You cast a spell on me and I’m entranced. I can’t look away. I can’t move. I can’t breathe. The entire world stands still. The only place I want to be is near you, some part of me touching you. We share the same space, our feet on the same floor. It’s my way of staying connected with you. I sit looking up at you, admiring every piece of you… Hanging on to every last word you say. I could listen to you talk for hours, my head quiet and mesmerized by you. For a moment in this world I am whole and at peace and then… quickly, instantaneously fighting every last urge for me to be lying at your feet. There is nothing I wouldn’t do if you asked it of me. There is nothing I wouldn’t do for you. However, I don’t move. You haven’t allowed it. I’ve never felt this way before, this pull, this power you have over me. I’m terrified to breathe lest it annoy you and disrupt the stillness. I’m fighting every last pull inside me… these invisible threads you tug on just by existing, by glancing at me. There’s something different about you. You’re not like the others. I’m never charming or eloquent around you, my entire self dissipates and I am both unsettled, unbalanced, unsure and released, content, free. This isn’t my normal state. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to say. I don’t want to disappointment you…. So I stop thinking. I sit at your mercy, quietly, losing myself in every second. I never want this moment to end. And I know that I if I never experience another moment with you this single one will nourish my soul for eternity. You are my freedom.
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