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Commissioned art by Vunnen Alicent Hightower and her smallest babe, Daeron Targaryen
Let’s :( with mama
Phia saying that Alicent did her best and oh my god with Helaena she really did… her motherhood was inflicted, she never wanted these children, she never got to find out whether she could have wanted children, and in the sons she knew she soon saw shadows of the men who did this to her, she watched patriarchy sink into them until she could no longer recognize or reach them, and her anger, her internalized hatred of herself and other women, her inability to show them affection etc only made them sink deeper and deeper, but with her little girl, who remained unaltered by this world for so long, who refused to ever accept its broken rules and ugly wants, Alicent did try her very best and of course it wasn’t enough… and now all she has left is her one gentle son molded in her image that she’ll never get to know
House of the Dragon (2022—) 2.06 — “Smallfolk” 3.06 — “Faceless Men”
HOUSE OF THE DRAGON (2022–) Season 1, Episode 9 | Season 3, Episode 8
Slow Horses 1.01 | Failure's Contagious Jack Lowden as River Cartwright & Olivia Cooke as Sidonie "Sid" Baker
and we will walk out in the sun
I need Alicent to strut into season 4 stronger, bitterer, more wounded, more vicious, and infinitely more vindictive. I need an Alicent who has finally reached the point where she simply does not give a fuck about consequences anymore. Religion? Reputation? History? Rhaenyra's opinion of her? The judgement of the realm? What exactly does she have left to lose? I need her to call Rhaenyra out on everything. I need all that grief to finally curdle into anger. I need Alicent to stop internalizing every tragedy as evidence of her own failure and start looking around at the people who actually made these choices and say: "No. You did this too."
Because yes, she has lost Helaena, but Jaehaera is still alive, and suddenly Alicent has something to protect again. And then imagine her discovering, one by one, that Aegon is alive, Aemond is alive, and PLEASE, hopefully, Daeron is alive too. Imagine the realization hitting her that her family isn't gone. It's scattered, broken, traumatized, but alive. And suddenly the woman who thought she had nothing left to live for has a reason to live again. Except this time, I don't want her crawling back into the same cycle of guilt. I want her emerging from it completely changed. Because maybe she was wrong to believe that surrendering would end the bloodshed, wrong to believe Rhaenyra would necessarily be the better ruler, wrong to believe that if she sacrificed enough pieces of herself and her family, eventually there would be peace. And maybe, horrifyingly, painfully, she realizes she was right to trust her instincts in the first place. Maybe putting Aegon on the throne wasn't simply Otto's ambition or Alicent's misunderstanding. Maybe she looks at everything Rhaenyra has become and thinks: "I was right to fear you." And she stands beside Aegon because that's her son, that's her King, and this time she chooses him with her eyes completely open. Give me the Green Queen again. Alicent who tried surrender, reconciliation, sacrifice, mercy, tried choosing peace over pride, and lost her daughter anyway.
If history insists on painting Alicent as the villain, then let her finally be her. Let Rhaenicent enter its bitter divorce era. Just two women staring across the ruins of everything they once meant to each other and realizing that whatever love remains between them has finally become inseparable from resentment. Give me Alicent looking at Rhaenyra and realizing: "I loved you. I trusted you. I chose you over my own instincts. And look what it cost me."
Then let her straighten her crown, gather whatever remains of her children and grandchildren around her, and light the fucking way.
The Blue Butterfly
The blue butterfly is a symbol of transformation, good fortune, and hope. Helaena becomes a blue butterfly upon her death, joining the others, and finds her way back to Alicent. And the fact that it's specifically blue makes Alicent notice it. It's the blue they've both been wearing since the end of last season. The color that has increasingly connected mother and daughter visually. The blue associated with House Florent—Alicent's mother's house—and therefore with Alicent's own lost maternal lineage. Has Alicent ever told Helaena that, ever since she was a little girl, she found comfort in imagining that her mother was near whenever a swarm of blue butterflies appeared? Does Helaena remember? Is this her final act as Alicent's daughter?
Alicent loses her mother as a child and spends the rest of her life searching for traces of her in Helaena. Helaena loses her life and chooses to leave behind exactly the kind of trace she knows her mother will understand. She becomes the sign, the comfort, the thing Alicent once looked toward when she needed to believe that someone she loved wasn't truly gone.
There's something so beautiful about Helaena's transformation being framed not simply as death, but as release. She wanted freedom, and now she finally has it. The girl who spent her entire life trapped by the Red Keep, by marriage, by motherhood, by prophecy, by other people's wars, is suddenly something weightless, something that can fly, and instead of flying away from everything that hurt her, she finds her way back to her mother.
The butterfly is Helaena saying goodbye, and Helaena trying to make her death survivable for Alicent. Helaena is saying, "Mummy, I might be gone, but you need to continue living, you need to go on, please find the hope and the comfort you need to move on. I'll always be with you, I'll always love you." Helaena's final gift to Alicent is hope. For once, Helaena isn't telling her mother what is going to happen. She's telling her that whatever happens next, she has to live through it.
As a blue butterfly, her daughter has returned to her and finally found the freedom she always wanted. As a blue butterfly, Helaena offers Alicent comfort, assuring her that she chose this for herself and that she is finally free. As a blue butterfly, Helaena tells Alicent that she is not to blame. As a blue butterfly, Helaena informs her mother of her own passing, reaching out to her one last time to lighten the burden of her grief so that Alicent won't spend the rest of her life blaming herself.
That is Helaena's final act as a daughter, trying to comfort her mother even in death. And Alicent sees the blue butterfly as a symbol and seems to understand.
the butterflies / helaena’s spirit going to find her mother first i am GOING to be sick
HOUSE OF THE DRAGON | Season 3, Episode 8, "The Treasons at Tumbleton"
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While I was looking for the sketches I found this Alicent I did for a tarot cards plan that I could not do, because I have too little time🫠
HOUSE OF THE DRAGON Season 1 Episode 6 — "The Princess and the Queen" Season 3 Episode 7 — "The Dragon in Winter"
Phia Saban as Helaena Targaryen HOUSE OF THE DRAGON S03E07 | The Dragon in Winter