I still think about her at random times. We haven’t talked in about a week to 2 weeks. I forgot already the time since it seemed like forever ago. I see her post on her story every couple days and I just can’t help myself simping over her. I have a mad crush. Like almost falling in love type shit. I already have the feeling that she’s not into me and that’s fine but I’d rather have an answer from her than being in my head assuming she doesn’t have feelings. I just wanna have my next LA trip to spend time and just kick it. Don’t matter if it’s as friends or love interest. I’m fine either way. BUT ima keep in my head as friends that way I don’t hurt myself. Like she isn’t hurting me from what she’s doing, I’m hurting myself because of the type of person I am. I love being in love but I hate the side effects that come along with it. She probably noticed that im into her but I can’t tell for sure. Idk man. Im too in my head. Fuck it. It is what it is at this point. Im ok with just creating music with her. I still can’t get over the fact that I have a huge crush on her. It’s ok tho. I know I fall in love too easily and I can stop myself from it. I don’t wanna hurt myself even further. Im ok now. I think about her but it’s cool cause it’s not like I put my all anyways. Im chilling. I wanna let the universe take its course.









