some guy from the shards

i write and am not an artist anymore he/him

[alex---the-cat]

am still somehow sticking to my current not a dark comedy project wherein there is no plot. i have 80k words.

[alex---the-cat]

126k

[alex---the-cat]

140k and im done

[alex---the-cat]

I won’t be awful anymore. I don’t have a reason to be.

[alex---the-cat]

am still somehow sticking to my current not a dark comedy project wherein there is no plot. i have 80k words.

[alex---the-cat]

126k

[alex---the-cat]

it is well

[alex---the-cat]

am still somehow sticking to my current not a dark comedy project wherein there is no plot. i have 80k words.

[alex---the-cat]

chokes myself to death

[alexhasalotofthoughts]

Sometimes you just have to listen to "That Funny Feeling" by Bo Burnham on loop, lie on your bed (on top of the duvet, not under it) and stare at the poster of the universe that you stuck on your ceiling.

[alex---the-cat]

guys there is absolutely nothing wrong with writing dumb stuff if it stops making u want to give up on everything its such a fun time

[alex---the-cat]

may 2025 recap

1. Social perception is horrifying in the aftermath of carelessness.

3. I’ve chopped up my client, and I’ve never felt more free.

4. ‘This book is getting out of hand,’ Eighty-two said, ‘what is this writer thinking?’

5. How would the death of a twin feel?

6. But were we ever meant to live in Houses?

8. I hate being broken.

11. Maybe I hate my writing but also it’s so fun.

12. Where is she?!

14. Angels.

17. WHALE?

19. Don’t know.

21. Can’t hear what you’re saying.

24. Responsibilities, why?!

25. The most loneliest day of my life…

26. Discomfort.

28. What a wonderful feeling I’ll have when this is all over!

29. What do I value?

[alex---the-cat]

‘I’m probably worse,’ he admitted quietly. A couple of minutes passed. ‘Do you think so?’

‘What?’ It was a while ago.

‘Uh…’ he froze for a couple of seconds. ‘You can save 40% on car insur-’

‘Wait,’ Elijah told him, staying still. ‘Do you hear that?’

[alex---the-cat]

‘So, what do you want me to do?’ Elijah hissed bitterly. ‘Do you want me to kill myself? Is that what you want?’ God remained silent.

[alex---the-cat]

What is it?’

‘Sorry for everything,’ he muttered, his neck twitching slightly. 

‘Okay.’

‘Let’s leave.’

‘Okay.’

[alex---the-cat]

‘Don’t worry, you little romantic chemical. Your thoughts aren’t so interesting.'

[alex---the-cat]

'is it discomfort if i don't feel anything?'

[alex---the-cat]

'I made sure to cut myself loads before, because I can’t have anyone think I was… you know.’

‘You’re what?’

‘Okay. Or getting better. Or that I was wrong before.’

[alex---the-cat]

bro it was never that serious what th eflip

[alex---the-cat]

actually going insane rn its either the lack of energy in my system or the lack of sleep but i am certain i did not write 3/4 of the stuff here