Any pronouns, use whatever you perceive me as ! Call me "Gem" :] ... Musicals are my soul, movies, my body, and books my mind. In other words: I'm in too many fandoms to count (lie), and I read too much fanfic (also a lie. There will never be enough fanfic). :D ... (This description will not be changed often.)
Some people don't ship somefubu because they actually care about their 'chemistry' or want to explore their characters in a romantic perspective but because these two can easley fall into the 'dark aggressive top X white helpless twink' troop and as a fellow somefubu shipper it makes my blood boil.
they love to mischaracterize shawn as a helpless small white guy when he BEATS UP BEARS on the regular, yes he cries like any normal human being, and yes he is capable of feeling emotions other than rage even thought he's a man.
and like , Kevin cares about his friends even if he's bad at saying it, he rather prove it with small gestures, throughout the show he has matured, he learned to be more patient whilst still giving his all; he manages to control his anger and his feelings better, and although he finds it hard to open up to others at first, always reducing him as a big rude brute that dont know anything about softness and love just screams " i dont care about this character at all "
stuff like this feeds into the idea that two strong men cannot fall in love with one another because one must always be reduced to a 'twink' because this is based above all, on misogyny ( mayhaps im going a but far with this train of thoughts this but yeah )
i wonder why a few years ago everyone and their mothers was writing someoka to be a crazy misogynist and generally a far bigger asshole than he is canonically. any oc fic/self insert fic would have the mc beefing with someoka because he "doesn't believe that a girl can be good at soccer". where did that come from
author's note: this isn't going to be 100% accurate to the franchise, and there's going to be a lot of angst or very sensitive themes [such as death, psychological suffering, self harm... etc] in this work! please scroll if u don't like that.
teen-soldier!Gally who was hauled away from his family once the trials began, forcing him to attend military training and english lessons [he ended up gaining a subtle british accent that he tends to hide], but despite all the english lessons and military training he took, Gally felt isolated and scared, not seeming to trust anyone near his age or older..
teen-soldier!Gally who quickly learns that empathy is something fragile, something vulnerable, and cannot be shown to everyone or everything... having to hide away his emotions whilst manhandling test subjects or holding a gun to their head.. sometimes a flicker of guilt washes over his face, since they're the same age as him... yet it vanishes.
teen-soldier!Gally who absentmindedly rubs the text on his dog-tag when nervous, unfortunately it worsens his state... beginning to think about how he would die sooner or later alone—violent and slow.... causing Gally to press his finger into embossed metal.. only for him to end up somehow hurting himself—metal digging harshly into his skin.
teen-soldier!Gally who seems to have severe temper issues, arguing with his colleagues whilst they're on their daily route or with test subjects who are being too defiant... only for him to regret his words afterwards, trying to teach himself patience.... just so he doesn't snap next time, but of course.. it never seems to work out..
they were in the dressing room. everybody was getting ready to take off their uniforms for the day, and get some much needed rest.
unfortunately one of his colleagues—one that Gally barely interacted with—decided to let a comment slip out of his mouth, talking about how the blond seemed to interact with one of the subjects today. "didn't know that you were such a softhearted person, maybe you're not meant for this job after all... huh?"
within seconds, the shorter boy got slammed against the lockers with a loud thud. "don't talk as if you're any better, you would've died outside! if i were you? i'd cherish the fact that i wouldn't have to even think about holding a gun!" Gally spat out whilst glaring down at him.
he was right. the shorter boy was fragile, he seemed more slim and his hands slightly shook whenever he grasped the grip of a pistol. he wouldn't even have made it there.
teen-soldier!Gally who got curious about GROUP-A?? pausing in his footsteps to stare at the cameras that were filming their every move in real time—it would make him be late to meetings or scheduled things, the boy couldn't help to start wondering... what would've been different if he was a subject too? would he make friends? find someone that would listen to his ongoing, cluttered thoughts? these were questions that he couldn't seem to answer on his own.
teen-soldier!Gally who desperately wanted to help GROUP-A escape the facility, yet never could because he was stuck in another section... feeling relieved when he got the news by one of his colleagues that they managed to escape on their own.. weird... why should he be relieved when he never was apart of their group anyways?
teen-soldier!Gally who was fifteen. he had more blood on his hands than most of the people working alongside him. Gally desperately craved freedom, yet there was nothing he could do about it... especially during car rides through the city, as much as he wanted to smash a window or shoot everyone dead.. just so he could catch a glimpse of freedom, it wasn't an option. someday. someday he would find his freedom.
teen-soldier!Gally who died whilst trying to flee; he was leaning back against the seat, blood drooling down his chin and onto his shirt whilst his hand began to loosen his grip onto the steering wheel. the sun was slowly dipping, and the sky was beginning to turn into a vibrant sunset, he had only made it halfway across the mexican desert.. but in some way, this was his freedom, Gally's head dropped forward with a light smack onto the steering wheel, bloodied dog-tag dangling down from his neck.... maybe in another life? he would've been a subject, maybe he would've been somewhere safe.. or maybe he would've felt the taste of freedom without having to die for a brief look.
GROUP-A! who ran around Gally's mind as he passed away.
Hey !! I found you guys (I'm using plural, really sorry if you prefer smt else, do correct me) through your "My alters draw themselves" video on YouTube, though it was fascinating ! You guys are really talented, love the art !
Now, I really want to write a character with DID to incorporate in my world (personal side project I do for fun, I haven't actually posted anything on it (and I'm not sure I want to)), so do you have any tips on how I could do that in a realistic and respectful way ?
If I ever do end up sharing it (as a book, for example, which would be an absolute dream), I don't want any the things I portray to be romanticized.
Thank you if you respond, and it's completely OK if you don't feel comfortable doing it. Have a good rest of your day !
lots of people have asked this and we honestly feel a little weird about being reduced to a sensitivity reader for people when we're just sharing our experience of being disabled on the internet for people like us. just do some research and see what people living with the disorder describe it as. and stay away from the evil murder alter trope.
for the record, this is not pointed at you specifically, anon. we just don't want people to get harassed by answering a non-anon ask. thanks for being respectful in your request.
I need someone in this Fandom to lose my mind with over the generic/intro. The whole plot of season 1 is hidden in there, and I haven't seen anyone talk about it. I'll make a follow up post soon.
couldn't sleep and ended up doodling way past my bedtime. oops
your honour i fucking love them so much am i screaming at the void here where are you guys.
kevin visiting days are the bane of njord's existence because either nothing at all gets done whatsoever, or shawn and kevin somehow manage to concoct the most dastardly training regiment ever conceived by human kind. and also he has to deal with whatever the fuck they have going on. no peace
i have this headcanon that before shawn figured out some Stuff™, he went out with a lot of different girls just because they asked him to and he's kind of a people pleaser lol...
also, steve strikes me as the kind of guy to say bruh to everything.
more witch hat atelier au because. its very fun... the anatomy in some of these is kinda off because i was so focused on the cloaks lmao... just. dont look too closely
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