There's a certain kind of feeling being alone has, a certain kind of loneliness and longing for a person or a lost feeling one hasn't felt for a long time. "I am used to being by myself, but i had never felt more alone" the perfect quote that sums it all up.. so why do people get this kind of sadness inside? maybe its because the only people in the world they care about is not acting the way they want them to, the happenings in their lives didn't go the way they picture them to be. Think.. Think.. Think.. It's really frustrating at the moment that you can't even have a conclusive reason of why you have this weird feeling of being-alone-sucks when you yourself are perfectly aware that in the past few days, months and even years you've been doing so well, ALONE. Is it your friends? Are they even your "friends"? Do they even see you as their "friend"? That could be just one of the million reasons but I wouldn't know for sure, I don't think I have been 100% sure of anything in my life. "Friends" how would you define "friends"? Do you have conversations everyday? Are you always there for them in good times and bad times? Is it like having a relationship but without intimate i-love-you's? Do you sniff each others butt? Lol - Friend |frend| noun 1. A person whom one knows and with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, typically exclusive of sexual or family relations - friends are easily achieved as per definition, you just need to know someone and have a bond of mutual affection, you have a lot of friends indeed, a friend who goes to watch a movie with you, someone who's always there when you have to go to places and just have fun but there's not one who will listen to the drama of your life, right? It goes back to you, do you really not have true friends or there are potential people but you just don't want to open up to them because you don't want them to spill all the beans about your life? You don't want to talk about your problems with them because you think that half of them just want the latest stories and half of them doesn't really care? Yes it's very hard to trust people, you'll never know who'll betray you until it's too late. So you've decided to keep it all for yourself and let it out to a source which will never talk back to you, the very thing you needed, someone who will just listen and not judge, a blog, the internet.. Playing safe..
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