Life Through My Eyes

Dont wanna tell you people to much because then my identity might get stolen 20 year old criminal justice major in the Us Navy Anything else feel free to ask

[aleeshaj]

I think they call this venting...

not a frequent blogger just come on here time to time when I need to get things off my chest.

[aleeshaj]

I'd give it all up just for 5 minutes with you!

[aleeshaj]

A note to a younger me

The whole world is lieing they don’t have it figured out what you see on social media is only what they want you to you deserve grace give yourself time to grow it hurts now but one day you’ll look back and laugh everyone isn’t out to hurt you stay true to yourself have the beautiful soul and never stray cry like no one watching those tears tell your story

Love you girl , keep going your a child of god!

[aleeshaj]

Better place

Last year I was sitting at my daughter grandmother's house after her fathers funeral getting first degree questioning because the lies her father told!

Imagine having a kid with your best friend just for him to cheat on you with your childhood friend and make a song about it . Cause he told her " Let's fuck cause I know she will be hurt cause she wont expect it from you ." 3 minimum wage jobs, to support a kid no child support, no government assistance just me. no arguing at drop off. no back and forth bullshit

I have all documentation signed birth certificate, baptismal and christening records, and I always had a feeling that due to his past action's things would be messy. I kept every email, every voice mail, every text message. My daughter not his first child so I learned from the past. I won't be dragged threw the mud like her.

To sit at someone funeral and put all your feelings to the side, cause your kid deserves more. and you don't want her to harbor any feeling just for his mom to tell you that things would have been different if y'all stayed together. Her son wouldn't be dead. Somethings really can't be put on people like that. To as soon as I got home asking me for a DNA test because " her son told her I cheated with his best friend. and he was not sure if the baby was his and that why he would pop in and out of the kids life.

I just found the email with the rap song he made . 12 years later I can actually sit back and laugh, but to hear that song, and relive the pain and really be able to laugh at it all now. Theres hope after the storm. I have a beautiful support system, I take counselling, some people don't deserve you.

No longer working 3 minimum wage jobs, put myself through nursing school and never looked back.

So when you feel like giving up we all have a story to tell!

[aleeshaj]

You don’t always have to prove a point

[aleeshaj]

Happy Nurses Week

[aleeshaj]

May showers bring FLOWERS 💐

This too shall pass

[aleeshaj]

It’s only May!

[aleeshaj]

you live and you learn can’t even be mad cause you know his family is just taking his word but to have this much stress is crazy for his ex girlfriend to still be harassing me is crazy but still I stand ten toes down. Ignoring the hate and just genuinely loving on my kid. The first bm wants a I hate jeff club and I’m like just let him rest. The fact that I actually had to meet this lady for a dna test though crazy 😩🤷🏾‍♀️

[sacredarchive-deactivated202409]

are you being led by your spirit or your wound?

[h0lyshift]

The art of detachment. Nothing belongs to me, Its all an experience.

[aleeshaj]

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[aleeshaj]

Life comes at you fast

13 years ago I was pregnant by my bestfriend

This year he passed away and the things I’ve heard about myself from a “girlfriend “

His sister saying my daughter isn’t his I actually still have the text from his girlfriend me and the first bm did a DNA test and the results are in ….

He’s the papi I want to text the sister and the girlfriend with the labs results but i don’t even care think what you want cause I gave everything I had to mother hood the last 13 years my heart my baby my Cheri

Hurt people hurt people I really wish this man got his affairs in order before he passed away but whatever I’m the bad guy.

I have every text every voicemail and every email that man sent it but growth ain’t about being right 💕

[aleeshaj]

you ever feel like life aint enough

[aleeshaj]

got everything in the world but happiness 

[aleeshaj]

I thought I would finish nursing school take my boards and instantly find a job its a little overwhelming and I don't know what I want to do now