Havok. It's all I seem to cause.

Alex Summers. 20. Mutant.

[alexxxsummers]

so i know it has been forever since I've been on here and this isn't the least bit Alex related but I am freaking out and I had to write about it somewhere but I cant' say anything on my personal because I have too many irl followers so anyway.

Pregnancy scares are the worst thing to happen to anyone ever. I have like EVER freaking symptom and my period was supposed to start today and it hasn't. Then again, pregnancy and period symptoms are basically the same so who knows. All I know is I'm crying and freaking out and my boyfriend is really stressed which doesn't help so any advice is welcomed.

Thanks pals,

the mun.

[n3bulas-and-satelites]

Hey, I can’t legally kick their asses. May as well legally extract money. Even though all I do is file.. shhhh. I’m a badass and you fuckin’ know it

[alexxxsummers]

If a badass is what you want to be, then sure.

[alexxxsummers]

"Wheresoever she was, there was Eden."

-Mark Twain, The Diaries of Adam and Eve

[n3bulas-and-satelites]

Oh come onnn. There’s databases and shit on the computers. I just want to loook. No harm in that shit, right? But nah. Christmas petty thieves gg. Suck some fines bitches!

[alexxxsummers]

You're just as angsty as ever, Lu.

[n3bulas-and-satelites]

You’re off and I’m just getting started. Lucky bastard.

[alexxxsummers]

You’re going to school?

[n3bulas-and-satelites]

 Working. This is literally the most boring fucking thing I could possibly be doing but they won’t let me near the electronics after I fried three computers. Fuck yeah #Lumen’sElectrifying

[alexxxsummers]

I mean, that is a pretty logical decision.

[n3bulas-and-satelites]

You're off and I'm just getting started. Lucky bastard.

[alexxxsummers]

You're going to school?

[alexxxsummers]

therealnightcrawler said:I haven’t seen you at all lately. How goes it?

I know, I’m never at the mansion anymore. School ate my life. The only reason I see Reigh anymore is because she basically lives at my apartment. What’s up with you?

[therealnightcrawler]

Oh, you know, slowly dying of a very persistent cough in Germany. My mother was so worried about my breathing last night, she started telling my father he should go find an open store and buy a baby monitor so she could hear me breathe while I slept. Luckily, he was able to talk her down from such an invasion of my privacy. I did wake up to her checking on me a few times.

I imagine you are finished or at least close to finishing your schooling this semester. How does that feel?

[alexxxsummers]

I'm surprised she doesn't already have a baby monitor for you, honestly.

I finished last Tuesday and went home on Wednesday. It feels pretty great, I can't lie.

[alexxxsummers]

Home for Christmas.

It's so festive here. And I swear to God, if I hear the song Mele Kalikimaka one more time I'm going to explode (which is always likely anyways. That song just makes it more probable.) It's pretty weird going from 18 degree weather to 82 degree weather. Granted, this is much better. The island is super crowded with tourists right now. I even saw a chick in a santa bikini, and she yelled aloha at me while I was trying to surf. I've missed this place. And better yet, I have no homework or X-Men duties for three weeks. That's IF Scott can keep his promise. 

Anyway, Mele Kalikimaka, everyone.

[alexxxsummers]

therealnightcrawler said:I haven’t seen you at all lately. How goes it?

I know, I'm never at the mansion anymore. School ate my life. The only reason I see Reigh anymore is because she basically lives at my apartment. What's up with you?

[alexxxsummers]

It's been 108 days since I've been on here.

Have I mentioned that trying to get a geophysics degree in three years is an unwise choice. No one do that.

[alexxxsummers]

ooc

so you probably (didn't) notice that I haven't been on in a while, and I'm sorry for anyone who cares

I'm just like, the speed racer of losing motivation and I have school and work and stuff soooo

but mostly I feel like a shitty rper and every time I get on here I'm just kind of like, yeah, I suck, better go back to keeping Alex in my head.

Whenever I start something, I can't for the life of me finish it, and I guess that's the biggest reason I suck at this, ha. I'm not trying to fish for compliments or anything. I wouldn't expect that, I just don't have fun with this when I'm constantly comparing myself to everyone.

This sounds all whiny and stuff, and it isn't. I'm not complaining or begging for anyone to solace me, I just felt like letting whomever is willing to read this know where I've been.

I'm starting my junior year of college on Monday, so I definitely can't promise getting on any time soon, but I may every now and then. I love Alex, and I love the friends he's made, I mean, I've had this blog for like, two years. It's not going anywhere, I'm just not currently motivated.

So sorry to all of my new followers and friends! If you want to follow my personal and get bombarded with egalitarianism, politics, and x-men, it's thesummersbrothers.tumblr.com

Anyway, thanks for reading! I love all of you! You are all wonderful at what you do!

-Charissa

PS: If it makes you feel better, you can blame this on Alex's college and X-Manning

[allicedout-deactivated20140313]

Professor X gives everyone the benefit of the doubt. I will give Logan credit though for taking care of every one of us after that. It’s probably the most I’ve ever heard him apologize so much in all of the years that I’ve known him.

[alexxxsummers]

Wait, why did Logan apologize? I think I’m behind on something.

[allicedout-deactivated20140313]

Well just for going so far with the session, even for him. You would think that Logan is always just naturally kind of well, cold but once you get to know him, he’s actually a really cool dude. He just tends to handle his anger in ways that people don’t seem to always really understand I guess.

[alexxxsummers]

I think the problem is that he doesn't actually handle his anger at all.

That's pretty impressive that he apologized.

[darkestlittlebeastie-blog-deact]

-shrugs- Perhaps you’re right. I hope you are, for Scott’s sake. It doesn’t do to dwell on things for too long.

[alexxxsummers]

I usually am. What’s up with you, Doc?

[darkestlittlebeastie-blog-deact]

Nothing more than usual. It’s been remarkably quiet as of late - probably why the Professor felt secure enough to send me to talk to you. No ends of the world, no supervillains … no nothing, so far as we can see.

[alexxxsummers]

Things have been pretty quiet around here. That can't be good.

[allicedout-deactivated20140313]

Professor X gives everyone the benefit of the doubt. I will give Logan credit though for taking care of every one of us after that. It’s probably the most I’ve ever heard him apologize so much in all of the years that I’ve known him.

[alexxxsummers]

Wait, why did Logan apologize? I think I'm behind on something.

[alexxxsummers]

I have a brother. Scott Summers? What is One Direction?

[amazingwebhead]

You uh, you’re better off not knowing what they are. And that’s what it is! I’ve known your brother for a while. Was he always in serious need of a chill pill, or is that a more recent development? 

[alexxxsummers]

It's definitely not new. How do you know Scott?

[allicedout-deactivated20140313]

Heh that’s a good one. Well I was subjected to being part of the crash course when the danger room updated. And let’s just say that we all tended up crashing after being in there for over four hours with no break. I don’t know why Professor X thought it was a good idea to let him do that but it was the last time that Logan got that opportunity again, thank God.

[alexxxsummers]

I don't know why anyone thinks it's a good idea to let Logan be in charge of anything.

[alexxxsummers]

And he tries to make us memorize it. It’s terrible. And even when you are out of school, he will STILL do it. It’s never-ending.

[allicedout-deactivated20140313]

Well look on the bright side, I don’t think anything can be worse than when Logan tries to play teacher. I mean where do you even start there?

[alexxxsummers]

What does he teach? He taught us art. Or rather, he sat at his desk while Piotr taught us art.