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Things change

Hindi maiiwasan mag babago talaga lahat overtime. Kahit hindi mo gusto ikaw mismo mag babago din. Wala eh ganun talaga. Ika nga " the only thing permanent in this world is change."

I still love you

Maybe the old songs will bring back the old times.

The most important thing of all.

Been through a lot lately. The death of my father has truly shattered my will. Been kinda lazy these last couple of weeks. I feel like I could have done something for my father. If only I knew that the last text he sent me was gonna be his last. I still have so much to tell him, so much to thank him, and so much to ask him. I feel like things didn't end up. Something isn't finished.

I got his phone, and scanning through the inbox I found our old conversations. I would ask him to bring me "ulam" when he's on duty as a taxi driver. When I was in school I would meet up with him secretly and we would eat. My father was a great man. He is the kind of person that would give his all for the sake of another. That's how I know him. But its not really good to be an outgoing individual at all times, you need to learn to say no. Whenever I'd ask something from my father hed always say yes. He'll try to give me what I want but if he fails he'd just be quiet.

We would do the groceries together when I'm at his place. I'd watch TV the whole day as we chat about this and about that. He was good chess player, I couldn't defeat him no matter how I tried. Even though he and ma didn't get along that much I always dreamed that we'd be whole again as a family. Now that he's gone I've realized that now is the time for the ordinances to take effect. I'm gonna perform the baptism for the dead in order for my father to receive the gospel in the spirit world.

The most important thing my father left me was his will. He thought me never to settle for less. To strive and get better. Look for ways to improve myself. He thought me that if I do something I should do it wholeheartedly. He made me believe in myself, he made me feel like I can do it If I put my mind to it. I will always remember him for the good he has done. God be with you till we meet again Pa!

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I JUST WOKE UP ONE DAY and I NEVER WAS THE SAME PERSON.

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Falling in love is like falling asleep while the classes are going on. You were not supposed to but you did.

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Inner Turmoil

The hardest battle you'll ever have to fight is the battle within yourself. This is true. Because I'm experiencing one right now. I'm in the point in my life now that whatever decision I make it will play a big part in my future. So to speak, I'm clueless as to what I should do. Anxiety is getting a big part of me. I hate to admit but I worry so much about things. Too scared to be left alone, afraid to be left out. I really have respect for people who manage their stress so much and can even have time to make other people smile.

WHEN WE FORGIVE TOO MUCH, WE BECOME PUSH OVERS.

One thing I realize in life. When we repeatedly forgive people even after so much crap they've done to us, we begin to lose our importance in their lives. Its not right. Too much humility is pride. When we are offended by things that really offend us then get Offended cause we have the right to. Let people know what we think, what we like, what hurts us, and what we hate. A good friend will get mad but will never hate you. They have to learn a lesson about how to not hurt you. Because if you don't get this message across, you'd be push over, taken for granted and that is not the proper balance of a relationship. WORD!

#thoughts

INSIDE MY HEAD

I just thought maybe its time I do a blog about myself. Hi! I'm Peter. I'm 20, the youngest of three. Born to an average class Filipino family. I'm very funny, at least that's how I see myself. HAHAHA! I love making other people happy to the point I inconvenience my self. I can honestly say I'm a good friend. I love making new friends. I spend most of my time thinking. I always get disappointed so a spend most of my time thinking "what it would be like if it had happened." I regret a lot. I'm afraid to get left behind. I don't like leaving others behind. And lastly, I crash too hard. And fall out of love so easily. I guess that's one of the many down sides of me. I think this is enough. For now. HA

#about me

The Maybe's

There has been so much going on in my life right now. I can honestly say, I'm having a hard time handling it. Been focusing on things that'll free me from the predicament I'm in but all the things I think of are kinda ineffective. I really find it hard to move on and focus on things that are ahead of me. The "Maybe's of the past" has been haunting ever since THAT day. I've tried and tried but I always fail. I'm really running out of space right now. I wanna focus and take that step forward but I always find myself looking back to where we started. And the more I step forward and the further I move away, I feel there is this unseen force pulling me back to you. I'm tired of feeling like this everyday. Someone has to pull me out. And luckily I think I've found that someone. Though it's too early to tell but if things work out fine, maybe she'll help me return to my old self, the strong, independent and happy person I once was.

#note to self #random6pmthoughts

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