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[alexxxx567]

I've always felt in control. Always felt like nothing could touch me, no one could hurt me with their bare hands. Maybe that's why I want to be raped. Not CNC, not roleplay, (though I am interested in both), just an actual woman assaulting me. Using me. However she wants. It makes no sense to me. I want to feel powerless. The most extreme form of domination over me. The concept of being raped, as a man, is something completely foreign to me. I feel invincible to it. Maybe that's why I want it. I know its bad. I still want it.

[alexxxx567]

Me

I'm kidding with the last post, I'm not that emo. With that, let me properly introduce myself. My name is Alex. I will be using this tumblr to post my darkest thoughts and to get them out there. As far as trigger warnings go, assume ALL of them for all of my posts, my head has a lot of fucked up stuff in it. With that said, this is the beginning of my thoughts. P.S. All of my posts will be tagged with #darkestdreams

[alexxxx567]

Being alone and horny is both a blessing and a curse. It means that you still have the ability to desire but no one to share it with.