୨୧ Alice ୨୧

(quit) Dancing with you, the rhythm of the heart! My heart is pounding, Cure Kyun-Kyun! | Jirai acc 🩷

[aliceclawz]

I’m quitting

My mental health has gotten better recently , and I don’t really enjoy posting on here as much anymore so I’m quitting. I’ll still log on sometimes to check on mooties. I’ll always be grateful to Jiraiblr for being my safe space <3 ily all.

[aliceclawz]

hello!!! Ollie (yes I changed my name) here. Uhh Idfk what to post abt. I was kinda js bored and wanted to log into this acc so yeah. I know I said I was quitting to focus on my mental health, but my mental health is very shitty rn and I feel like I’ve just been getting worse n worse ever since I quit lmao. I’m def not coming back to this blog, but I lowkey wanna make a new blog since I miss tumblr ^_^ idk tho cuz my parents have been monitoring my phone a lot n they’ll be super pissed if they find another tumblr acc. Did I mention I spent like a week in the psych ward and my bday in the pysch ward last year (2025) because I had a rlly bad relapse (beans) that they found out abt? And they found this acc 🫩so uh yeah idfk i hope this makes sense. I don’t think anyone will see this post but whatever, I prob won’t log into this acc for a while so bye :3!!

[aliceclawz]

woaw it’s been so long since I’ve logged onto this acc

[aliceclawz]

𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐?

Thank you for asking !!:3

I've relapsed (cutting) quite a few times, i thought it would be easier to stop than it actually is. (｡ᵕ ◞ _◟)

I've just been eating like a pig recently and binging too, I feel really disgusted about that. I mean it's not rlly an ed so that's good? I don't think I mentioned but I don't really care abt improving any disordered eating habits I have.. (unless it's binging becuz I’m scared of gaining weight) which isn't really full recovery I guess but uh whatever.

In fact I think the only thing I'm rily interested in like recovering from/stopping is cutting and just getting better mh in general, so really I feel stupid now for saying I’m gonna recover as if I’m trying to fix all my bad habits (ᵕ ´ᗜ`)

I've been doing better with taking care of myself, more sleep and hygienic stuff. Unrelated but I dyed my hair purple ><

I'm still like suicidal and stuff, but mostly l've been feeling much happier.!! ^_^ I actually already miss tumblr lol and ive been thinking about maybe making a new blog in the future, just not like a jirai blog where i vent a ton and stuff. That’s kinda embarrassing since i said I wanted to quit but already wanna make a new blog ( ;´ - `;) ..

Sorry I wrote like 6 paragraphs I hope you don’t mind lmao (ㅠ﹏ㅠ)

[aliceclawz]

really, really proud of you <3 thats all i wanted to say

thank you anon <33

[aliceclawz]

Wishing you luck w/ recovery!! Glad that your mental health has improved ^^

thank you!!

[aliceclawz]

Good luck with recovery!! Thank you for all the spam. Miss you alr

thank u emily :33

[aliceclawz]

have a nice life 💙💙

thank u <3

[aliceclawz]

i hope you have a good recovery!!!! ill miss you!!!! (not trying to get you to not leave, i respect your decision!!!)

thank you sm !! ^_^

[aliceclawz]

I wish you the best of luck with your recovery, you deserve every bit of happiness in the world. Don't be disheartened if there are any setbacks, you can overcome them

your so sweet, thank you <3

[aliceclawz]

𝙰𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚎’𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚝 💜

• You can call me Alice, Angel, or Ali

•please be aware I am a jirai and I post a lot of vents n stuff like self harm, disordered eating, and suicidal thoughts

• I am some kind of boy girl thing!! they/she/he and mostly any prns are okay!! ^_<

• minor!! I am under 16 <3

• pretty much basic dni criteria, you can interact as long as your not like a pedo or smt

• fandoms/interests: pjsk, death note, alnst, co09, ddlc, pmmm, super sonico, nso, cherry crush, tadc, k-pop, katseye, precure etc etc

(the date this was posted is fake btw lmao .)