worse than nicotine

"Screaming at the top of my lungs til my chest felt tight, I told myself that i'm never gonna be alright."

[jetbydesign]

Gina shook her head, giggling a little. “You don’t even know me, blondie.” She spoke softly, looking up to him. “You have a girlfriend? That’s not surprising but hey, I don’t see her. Are you sure she’s still your girlfriend? Only an idiot would let a guy like you alone. Is that why you look like a sad puppy?”

[alec-manning-blog]

Alec stopped walking and turned around, facing her. “Did you just call her an idiot?” He raised an eyebrow. “Listen,” He stepped in her face, his now normally quiet voice turned louder. “You don’t know me. Okay? Don’t think you could just run after me like that for something you won’t get. You want something physical, go be a hooker or something.” He finished before turning around again, leaving.

[jetbydesign]

She smirked, “But if I leave, that’s not doing myself a favour. A favour for me is something more, well physical.” She whispered in his ear as she walked next to him. “You seem like someone who needs a little cheering up. Maybe give me a chance, you might not regret it.”

[alec-manning-blog]

Alec leaned away from her, not really knowing how he got in this situation in the first place. He looked like death at the moment and he was confused as to why this girl might think he was attractive. “P-Pretty sure I will.” He responded. “Maybe you will too. D-Do you really want a sassy, overprotective blonde g-girlfriend up your ass? I-I don’t think so.”

[mr-ericfields-deactivated201507]

Bitch deserved it.

[alec-manning-blog]

“D-Damn straight.” Alec spoke, starting to turn around to leave.

[eliwest5ever-deactivated2016032]

How nice of you mate. What did they do so wrong?

[alec-manning-blog]

“Talk a lot.” He shrugged, walking towards their room.

[willow-winters-blog]

Wow.. um okay… sorry.

[alec-manning-blog]

“Yeah..”

[willow-winters-blog]

I’m sorry Alec.. She won’t be gone forever you know.

[alec-manning-blog]

“I-I know. I-I’m still going to h-her house.. I-I just need her around a-around here more o-often..”

[alaskahampton-blog]

Alaska gasped,”Alec?! That’s rude. I’m sorry for being mean myself and not listening.”

[alec-manning-blog]

“A-And I’m sorry for m-making you turn around. N-Now please, I-I just want to be alone for o-once.”

[itsalexahale-blog]

Alexa was ready to go back into her dorm and just stay in there by herself. As much as she enjoy school, ever since the whole accident happened all she wanted to do was lock herself in her room all day. Hearing her name being called, she turned around with a confused look on her face. “Yeah?” 

[alec-manning-blog]

Alec didn’t know why he stopped her. He looked down at the things she gave him in his hands and then back up at her. “Y-You’re just gonna l-leave like that? W-When did y-you get back?”

[jaedensteellwa-deactivated20150]

Jae smiled at the boy he was attempting to talk to. He went on and on, not really realizing that he was being ignored. Feeling the hands on his shoulders and pushing him back, Jae shook his head before clenching down his jaw. “What is wrong with you?!” He got up close in the boy’s face, the old Jaeden taking his place; the angry one. “You want to fi-” he stepped back, shaking his head and composing himself. “I- I uhh.. I’m sorry, man.. I- I didn’t mean to.”

[alec-manning-blog]

Alec didn’t react, he was used to some people getting angry at him and it didn’t make him anxious anymore. However, the stares they got from students around him is what made him start to get nervous. “I-.. It’s fine. I-I sorry for pushing y-you.”

[lunapierce]

“You know that necklace that she basically never take off? Well, I found it under your bed and since you’re probably the only person who still talks to the girl and was dating her or still is, I don’t know. Anyway I thought you would want it.” Luna went through her pocket and handed Alec the necklace with a smile. “I know it’s important to her and even if you don’t give it to her, I’m pretty sure she would rather have you wearing it then having it on the floor under a pile of clothes and wrappers.”

[alec-manning-blog]

Alec nodded at her question, eagerly listening to what she had to say. He looked down at the necklace she put in his hand, remembering it as the necklace he gave Sadie for Christmas. He remembered her always wearing it and he was confused for a while on why she wasn’t wearing it anymore. She probably couldn’t find it at the time. “Th-.. Thanks.” He smiled at Luna. “Really, thank y-you. She must’v lost it a-and didn’t tell me.. I-I’ll make sure t-to tell her you found it.”

[elissa-winford-archive-deactiva]

“Five minutes? Jesus you’re impatient. You should wait at least fifteen to thirty minutes before throwing a ‘get away from me’ tantrum.”

[alec-manning-blog]

“I-I really don’t have any time or p-patience to listen to a-anyone talk right now. I-I just want to be a-alone.” He shrugged.

[jetbydesign]

“Where’s the fun in that?” She asked, seeing how annoyed he already was but knowing Gina it would take even more to get rid of her. “Also there’s a lot of activities I’m good at that doesn’t involve speech, wanna try one?”

[alec-manning-blog]

Where the heck did this girl come from now, he didn’t know. But he wasn’t up for talking to any human being that day. “No, th-thanks. I’d rather be a-alone now. Why don’t you d-do me and y-yourself a favor and go.” He turned around to walk towards the dorms.

[itsalexahale-blog]

“I didn’t come here to talk either, I was just trying to find you to return some things of yours that was in my dorm.” She says as she turns back around and took his hand, placing the items there. The brunette turning back around and walking away from him. 

[alec-manning-blog]

Alec looked at the girl confused as she grabbed his hand and put a few familiar items in his hand. “Wha-..” He looked up to see her leaving. “A-Alexa!” He called.

[elissa-winford-archive-deactiva]

“Well that was rude.” Elissa spoke as she watched the boys actions. “Maybe next time just ask for space or just leave.”

[alec-manning-blog]

“I-I’ve been asking for that for th-the past five m-minutes. I-Isn’t the enough patience?”

[jetbydesign]

Gina was nearby while hearing the conversation that was going on, she had to walk over to see exactly what was happening, after the person walked away; she walked in front of him and she smiled up to the blond boy. “If you don’t want to talk, what do you want to do?”

[alec-manning-blog]

Alec finally got rid of the person before he heard another person’s voice and sighed. Are you fucking serious?? he thought. “I-I want you to walk th-the other way like that d-.. dude just did.”

[belladonnahq]

Scarlett had been looking for models all over the school for a few hours now. While she had a photoshoot booked for the next day, she still needed some basic shots to work on and she thought the blond boy was perfect for it. “Well I just ne–” She was calm – until he touched her. “What are you doing?” she asked, her voice stressed. “Look, wanting to be left alone is one thing, putting your hands on another person isn’t okay by any means. What if I was someone that was easily upset by someone touching me? What if I was someone who could be triggered by something like that? Sorry for bothering you, but watch your hands.”

[alec-manning-blog]

Alec didn’t really look at the person before until they started speaking, he suddenly recognized the voice and looked at her. “W-When did you g-.. g-get back?” He asked, ignoring her lecture. He got enough lectures everyday, he learned to automatically ignore them.

[lunapierce]

Luna was in the middle of a sentence when Alec cut her off and explained he didn’t want to talk and she attempted to continue before he made her turn around. She gasped a little before facing him again, “You are aware I have a key to your dorm so I can bug you whenever the hell I want and I was trying to say I found something of Sadie’s the other day when I was half-assed cleaning y’all room.” She said, finishing anyway.

[alec-manning-blog]

Alec was turning to leave, sighing when he suddenly heard what she said and turned back around. “Wait w-what?” He questioned. “What.. W-What was it?”