I just want to say, I am not posting any fics on this blog after my latest one. But, before you get really sad: I havenāt stopped writing at all!
āWhat?āĀ you may ask. Let me explain.
So basically, the number one thing that bothered me about this blog, was that it was a main blog. I felt like I couldnāt reblog or post anything that I wanted. And then, requests were piling up, and I felt as if I couldnāt do any of it... So after planning, finally my friend hyped me to make a new blog, and I did. I made a personal blog I love, but because I missed writing she suggested me to make a new side blog for it, like I wanted all along. And I made one. I have posted four fics there as of now.
Some of you may know what blog it is already (it the one that has a lot of notes in itās only Minho fic that is a smut smh, WHY DO U NOT LOVE MY BBY JINKI).
It is called: @marriedtothewriting !Ā
I hope you arenāt too mad. I was meant to make this announcement when I made the blog, but because of feeling irrelevant and unloved, I thought to just try to make it on my own again. But I now know, that perhaps some of my followers felt sad that I had left, So I am sorry! I hope you can forgive me.
A/N: After reading a headcanon post āSHINee as sugar daddiesā, I wanted to write a sugar daddy Onew AU. So here ya go. Maybe Iāll write a second part with smut ( Ķ”Ā° ĶŹ Ķ”Ā°) ā¦ if peeps want it.
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āOppa look at that dress!ā you yelped as you pointed at a clothing excitedly. āIsnāt it cute??ā
Ā Ā Onew next to you smiled and nodded his head while a small chuckle left his mouth.
Ā Ā āYes, itās very cuteā, he replied.
Ā Ā You flashed him a smile and then rushed to touch the dress, feeling the soft fabric on your fingers. It was light blue with white lacing on the chest, the hem fluffy and just reaching the knees with a cute big, black bow on the waistline. It looked adorable, but elegant at the same time.
Ā Ā āYou should try it onā, Onew suggested while he eyed the piece of clothing.
Ā Ā āYou think so?ā you looked at him with wide eyes.
Ā Ā āYesā, he said with a smile. āGo ahead, Iāll wait.ā
If you still take requests can you please write a scenario based on the lyrics of Happy Until now from Nu'ests Baekho with Heechul and can you make it an Angst ( the song just gives me an angsty feeling)
OH! I found your ask, phew.
I had wrote it a while ago, but I finally post. I hope it was worth the waitā¦
Request: ā If you still take requests can you please write a scenario based on the lyrics of Happy Until now from Nu'ests Baekho with Heechul and can you make it an Angst ( the song just gives me an angsty feeling) ā - Anon
Word Count: 1058
A/N: Hope itās ok that this is basically like fluffy angst. The song kinda gave me break up vibes and it also fit well with my own mood.
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You could see it, how he was acting, how he was speaking. You could tell how he felt. Kim Heechul had been your friend for a while until you got drunk and confessed your real feelings to him. You expected him to reject you because you knew that he usually didnāt date his friends. However, to your surprise, he confessed as well, drunk, just like you. And that was a beginning of a beautiful relationship, or so you thought.
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You sat on the couch, your phone in your hand. It was already late. You stared at the screen, your finger scrolling up and down your messages.
Ā Ā āWe need to talkā, was your last text you had send.
Ā Ā He had sent you nothing after that, which made you wonder. But you waited for him, because even if you had a rocky relationship, he talked to you like an adult. He was quite busy, you assumed.
Ā Ā Sure enough, you heard the doorbell ring. Your head shot up and you looked at nothing for a few seconds. The bell rang again and you stood up, walking to the front door. You opened it slowly, seeing the familiar face you loved.
Ā Ā āHeechulā, you said with a sad tone.
Ā Ā āHiā, he greeted, his voice almost emotionless. āYou wanted to talk?ā
Ā Ā āYeahā, you answered awkwardly and stood away from the door. āCome in...ā
Ā Ā Heechul didnāt say anything but simply walked past you further in your apartment. He stopped and you closed the door. The atmosphere was already dark and sad, and you sighed to yourself.
Ā Ā āWhy did you want to talk?ā Heechul asked and turned around to look at you.Ā āCouldnāt you have said it via phone?ā
Ā Ā You looked at the man, his expression was serious. You felt that he knew why you asked him to visit, but he was trying to act. You werenāt sure what he was thinking, as his eyes seemed empty.
Ā Ā āIt is very importantā, you said. āIād rather see your face when I say it.ā
Ā Ā āWell thenā, Heechul narrowed his eyes and took a step closer. āSay it.ā
Ā Ā Now you were sure he knew what you wanted to tell him. It was something you didnāt want to do, something that even thinking about, made your heart sink down. But you knew it was for the best, for both of you.
Ā Ā āI think...ā you began but had to take a deep breath so your voice wouldn't crack. āI think this is not going to work out...ā
Ā Ā āYou want to break upā, Heechul then corrected.
Ā Ā āI feel like itās best for us bothā, you said.
Ā Ā Heechul looked away from your face, down to the floor. He didnāt say anything for a moment, and neither did you. You both had split up before but quickly got back together. Your relationship had been amazing, and then awful. You didnāt know if you could take it much longer.
Ā Ā āIf you think soā, Heechul finally spoke.
Ā Ā āI doā, you said reassuringly.
Ā Ā He looked at you again, and you could see the little sadness in his eyes. But he nodded his head, and tried to smile.
Ā Ā āMaybe this is for the bestā, he said. āI miss being your friend.ā
Ā Ā Your head dropped down for a second. You still wished he wouldāve said no. That he would've hugged you and told you how he loved you. But alas, that is not what happened. Heechul just stayed in one place, unmoved. You looked up to him, to his eyes.
Ā Ā āYesā, you agreed. āYouāre my best friend.ā
Ā Ā Heechul smiled, and you smiled back. You brought your hands up and open, suggesting him to hug you. He did so and stepped closer, wrapping his arms around you for a friendly hug.
Ā Ā āThanks for everythingā, you said with a light heart.
Ā Ā Heechul patted your back and then stepped away. You two stared into each other eyes for a few seconds, before he smirked lightly.
Ā Ā āI have to goā, he told. āIāll see you later.ā
Ā Ā āOkayā, you nodded your head.
Ā Ā And so, Heechul walked past you to the front door and opened it. You stood your back to him until you heard him step out and close the door. There was something in your throat that you swallowed, and then your eyes started to water. You took a deep breath and wiped the tears away.
Ā Ā But it wasnāt going to be so easy for you, from now on.
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It had been some time since your break up, a few months. Things seemed to be like normal. You and Heechul hung out like you used to and it was nothing but smiles and laughs.
Ā Ā Heechul seemed almost happier, he liked to tell you about his celebrity crushes, his up coming variety shows and more. And like a good friend, you smiled with him, laughed with him. You wanted nothing but good for him. But, you often tried to hide your feelings for him, your feelings that never went away. It hurt you that he wasnāt yours anymore, that he talked about his non-celebrity crushes so openly. You often wanted to even kiss him, but then quickly remembered that it wouldnāt be right.
Ā Ā āHey??ā
Ā Ā You looked up, seeing that handsome face you loved. You smiled for a moment, until he spoke.
Ā Ā āYou ok there?ā Heechul said with his brow up.Ā āYou looked like you saw Minho.ā
Ā Ā You glared at him, and he grinned. He pretested not to understand why you were mad. Not like you could convince him anyway,
Ā Ā āJust shut upā, you said and Heechul shrugged, looking at his phone.
Ā Ā You looked at him typing. Who was he typing? What was he typing? Honestly, it didnāt matter. It was probably just a co-worker and even if it wasnāt, you were okay. Or so you told yourself.
Ā Ā Heechul looked up, to you, and he smiled that smile you loved so much.Ā āYou want to come hang out later?ā he asked.
Ā Ā You nodded, like there was no other choice. He smiled and nodded too, going to the right place with the snacks he wanted.
Ā Ā You smiled for a moment, for him, for his happiness. For your friendship. It was the least you could do now.
Ā Ā But deep down, you knew, you still loved Kim Heechul.
Summary: He had left without saying a word, but now he is back.
Word count: 872
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It had been so long since you last saw him. Two months of almost non-stop texting, calling and hanging out, then he simply disappeared. First he stopped asking to hang out, giving some excuses like him being just really busy. You understood, considering his job. Then he stopped calling, again with the same reasons. You were already sad, but still tried to understand. But when he stopped texting, you got the hint. It hurt to be dumbed by just leaving without a goodbye, but you took it as well as you could.Ā
Ā Ā After over six months, you were already over him. So, one can only imagine your shock, when the very man who broke your heart, was now standing in front of your apartment.
Ā Ā You couldnāt believe your eyes. It was him. The man who had disappeared without a trace. He was standing there, looking at you like he had seen a ghost. A ghost he was looking for. You stared at him with lazy eyes, feeling numb. All the possible emotions were running through your head: shock, sadness, anger, happiness, all of it. You didnāt know what to say or do.
Ā Ā āHeechulā¦ā you finally noted with a tired and sad tone.
Ā Ā āHiā¦ā he nearly whispered.
Ā Ā Then there was silence. You wanted to yell at him, let all of your anger out. You wanted to cry, let all those emotions out. But above all, you wanted to wrap your arms around him and never let go. You knew since the first date, that you liked him a lot. You didnāt dare to call it love just yet, but the feeling you had for him was so close. You narrowed your eyes slowly while watching him, waiting for him to say something, anything. But he didnāt, so you spoke.
Ā Ā āWhat are you doing here?ā
Ā Ā āI donāt knowā¦ā his eyes looked down, being too afraid to meet yours.
Ā Ā āThen leaveā, you said without emotion showing anywhere on you.Ā
Ā Ā You were about to close the door on him, but he brought his foot between the door and the frame before you could do it.
Ā Ā āPleaseā¦ Listenā¦ā
Ā Ā āWhy should I??ā you raised your voice. āI got the hint, Heechul. You didnāt want to be with me anymore.ā
Ā Ā āNo. Thatās not itā, he was now brave enough to look at you in the eyes. āI needed space and-ā
Ā Ā āāSpaceā?ā you repeated him with a mocking chuckle. āAre you kidding me?ā
Ā Ā Heechul sighed, his gaze wandering around again.
Ā Ā āLeave, Heechul. There is nothing else for us to discuss.ā
Ā Ā You spoke with coldness, but your brain was screaming for you to grab him and pull him inside. You wanted him back. Two months was enough to show you that you cared about him more than anyone else. However, your pride was too great to surrender.
Ā Ā āI canātā, he slowly raised his dark gaze to you. āI donāt want to.ā
Ā Ā āWhat are you talking about?ā
Ā Ā āMy whole body is telling me to stay. Itās hard to explain, but I just donāt want to leave.ā
Ā Ā You sighed deeply. āYou are not making senseā¦ā
Ā Ā That was a lie, you knew what he was talking about. Your mind felt the same way, however you didnāt want to admit it. Not even to yourself. You looked down to your feet. It was too much to see him now.
Ā Ā āMaybe this will helpā, Heechul suddenly pushed the door open and took a step closer. He gently moved his slender fingers under your chin to pull you to him. He leaned in, stopping for a moment as if he was waiting for you. You didnāt know what went to you, but you met him and so your lips touched. The kiss was gentle, soft and caring. A single tear fell down your cheek as you remembered the little memories you had already made half a year ago. It may sound silly, but it really did feel like you and him had been together for years. And as if it all came back from that single kiss, all the emotions and all those small moments with him.
Ā Ā Heechul finally leaned back, a soft smile forming on his lips while he stared into your eyes.
Ā Ā āDo you understand now?ā he asked.
Ā Ā āEnlighten me.ā
Ā Ā Heechul let out a warming and adoring chuckle, knowing that you were just kidding, but he played along.
Ā Ā āI like you and I want you to be mine.ā
Ā Ā Your bad emotions faded slowly and they were replaced with nothing but happiness. You finally let your mind and heart control you, as you wrapped your arms around Heechulās torso tightly. āMy loveā¦ā
Ā Ā Heechul hugged you back. āSo. I guess that means you want me to be yours?ā
Ā Ā āYes, you idiot.ā
Ā Ā āGood.ā He grinned, āI donāt know how you managed to live without your handsome boyfriend.ā
Ā Ā You let out a huff. āI simply thought of the times where you were being an annoying pain in my ass, and I instantly felt better when I realized that those days were over.ā
Ā Ā Heechul laughed and kissed the top of your head. āYou joke, but you missed me.ā
Ā Ā You raised your head up to meet his dark brown eyes again, and then quickly pecked his softer lips.
This is a new idol x reader k-pop fan fiction blog run by one person, me! I am here to fulfill all of your k-pop needs (ā¦ or most) and hopefully do a good job at it. I hope you will like what I write here!
I write for my ultimate babes, Big Bang, Block B, SHINee and Super Junior at this moment. I take requests, so donāt be shy to send in some!
I write scenarios, drabbles, gif reactions and possibly more.
I ran another k-pop writing blog but recently left it due to some personal reasons. Then so, I have some experience and I really wanted to keep writing and posting fics.
Aaand thatās it. Iām really bad at first posts and introductionsā¦ But anyway, thank you for your time and I hope Iāll be able to upload soon and often!
Hi! I'm sorry about troubling you over this .. but I've looked all over the internet and I'm still so confused! When you change your tumblr url, after the 24 hours, do all the url's to stuff you've posted change? Because when I went to click on something, it still came up with my old url and the links in the description didn't work. But whenever I posted something new it came up with my new url. I was freaked out cuz my links didn't work! I'm sorry if this sounds a bit confusing š
Itās okay! Iām not here anymore, but I can reply, because I want to help ^^ I hope Iām not too late lol
I think I know what you mean. You change your url, but your old links donāt work. Thatās because you donāt change them. So no, they donāt change after 24 hours themselves. You have to go and change them yourself.
If I change my url, then I have to go change all my old links so they match.
So for example if my old url wasĀ āiwishonlyforyouā, and I change it to āakiscribblesā, then I would have to go to every individual post with that old link that would be likeāwww.iwishonlyforyou.tumblr.comā toĀ āwww.akiscribbles.tumblr.comā.
It is very annoying and time consuming if you have a lot of links, but it can be done with patience.
