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figured out how to use this website

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Here’s a lighthearted post for all my followers with a silly side!!:

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🤘🏻👃🏻☝🏻

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why is the middle so big ?

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incredible sunset yesterday to end off a day i will never forget

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I’m sorry if this has been asked before but

Why did you stop posting on YouTube?

Honestly I burnt out on it because i was extremely unhealthy in my habits during it. Made some slop in the middle which was fun because it allowed me to do a lot of really cool stuff which i’m eternally grateful for. Never really imagined any of my life would be possible. After a while i transitioned into content that I felt genuinely proud of, but then I started getting intense anxiety whenever I’d start working on something so I kept putting it off. Nothing i worked on really ever felt right which partly, i’m sure,was driven by self doubt and overthinking. I just really didn’t feel like I had anything new or interesting to contribute to the scene after a certain point. Now a lot of time has passed and with it I am an entirely different person from when I last pressed upload. My interests and priorities have shifted, so it’s generally just not something i’m interested in anymore.

I enjoy streaming to my small community. Lots of eyes really stresses me out these days. My chat is full of interesting and funny people and generally speaking i feel pretty satisfied with all that. I think the most important lesson in life is to understand when you’re at a good place with something! So yeah., I’m just happy that there’s a community around the streams which people enjoy. Life can be cruel and cold sometimes, so i’m glad it’s a place where people can sometimes run away to.

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One more update on the hacking saga. If your microsoft account ever gets hacked, do NOT ask them for help because they will just ban your account and tell you to end your life. Which means my minecraft account is just GONE LOL. When i asked if they could atleast recover the minecraft account their answer was: “No, just buy a new one. “ Amazing!!

Although there is a positive to this. After the horrendous response from Microsoft, I tried to weasel a resolution through Xbox support. Unfortunately Hari could not assist me, but we forged a friendship. We will be going to Portugal together this summer to celebrate new beginnings and to heal from this horrific Attack which has taken place.

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Ok i just realised this was the username Microsoft pulled from my account for my conversation with Hari. No wonder we hit it off so well .

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One more update on the hacking saga. If your microsoft account ever gets hacked, do NOT ask them for help because they will just ban your account and tell you to end your life. Which means my minecraft account is just GONE LOL. When i asked if they could atleast recover the minecraft account their answer was: “No, just buy a new one. “ Amazing!!

Although there is a positive to this. After the horrendous response from Microsoft, I tried to weasel a resolution through Xbox support. Unfortunately Hari could not assist me, but we forged a friendship. We will be going to Portugal together this summer to celebrate new beginnings and to heal from this horrific Attack which has taken place.

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Brev the guy who hacked my twitters gifted 3 months of twitter premium to my alt so now i got that blue check mark . Actual fucking humiliation ritual.

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Sorry to disappoint all my beautiful fans but I am NOT starting my own cryptocurrency. I have been the repeated victim of a cyber crime! But it should all be Okay now. This Mf tried to Scam bernie sanders

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Those phases in your life where you own your consciousness for about an hour after waking up and an hour before going to bed. the rest is auto pilot 🔥🔥🔥🔥 When did I even put these pants on. Who knows…but thank god I did !

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i just wanted to say you really are a great writer. when you write longer posts or like letterboxed reviews it really comes across quite clearly to me that you are one of those people who has a natural talent for expressing your ideas and feelings. "natural" not in the sense that no work goes into it, but in the sense that you seem to put quite a bit of thought into your wording by default. your latest post reminds me of reading diary or journal entries from the authors i've studied in grad school. stay blessed

Very sweet message ! Thank you very much. I kinda end up hating everything i write eventually, so it feels nice to read things like this.

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I visited my childhood home for the first time in a decade today. The signals inside were conflicting. In my sock drawer it was all as I had left it when I left, yet everything around it was dying. The floors were covered in junk and rot, the piano was crying out for help with each key press and the plates I once ate with greeted me with dust and yellowish hues. A great meditation on the passage of time. This decay let me know: "This period of your life is dead. You are free!"

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12 hrs ago i had a moment where i sat down and thought “oh yeah baby life is good” 👍🏻

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This monkey been there for me through everything. The beautiful, the ugly, the serene. Nobody knows me like this monkey, yet i know nothing about them. 💯

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Do you live stream on YouTube?.. if so, YouTube channel

i stream on twitch.tv/aksually

I am 27, Bald, Bisexual, Depressed, Estonian. I welcome all to our community of Neurodivergent gay people. 👍🏻🌍

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Been listening to Death Cab for Cutie today. This part in Title and Registration tickles my brain in a real nice way.

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had a severe moment of depression when i woke up and now im seeing interpol in brighton in november. I have fixed my life.

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love this game. Sry David Lynch