earth-bound

i have not lived the way people live. he/him. 27+. hobbyist writer.

[maganbee]

This is what D squad used to do before Kim Soleum joined

[petorahs]

🐾

[petorahs]

🦚🪽merch pv

[akighieri]

Just read someone posted about TB actually meant nothing to Aventurine and was simply a pawn he used and discarded and it felt like throwing shit on Aven's face who in my interpretation has a slight respect for TB (maybe morek) and a few people around him and that he valued/desired genuine human connections. Bro is constantly gambling with life, with himself, using himself as a pawn. Bro has the unresolved, piled up emotional baggage that makes him doubt he can ever be genuine.

However, the way he talked to TB, for me, showed that the man did try his best to be at ease and lay down on the scheme. It's a bit taking him at face value to solidify the statement with an excuse that Aven always backstab and manipulate TB. It's like implying oh this man is superficial lmao.

Maybe they seemed to forgot that Aven sent messages to TB, apologising and opening up to them as well. Why would he do that to someone that means "nothing" to him.

[kaaasik]

Angels shed their wings.

[akighieri]

Ideas, ideas.

and it's featuring avenday

Corny quirk where I can't eat without watching something. I can't be bothered with annoying ads so I chose YT and my home rec led me to someone's confession after escaping this popular cult (beginning with S).

And then an idea struck me.

I have always, recklessly cocky, thought that I won't fall for some cult shit. Like, I can smell shady like a proper dog trained to detect bombs. And then I had just to think about Aventurine. What if Aventurine had the same thought?

And what if, with that thought, he decided—just for the plot—to test every cult out there until he ended up in Sunday's cult where that chicken wing boy is revered as something like The Saint, the very image of purity and strength, and the Lover of God.

And Sunday hates his ass.

Because he can tell/sense that Aventurine is without faith and he shouldn't act like he is into it when he don't believe in anything (and that he hates himself to the point of doing this cult-hopping like a joke).

Aventurine, on the other hand, will eventually find it hard to leave the cult when he, for some reason, falls for the very person that has been brainwashed so deep and thinks his selflessness is something that defines him as a whole person, a sole purpose of what he is.

[akighieri]

A friend taught me the Mydei strategy and I'm stuck with it since. I tried other strategies but I'm so bad with it so I gave up and went back to Mydei. Call me Phainon the way I keep wanting to see his body soak up damage like sponge.

[sviteer]

It looks like they went on a date together...

[akighieri]

Know thy enemy—who is also thy husband.

[akighieri]

Ideas, ideas.

and it's featuring avenday

Corny quirk where I can't eat without watching something. I can't be bothered with annoying ads so I chose YT and my home rec led me to someone's confession after escaping this popular cult (beginning with S).

And then an idea struck me.

I have always, recklessly cocky, thought that I won't fall for some cult shit. Like, I can smell shady like a proper dog trained to detect bombs. And then I had just to think about Aventurine. What if Aventurine had the same thought?

And what if, with that thought, he decided—just for the plot—to test every cult out there until he ended up in Sunday's cult where that chicken wing boy is revered as something like The Saint, the very image of purity and strength, and the Lover of God.

And Sunday hates his ass.

Because he can tell/sense that Aventurine is without faith and he shouldn't act like he is into it when he don't believe in anything (and that he hates himself to the point of doing this cult-hopping like a joke).

Aventurine, on the other hand, will eventually find it hard to leave the cult when he, for some reason, falls for the very person that has been brainwashed so deep and thinks his selflessness is something that defines him as a whole person, a sole purpose of what he is.

[petorahs]

crying top 🦚…

[gothcowboyz]

well well well

[akighieri]

It's probably because I'm a bit weak mentally that everything seems easy to make my heart melt into puddles, but continuing Amphoreus has made me cry a lot these three days. This beautiful, beautiful place with beautiful, earnest people. They have suffered so much and still have hope for the true daylight. How amazing that is?

Perhaps it didn't help that right now my country is in shambles too. Disasters looming over us, already affecting some of us—greatly. People suffer from flood and hunger and cold with only little help. People died. A lot. We have our own black tide here, waiting to swallow us whole.

The people in my country are none other than just numbers in the eyes of those people above who act like little gods. Executioners, they are. The very epitome of greed and pride.

[umbraria]

[akighieri]

The more I discover about you—your strength, your resilience, your love and kindness despite everything—the more I feel undeserving. The more that I think about how my feelings are just gonna defile you.

Or, I'm simply and clearly not your type.

But, yes. I'd love to be friends with you. I definitely do.

[sviteer]

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[akighieri]

Some thought in the morning as I space out in front of my screen. Silly, but, I experienced everything as if it was my first time lately but none feel magical or new. It's like I've actually seen the world multiple times before and had just been very forgetful with it. There's a mundane sense of deja vu and an opportunity to see it from different views. But, not new.