours and minutes every day. Rich people can’t buy more hours. Scientists can’t invent new minutes. And you can’t save time to spend it on another day. Even so, time is amazingly fair and forgiving. No matter how much time you’ve wasted in the past, you still have an entire tomorrow.

Dennis Waitley (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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[mermaidwithabooty]

When you make an adult decision without calling your mother first.

[ofgeography]

when you realize your adult decision has unforeseen consequences:

[abigayle12000]

doesn’t everybody though…

[dailymeredithgrey]

“I am calling post-it, Zola, Bailey, and tumors on the wall and ferry boat scrub caps.”

[aprettyfire]

[staypozitive]

[ak-ciz-mus]

Bye, 2014

This is my last post for 2014. Yeay, me. Okay. So in general, 2014 sucks. It has too much drama, too many people left, too many endings and too many changes. But it felt good. This may be one of the most painful year for me. There's way too much to explain. But you know, typical me.. I always try to see the good in the bad. In any way that I could. Pain made me better. It taught me a lot to be a better person. Soooo Im grateful that this year will end -- FINALLY. A new year always signifies hope and a clean slate. Im happy how this year ended. I graduated on time. I passed the licensure exam for dietitians. I have a job that I love. I reconnected with my long time best friend. I get to travel and yolo for a while with my friends. I reconciled with my Dad. (Still working on that, baby steps) There are so many things that Im thankful for. The little things that made me smile, the people that I met. Etc. I am beyond thankful and blessed despite all the pain and heart breaks that I experienced this year. I have a lot of things to work on to be better. Thank you 2014 Thank you Lord and Hello 2015! Sooo that's a wrapped.

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[actionables]

this took embarrassingly long to do, but here you go, your dash is snowing

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[ak-ciz-mus]

At some point, gusto ko na lang tumigil na kausapin ka at mag reach out sa'yo. Sobrang dami mong bullshit about life na pinakinggan ko kasi may pakialam ako. Pero habang tumatagal sobrang nakakapagod ka intindihin. Yung parang gusto ko na lang na pabayaan ka talaga kasi feeling mo iniiwan kita. 

Alam ko na marami kang pinagdadaanan that made you depressed and stressed but guess what, YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE. So don't treat me like crap because eventually, mapapagod ako and I know that is not how friendship works but this thing going on between us na di na tayo nag uusap dahil sa mga bagay na hindi mo pinapaintindi sa akin, THIS IS NOT HOW FRIENDSHIP WORKS ALSO.

Move on. Stop complaining about life and live on. I want to keep my promise that I will always be there for you but you keep on making it harder than it seems.

I'm mad. Mad because you're being distant, stubborn and selfish. AND INSENSITIVE. Hindi ko alam kung nag seselos ka kasi diverted ang attention ko sa iba kong mga kaibigan pero hindi ko alam yung dapat gawin sa mga tao na hindi gustong ayusin yung mga bagay na pwede pang ayusin.

[ak-ciz-mus]

Pangarap ko talaga maging astronaut noong bata ako at dahil nagising ako sa katotohanan na hindi yun possible dahil sa maraming dahilan, ito na lang muna. pangalan ko na lang papadala ko sa Mars. Hihi.

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[ak-ciz-mus]

Last Saturday night I ended up drinking 2 bottles of beer while watching Bones and Grey’s Anatomy. I was so frustrated that even my fave tv shows can’t make feel better.

But this too shall pass. I guess.