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cherry valley forever
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$LAYYYTER
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
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art blog(derogatory)
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#extradirty
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let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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when James Baldwin said I can’t be a pessimist because I’m alive
when James Baldwin said to be a pessimist means that you have agreed that human life is an academic matter. So I am forced to be an optimist. I am forced to believe that we can survive whatever we must survive.
ruben wanting more than anything to have a kept woman at home who he can provide for and care for and love and do everything for as long as she stays put not realizing that's literally niall, who's already a kept man at home who he's already providing for and caring for and loving and doing everything for and would be so happy to stay put just for him.
Thinking about Ruben reading books for 13 years in prison because he knew Niall was off at Oxford. Ruben was growing his vocabulary without noticing it. And then he bought Niall’s book as well when that came out. He read it and then read all the reviews he could find so he would know all the worst things to say about Niall. Ruben’s been practicing stacking his own phrases together to really grasp what it is about Niall that is so loathsome and hatable. Then at the hospital he’s armed and ready not just with physical violence but the right words to inflict maximum emotional pain. Ruben’s fucking poetic in his word choices. He can do anything Niall can do.
But he really wants to know, why did it take Niall so long to come so he could show him? He apologized to everyone. He paid for everything. Surely someone must have told Niall!
Meanwhile Niall’s been practicing too. He’s been in therapy talking through his own fixation with Ruben again and again. He’s written hundreds of thousands of words about it and torn them up and started again. He’s less poetic than Ruben but more precise. But he still swerves his own sexuality like the landmine it is.
And yet, Niall knows deep down there is a chance Ruben still wants to protect him even if he also wants to kill him. He bought him a fucking Harrison Ford poster after destroying his childhood bedroom. That one was different. And so he gives Ruben his most pathetic self because he knows Ruben likes that. He tells him about the breakdown and the blackmail because Ruben is always kind when Niall is really suffering.
They are screaming for each other to pay attention and to care. But they are too broken to do it without killing each other.
"this is what you've always wanted, isn't it?" When it was Niall's drumming heart against your chest that calmed you from the voice of your father shouting below the window. When it was the very breaths you shared the first time he fucked and came inside of the woman who would one day become your wife. When it was his body you held when you begged him to help save the life of a child you didn't know from your father's hands which you knew all too well. When it was his face so etched in your mind a portrait of beauty that said you were never touched and that you swore you would one day defile. When it was your money that clothed him, that fed him, that housed him, that nursed him, that comfortably imprisoned him within the gilded cage of your fist right where he always belonged.
You breathe him in with a mouth that waters for the sweat of his skin. You drown him beneath the weight of your rage just to feel him still reach for a flicker of your light. Only through violence can you take what you have denied yourself for always wanting, because men's bodies only exist to hurt and be hurt by.
romanticising is not the same as recognising the romance in something. people aren't romanticising niall and ruben's dynamic because for the most part it is simply not a positive dynamic and that is objective. people, however, think of them as romantic because their relationship is inherently romantic. lol. like the fact that it is toxic and detrimental to both doesn't necessarily imply romance has no role in it. the tragedy is that the love is there and they don't know what to do with any of it so it festers and takes monstrous shapes and makes worse people out of them but alas!!!!!! it never stops growing. and it eats them alive. ugly horrible sad devastating revolting romance sure but #myromance get off me case
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BEYONCÉ GISELLE KNOWLES CARTER
Michael B. Jordan Wins Outstanding Actor in a Motion Picture and dedicates his award to the late Chadwick Boseman
Colman Domingo gives a touching speech as he received the President's Award at the 2026 NAACP Image Awards
Regina Hall shows her love and support for Michael B. Jordan & Delroy Lindo at the 2026 NAACP Image Awards.
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