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@aleks-kallstrom
type five: the thinker
type five THE THINKER
â HEALTHY - Observe everything with extraordinary perceptiveness and insight. Most mentally alert, curious, searching intelligence: nothing escapes their notice. Foresight and prediction. Able to concentrate: become engrossed in what has caught their attention. Attain skilful mastery of whatever interests them. Excited by knowledge: often become expert in some field. Innovative and inventive, producing extremely valuable, original works. Highly independent, idiosyncratic, and whimsical.
AT THEIR BESTÂ -Â Become visionaries, broadly comprehending the world while penetrating it profoundly. Open-minded, take things in whole, in their true context. Make pioneering discoveries and find entirely new ways of doing and perceiving things.
â AVERAGE - Begin conceptualising everything before acting â working things out in their minds: model building, preparing, practising, and gathering more resources. Studious, acquiring technique. Become specialised, and often âintellectual,â into research, scholarship, and building theories. Increasingly detached as they become involved with complicated ideas or imaginary worlds. Become preoccupied with their visions and interpretations rather than reality. Are fascinated by off-beat, esoteric subjects, even those involving dark and disturbing elements. Detached from the practical world, a âdisembodied mind,â although high-strung and intense. Begin to take an antagonistic stance toward anything which would interfere with their inner world and personal vision. Become provocative and abrasive, with intentionally extreme and radical views. Cynical and argumentative.
â UNHEALTHY - Become reclusive and isolated from reality, eccentric and nihilistic. Highly unstable and fearful of aggressions: they reject and repulse others and all social attachments. Get obsessed yet frightened by their threatening ideas, becoming horrified, delirious, and prey to gross distortions and phobias. Seeking oblivion, they may commit suicide or have a psychotic break with reality. Deranged, explosively self-destructive, with schizophrenic overtones.
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The Slightest Miscommunication ⊠Poppy & Aleks
Poppy had a smile on her face as she made her way to the Starbucks in town. She hadnât been there often, in fact this was probably no more than the fourth or fifth time, which made this just a little more exciting. It didnât surprise her that Holly had picked it as a meeting spot, Holly was always trying new things, but it did surprise her that sheâd texted her in Swedish. Holly only knew the few things sheâd taught her, so Poppy was quite impressed with her sister for writing to her in Swedish. It made her feel a little special too, that Holly would take that time because she knew Poppy would appreciate it.Â
Mid-way there she got a text which she let be, deciding to follow the directions and text when she arrived.Â
A little while later she entered the building âit was nice, fresh and modernâ and scanned the area. She couldnât see Holly anywhere near the window, but concluded that she might be too tired too, so getting her phone out she unlocked it an typed:Â
I'm here. :) I don't see you though. Where are you exactly?
While waiting for her phone to beep, she made her way to the counter and ordered tea. Â Â
He wasn't surprised that Svea was late. Contrarily, he'd all but expected it. His sister had a way of trying to pull time from thin air and though it rarely worked, it was always amusing to watch her try. Tonight of all nights, he asked her to Starbucks in hopes they could talk about nothing, everything and perhaps all things in between. She'd be headed off to college before he knew it and knew not what he'd do without her...The buzz of his phone broke his sad reverie, eyes narrowing playfully at the words written before him.
Despite his outwardly stoic demeanor, with family, the former Chicagoan was an entirely different. Rather than introverted, he dared to be fun-loving and cared not for his lack of social grace. In truth, it was among the KÀllström five, that Aleks felt some semblance of normal. Gathering his phone his hands therefore, he stood ready to play a game. Assuming she'd gone up to order and was hidden by the taller women in line, Aleks texted rapidly.
Take ten steps from the barista counter forward and there
you'll find me. :P
Mathematically oriented, Aleks knew that the tenth step would bring her just in front of the pillar he'd hidden behind. "Found you!" he said just as he reached out and hugged her, realizing seconds later that this person was indeed not his sister. Immediately releasing her, Aleks muttered an quiet stream of apologies. "Oh myâ I'm so sorry. Please excuse my impropriety. I swear it was not my intention to invade your personal space... I thought, or rather, I assumed you might be someone else. IâI...should just call her now. Excuse me again, so sorry..." Aleks turned his back to her as he pushed the call button. More than ever, he wished to talk to Svea. The sound of a phone ringing broke his thoughts however, as he turned around in time to hear and watch the stranger answer. Â
"No", he laughed, "Nothing like that, I donât drink when Iâm desperate, I cook when Iâm desperate. I just happen to love wine and, hey, Iâm supposed to make the most out of my spare time, right? But I canât get my head off work sometimes. Iâm sorry to bother you with my thinking.â
Aleks listened quietly as the stranger spoke, the strangest sensation bringing a small smile to his features. Perhaps it were his envy of the stranger's easy going demeanor or even the way others around him had turned to listen but in any case, he felt obligated to try and converse properly. Nodding therefore, he responded in a soft voice. "I envy that. Not the feeling of desperation but its pairing with something productive over destructive. Is there any sort of dish you favor making?...Oh no, it's truly not a bother at all. I'm always thinking and so it's nice to have fresh in mind. Where exactly do you work if you don't mind me asking?"
He sighed and pushed the half empty glass of wine across the counter table with his index finger. âHow the hell am I supposed to find a new personal assistant?â
Aleks had been seated silently when the words reached him. In truth, the inquiry was one he didn't understand. Looking aside him at the stranger and his accompanying half empty glass of wine, the brunette gave a nervous shrug. "Well, I suppose it depends on the industry you're in, the prior skills you'd require and the degree of liability assigned. Perhaps not as easy as it seems though I do wish you the best. ...I certainly hope that's not what drove you to drinking."
A Little More Poise Than That ⊠Gabbie & Aleks
The day in question was a calm day at the Burgery. It wasnât a dead day, and Gabbie thankfully never found the joint empty, but it was safe to say that it was calm. It was calm most days â that was true â but anyone would be hard pressed to find Gabbie willing to call normal days calm days. No, no â this was a calm day, which wasnât normal. On normal days â days who were calm as opposed to days who were calm days â she had to eat her lunch within thirty minutes, but today, sheâd eaten it in twenty-three; and there was definitely a difference in there somewhere. A notable one, even.Â
As always with calm days, the Burgeryâs staff consisted of Gabbie and her cook. It was more accurate to say that it consisted of Gabbie and her colleague â as they took turns with where to work â but on that particular calm day, he was in the kitchen while Gabbie monitored the rest of the Burgery; which made him the cook, and she the manager. In reality, the Burgery wasnât entirely empty â something which Gabbie was grateful for â and the few customers theyâd had so far had seemed to stay much longer than they usually did. Whether it was because of the calm atmosphere or not, Gabbie couldnât tell â but she sure as hell didnât mind. Customers staying longer meant customers regaining their appetite, and customers regaining their appetite meant more food being sold. Gabbie had just turned to fetch an order from the gap to the kitchen when a voice called out from behind her. She turned around with the food in hand, though made sure to put it in front of the designated customer before she eyed the guy that had come blundering into the restaurant up and down. Familiarity struck her, and Gabbie realized that he was the brother to one of her temporary waiters; the same guy who had even landed his younger sibling a job at the Burgery. Gabbie distinctly remembered that, because that particular sibling was one of the waiters who liked to be late whenever it suited him.
âHey there,â she said casually, and stepped up to the counter more properly â a little way away from the other customer lest their conversation should disturb. âYouâre talking to her,â she added and fixed her gaze on the guyâs. She could never remember his name, but that didnât very much matter, she thought. It was nice to remember who exactly you were dealing with, but Gabbie wasnât invested in the exchange too much yet to care to ask for his name. âWhatâs this grave and important matter?â
In truth, he'd only met Gabbie once in Alexandria, twice if you counted the day Emil'd gotten hired. Despite the restaurant's less than orthodox scheduling and new standing in the city, Aleks had felt confident in her leadership abilities. His brother needed someone stern and strong, a person for unafraid of his smart remarks and constant smirks. From what he remembered of herâ likely much more than she had of himâ she was more than capable of holding her own and so it was with an atypical confidence he'd left Emil in her care. If anyone could handle him professionally, it was her.
And for a while, she had. Emil had stopped getting fights around school, went to class more often and even left for work on time. There were days when Aleks felt it surreal, almost couldn't believe the positive feedback he'd received from his professors. His brother, it seemed, were finally shaping up and if the Burgery's Gabbie had anything to do with it, he certainly owed her more than he could repay.
That was until a few months ago, when Emil had begun sliding back into his old ways. He resumed skipping school, fighting, staying out all night, the works. What was new however, was his talk of Gabbie; the disrespectfulness in the way she treated him and how unfair he felt it only he had to suffer. The more he listened, the more concerned he felt. As the manager, he'd hoped she'd have been above rising to his snarky comments, docking his pay for his smirk. It was for this reason, he'd come therefore and though immediately Aleks felt uncomfortable, he did his best to hide it as he spoke.Â
"Hi, yes. Ms. D'Arcy. I apologize for interrupting you at work today. I seems business is going rather well and I hope I won't take up too much of your time in my proceedings. I'm not sure if you remember but I'm Aleks and I'm here on behalf of my brother Emil who works as an employee of this establishment. First and foremost, my family and I are very grateful to you for giving him a chance. Things at home and at school have improved immensely since he started working here. I can't say thank you enough..." Aleks paused for a moment, his fingers locking nervously. He detested confrontation and as much he wished he could end the conversation there, he had an obligation to his little brother. "I only came to here to talk of some concerns I have. Recently, I'd heard from Emil that there was some concern over the pay he was receiving and the way he felt he was being treated." Aleks awkwardly looked down at the ground then, suddenly feeling choked and uncomfortable. "Is um, everything okay? I realise Emil isn't the easiest to deal with but...well, I truly hoped things hadn't escalated to that sort of behavior."
Maybe If I Tell Myself Enough {flashback} âł Alex and Aleks
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Alex managed to keep in a scoff at her tutorâs encouraging comment. Perhaps he believed in her and even if his certainty that his student would succeed was not completely out of reason, the brunette didnât believe in herself. There was no way she would like the subject, let alone do well in the class. Every time she faced a problem whether on homework or on the test, she found it dreadful and a complete torture. She was moaning and groaning inside her head and her facial expressions showed her aversion for math pretty clearly. There was no hiding it, not that Alex even tried.Â
She pouted the moment she heard about the midterm. Half the yearâs material was on it, meaning there was more to study, more to know, more to the test, and more math in general. She pulled the worksheet closer to her and picked up her pencil. Her movements were heavy as she reluctantly read the first problem. She couldnât help but smile when he offered a boost to her confidence. A soft look in them, her brown orbs flickered up at Aleks and looked at him just for a mere second. But, instead of thanking him, she shrugged it off. âSometimes, I am. Sometimes Mrs. Thompson puts harder ones at the end of the homework and then I give up. I hope she puts easy ones of the midterm.âÂ
The thought of Mrs. Thompson evoked a classic Alex eye roll. âDid you have Mrs. Thompson? I hate her. She doesnât teach us and then expects us to understand her homework and test questions. Sometimes she tells us that weâll have a quiz on Wednesday, but sheâll give it to us on Tuesday when half the class didnât have the chance to study. How is that fair?â Alex slumped back into her chair and decided right then and there that her almost failing grade was all blamed on Mrs. Thompson. Though, this was not news, for the brunette often voiced her dislike for her teacher. Perhaps Alex didnât like her teacher not because of her teaching skills, but for the fact that Mrs. Thompson personally called her parents to discuss ways the brunette could improve her grades. Of course her parents agreed to everything she said without questions. Adults always seemed to side with one another.
She forgot about the topic of math almost completely when he mentioned a note. Finally, something interesting to help make the tutoring session more bearable. Her eyebrows perked and she leaned forward, locking her eyes with his. But the moment he dropped them, she found what he said even more interesting. His reaction to his own statement was adorable, to say the least. He was hiding something, wasnât he? Maybe he was shy? Was he lying about the note? Alex couldnât figure him out and every part of her wanted to know what he knew. She pressed on, âI want it now, though. I canât focus on math if Iâm going to be thinking about this secretive note.â Everything about her at the moment radiated mischief and hopefully he didnât catch on. She wasnât as curious about the note as she might have seemed, but she was more concerned about getting him off topic so she wouldnât have to do math problems.
It was a hard line to walk, being both a peer and  an employee of the school. As Alex's peer, it was okay to join in, joke and though he didn't agree with her assessment, saying it so in a milder form was a way of forging a stronger relationship. On the other hand however, Mrs. Thompson had personally recommended him for the position. Knowing something of his family circumstances, she'd helped exempt him from a tutor's upperclass-men requirements. Perhaps the only person he felt more grateful to than his students was Mrs. Thompson so it was with a conflicted mind that he spoke finally, the brief softness in Alex's eyes shaping his words. "I did have her actually, last year. She was about the same as you describe her. A lot of my classmates had trouble keeping up with her demands...From what I hear, she makes many phone calls, outgoing to parents, guardians, older siblings and the like." He paused for a moment, unsure of how the breach the subject. Among those who'd likely received a call was Alex's mother. "I hope things aren't too bad at home because of it..."Â
Within him, Aleks had the urge to console, reassure her of her abilities but as always, he struggled with just how. Finally deciding to place a hand on the back of her chair, his fingers strummed against the plastic lightly. He dared not touch her in fear that she'd find it disruptive or unsettling, something the KÀllström boy was mildly familiar with. Shaking off any negative memories, Aleks gave what he hoped were a warm smile. "The only difference between the harder problems and the simple ones is the number of steps. The skills you mastered separately all have to be applied within one and considering you can do all the individual well, I know you can do the more difficult ones too...You're going to pass. I already know it. I just need to believe it too."
As the topic shifted to that of the note however, Aleks scolded himself for his carelessness. The strange sensation and the burning of the multitude of letters he held within his pocket for her had momentarily distracted him from the larger objective at hand. Both that and the ire of her eyes. Though brown, they seemed somewhat different than those of his siblings. From within them, the strange sensation ensued. Running a hand through his dark locks, Aleks frowned internally. She was supposed to be learning, preparing and practicing for a mid-term she had in the upcoming week. How could he of all people detract her from the task at hand? Â Intentionally not making eye contact with Alex, Aleks pointed back to the paper before her. "If you do the first five problems and promise not to look me in the eye, I'll give it to you. The details of what it means will come after you finish the second five. Do we have a deal?" He looked up instantly, immediately directing his eyes downward as they made brief eye contact. "Sorry..." he murmured distractedly. "So, is it a deal?"
Getting to Second Base ⊠Jasper & Aleks
CHARACTERS : Aleks KÀllström and Jasper Kass TIME FRAME : Evening, just after 5:30 PM  LOCATION : Their shared flat WARNINGS : None OVERVIEW : In an attempt to surprise Jasper with a house full of new furniture, the two flatmates run in their conflict and luckily, resolution.
"Edible"? A loud, good-natured laugh escaped him. Okay, it was official. This guy actually had no fucking idea what googly eyes were. Poor thing. âIf you like the taste of plastic, yeah,â he deadpanned, fumbling around the pocket of his doctorâs coat, and dropped a few of them on the boyâs palm.
"Those, my dear friend," he explained solemnly. "are googly eyes. They are, as you can observe, eyes that are googly. Thatâs why theyâre called googly eyes. You stick them on stuff and itâs absolutely fantastic." To demonstrate, Jake stuck a couple of them above the mouth of a trash can standing next to him. "See? Itâs like a face," he remarked, facing the guy with an expectant look.
If Aleks were confused before, how he felt now was almost incomparable. The strangerâwho he was starting to question the credentials ofâhad given him a handful of plastic eyes. Literally plastic eyes. Aleks stared at the odd toys, still unable to see the allure. "So essentially, you simply stick them on various inanimate objects with the objective of creating some sort of face?"Â Even as the words left his mouth, Aleks was no closer to truly understanding. Holding them out to the stranger therefore, the brunette forced a small smile. "...Right well, I hope you enjoy them. It seems for some reason they are just of little amusement to me." His gaze shifted awkwardly to entry way before him. "Well...if you'll excuse me, I best be be going...Enjoy your toys and have a wonderful day." With that, he cleared his throat, hoping the stranger would allow him to pass.
"No, dude, thatâs alright," he lightly brushed off the younger manâs apology, feeling slightly guilty. He hadnât meant to startle the guy. It was just that he had about twenty minutes left of his lunch break, and he was bored.
He casually took a sip of his coffee, nearly spitting it out at the guyâs answer. âWhat?â asked Jake, horrified. Was this real life? Was he actually meeting a living, breathing human who was completely ignorant to the delightfulness that was googly eyes? âTell me youâre joking. Please.â
"Oh, well, alright then..." Aleks murmured just as wave of relief washed over him. He'd never done well with strangers and the thought of upsetting one was more than enough to make him anxious. Once again, conflict had been evaded. With the smallest of nods, the brunette was just about to off and on his way before the stranger's voice surprised him, his tone saturated with disbelief.
"I'm not sure what I could have said to have given you the impression I was joking but I assure you I'm not. I've never heard of a thing called 'googly eyes.' Can I assume it's something edible?" His blue eyes displayed confusion, while his hands dug into his pockets. Like it or not, it seemed he was moments away from finding out.
Along came Apollo ⊠Jasper & Aleks
CHARACTERS : Aleks KĂ€llström and Jasper Kass TIME FRAME : Two weeks or so after Aleks moved in  LOCATION : Their shared flat WARNINGS : None OVERVIEW : Jasper introduces Aleks to the newest member of the family â Apollo!
"Hello! Are you looking for something? Waiting for someone? Lost? Confused about life?"
"⊠Okay, well, want some googly eyes?" he offered cheerfully.
"What?" Aleks turned to face the stranger behind him, eyes immeadiately focused on the white of the walls. He hasn't done anything or worse, said anything to attract negative attention, had he? Surely he'd been as quiet as always. "Ah, um, no...sorry. I apologize if I gave you the wrong impression."
The brunette forced a small smile before attempting to tuen away, the next question bringing his attention back to the good doctor. "Pardon me? I'm not sure what you mean..." he answered quietly. "I can't say I'm familiar with the term 'googly eyes.'"
The Slightest Miscommunication âŠPoppy & Aleks
Walking into the Starbucks for the third time in a week's span, Aleks felt the trip more habit than luxury. Since he'd moved to Alexandria in the weeks prior, the former Chicagoan had found himself continuously seated by restaurant's windowsill. Unlike the others, the small table he chose was nestled some distance away from from the plush armchairs, students typing away at their laptops. From it, he could see the night sky clearly, enjoy the vibrant hues of street light as it washed over his skin. Gentle musicâwas it Jason Mraz or John Mayer?âflowed through the restaurant speakers and Aleks sighed in relief. Here he was, in a coffee shop waiting on his little sister. Years ago he couldn't have imagined a more perfect existence and nowâ well, now it'd finally come true.
Glancing down at the cup of coffee in his hand therefore, Aleks looked back at the door patiently. SInce she'd just gotten off work, he expected her to be late; fingers eagerly typing a quick message.Â
Aleks: Seatesd closest to the window and farthest from everyone
else. Text me when you get here. :)
Poppy â Aleks
Poppy: Right, it does! Great plan, I'll see you downtown in 30!
Aleks: See you there!