I'm better than most

Alexander Ryder, The original Hybrid. I'm not one to be messed with, so please, if you want to cause a fuss then go ahead. But believe me, It wont end well.

[lostgirlalice-blog]

alexander-ryder:

[alexander-ryder]

If you think that’s a death glare you don’t know me.

But I do know you..

[lostgirlalice-blog]

alexander-ryder:

[alexander-ryder]

Fine.

Stop giving me death glares, Alice.

[lostgirlalice-blog]

alexander-ryder:

[alexander-ryder]

The longer I think the older I’m getting… I don’t want to keep living in fear that I’ll end up like my family did, I don’t want to be weak and I don’t want to loose you.

You wont loose me, but please-- just think about it for a day or two? If you still want to then I'll do it.

[lostgirlalice-blog]

alexander-ryder:

[alexander-ryder]

It hurts when you identify someone as your mate and it doesn’t go both ways.

--Hey, you know that's not true. I love you, more than I have with any one, I just care that you might regret this. I want you to be with me for as long as ever, I want to wake up to you ever morning, but I want you to be sure first.

[lostgirlalice-blog]

alexander-ryder:

[alexander-ryder]

…Can’t be any worse than I feel already.

What do you mean?

[lostgirlalice-blog]

alexander-ryder:

[alexander-ryder]

Do the words ‘I love you’ mean nothing to you?

They mean a lot, I just don't want you to have second thoughts. Plus, do you really want to be sired to me? I don't think so.

[lostgirlalice-blog]

alexander-ryder:

[alexander-ryder]

Then I’ll ask Spencer.

Alice-- Come on. One day you might change your mind, you might want to be with someone else and have a family, you never know.

[lostgirlalice-blog]

alexander-ryder:

[alexander-ryder]

What if ‘what I deserve’ isn’t what I want? I spent my entire life in a pack to have every single one of them killed in one night, I’m an omega now. How long do you really think I’m going to survive like this? Even if I do survive, Spencer will move on and be happy with Sophia, you’ll move on and I’ll be an aging omega with no one and nothing in the world to care for. I’m a ticking time bomb.

I'll love you no matter what, you know that, but life is precious Alice, I can't just take it away from you.

[maxcarvers-blog]

[lostgirlalice-blog]

alexander-ryder:

[alexander-ryder]

Don’t make promises like that.. You and I both know there’s no way in hell you would stick around someone for the next seventy/eighty years to keep an eye on some kids that aren’t even yours. Don’t make promises you don’t mean.

Alice, I can't give you the life you deserve. I love you, so much so that I want you to have a human life, everything that you deserve. I just-- I don't think I can give you what you deserve.

[lostgirlalice-blog]

alexander-ryder:

[alexander-ryder]

I don’t want to have children, not when I’m just going to be torn away from them like my parents were me. Or even worse, have them torn from me. Even if I did…that’d be a price I’m willing to pay.

Alice-- [He sighed and looked down] If you had children they would not be torn away from you, I wouldn't let it happen. I couldn't take this life from you, it would be selfish of me, so unbelievably selfish.

[lostgirlalice-blog]

alexander-ryder:

[alexander-ryder]

Who’s to say what’s natural and what isn’t? Most would say it’s unnatural for me to turn into a wolf ever full moon but I do. I would say it’s unnatural to continue to grow up while the only two people in my life…don’t.

Alice, you may grow old but-- you have more things than we do. We can't live a normal life, you can--well, normal enough. You can have children...it's a lot better than not growing old.

[lostgirlalice-blog]

alexander-ryder:

[alexander-ryder]

Birthdays mean getting older, something I don’t want to do.

Alice...it's natural, it's life I'm afraid.

[lostgirlalice-blog]

alexander-ryder:

[alexander-ryder]

No, not even a little bit.

Why not? Birthday's are supposed to be fun, and all that jazz.

[lostgirlalice-blog]

Happy almost-birthday to me.

[alexander-ryder]

----You excited?

[originalelliot-blog]

Sometimes I wonder why I left this place, it’s so fun here.

[alexander-ryder]

The town is what you make of it Elliot, so clearly, you're the boring one.

[sophia-ryder]

alexander-ryder:

[alexander-ryder]

I have a stomach full of scotch, what’s not to be chirpy about?

Plenty of things, and you're under the influence of alcohol so it's not actual happiness.