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By this time I had already emerged from a depressive episode and my attempts to overcome a creative crisis and return to drawing had begun. This is when I realized that I was an artist and realized that I could just start drawing at any moment

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“Without landscape” - Koshkin

«Без пейзажа» - Кошкин

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They forced me to draw this 😭😭😭. My depressed friend actually managed to get me to draw a commission for him while I was going through a depressive episode. It took me a long time to finish it.

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Он сосал его ебали

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Eyes that I will definitely create characters based on someday

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jig - koshkin

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I want to throw out all my drawings of my favorite OC Chris in this post.

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I made this drawing when I was feeling really bad. March 2024, I think. Then I had real suicidal thoughts. It was scary and hard. I was very tired. It wasn't just a drawing. I would have liked to be in a place like the picture: sunny, warm, and blooming. I wanted to relax and just be comfortable. Back then, it was a very cold winter in St. Petersburg: -30°C. But in the summer, my partner and I went to the Caucasus, to my homeland. It was +36°C there, very hot. I warmed up nicely and had a good rest. I didn't want to go back at all. I wanted to stay in Pyatigorsk. There's nothing to do there, everything is very boring and slow. It's always warm, even hot. All my relatives are nearby. I don't necessarily have to strive for the heights I had previously planned for myself. You can live a quiet, boring life, listen to your family, and not worry about the future.

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And so I started implementing my ✨business plan✨. I printed postcards with my drawings at a regular copy shop, then at a better, more expensive one, and laid them out on a rented shelf. I really fussed over the decorations. My shelf, in my humble opinion, was definitely one of the coolest in terms of design. And here's its evolution

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