❛ 𝚗𝚘 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚊𝚜 𝙸 𝚍𝚘 𝓌𝒽𝓎 𝒾𝓈𝓃'𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽? ❜ 💗 @ALICEAYERS of closer (2004). a private writing blog ————— inspired by sad girl summers, hot pink and a compulsion to lie 🎀 treated as an independent muse. 🎀 as explored by LYSSA (30s / she or they / ct ) 🎀 triggers include: mental illness, dissociation, compulsive lying, s*x work, and misandry. 🎀 this blog is 21+
INTRODUCTION This is a writing blog based on the film and play Closer and is for personal use only. Because of the bare bones nature of the text, this blog is deeply my own personal headcanons and creative writing projects. I have no affiliation with the film or play, and as this blog develops we will see that shift. However I will take the ending of the film over the play any day.
TRIGGERS / NSFW This blog as adult themes and triggers. It is impossible to write the story without it. Alice’s background is riddled with abuse, sex, stripping, and drug use as well as her career path often falling into stripping. I will tag accordingly but please note this blog is 18+.
WRITING Due to my schedule, my busy life, and my other blogs, this will be a writing-focused blog. I will always prioritize plots over unplotted and will talk to you through DMs on how to make more dynamic scenes. This blog is used as a way for me to practice my writing abilities and connect and make new friends. I will do my best to make myself as open as possible, but please note I work fully time with anxiety disorder. Sometimes I can’t talk.
PLOTTING / SHIPPING Please write with me! Please ship with me! Development is my fav part about this hellish website and I would love to go more in depth with her. Alice is a flexible muse, and I love trying out new things. Just ask---- I’ll most likely say yes.
If you are curious to watch Closer or read the play, please let me know.
I will also soon be writing up a biography to make it easier for those unfamiliar.
I think the biggest thing I want to explore here is the idea of sadness - in its complexity and it its inability to name. I think there is something so contradictory about sadness. how it can be simple or complex. how it can be easy or hard. how it can be your whole world or your single pain. there is something beautiful in its asymmetry. in its constant.
hi, hey, hello. it’s ezekiel, and i’m here with a problem. i hate to do this, i truly do, like a lot, but: i’m disabled, trans, and mentally ill with massive hospital bills. i hardly leave my house due to this, so yeah. i only get paid so much, and because of bills, my account has been overdrafted $321.
not only that, but my rent is due and i only have $800 of $1,718. that adds up to $1,239ish with the overdraft included. i know that’s a lot, i really do, but i will get evicted. i have a dog ( a havanese named kara ), so living homeless with her is not an option. normally i wouldn’t ask for this; like i said, i’m beyond embarrassed. under the cut is proof of what i need ( plus bonus kara ):
my accounts are: cashapp — $chosangwoo, and venmo — zekecommissions. paypal by request only. in return, if you’d like a graphic or a holiday icon or something of that nature, let me know. thank you in advance, so much, and please rb. ♡